rich concubine

Chapter 1065 The days ahead will be bitter and long
Indeed, who would not understand the meaning of the marriage between the eldest family member and the royal family?Could it be that she married His Highness because they had feelings for each other?
Do not make jokes!What feelings will there be between them?What feelings can there be?
From Chang Qing's point of view, it's all tacit and well understood. Why show it on the surface and show it to others? After all, are you treating others as fools?Still disgusting yourself?

She wanted a pure love. She wanted to spend the rest of her life with him because she loved someone, instead of marrying herself off for this reason and in this way and letting herself accept a man she had no choice but to accept.

After all, I was unwilling to give in, especially when I saw his triumphant smile when he was sure to win the prey, the unwillingness in my heart became even more magnified. Who would be willing to be trapped in a cage after seeing the sky outside the cage? In a golden cage, a bird for people to watch?

Especially when she knew that he was completely using her, and his purpose of getting close to her was not pure from the beginning. He was not half sincere to her, but only cared about his identity, which made it even more difficult for her to accept.

Changqing thinks that she is not a complicated person, but a free and easy girl.She doesn't need to have a vigorous love affair, she just wants to find someone who understands her heart and wants to spend the rest of her life with someone who can tell what she is thinking with just one look, instead of scheming and taking advantage of her at every turn. .

Can following him really lead to good results?Changqing doesn’t know.But she knew that she would never fall in love with such a man, and she would be destined to suffer for the rest of her life.

To marry a man who is arrogant and scheming, whose heart is full of wealth, who has no emotion at all, and who does not love her, and who also has to bear children for him. Just thinking about it makes me feel that the days ahead will be bitter and long.

Even though she knew that marrying him was forced by circumstances and an inevitable result, she couldn't even vent her emotions?
She looked at Rong Yi, her eyes full of struggle and desolation, and she said: "You won't understand how I feel now, because you lived a contented and happy life, you were willing to give birth to children for him, and you stayed with him It is happy. You and he love each other, so even if you are his concubine, you can live a happy life, because you have him in your heart and you will not feel aggrieved by your status, even if you are his concubine. People outside have scolded you completely and misunderstood you so much. You can chew it up and swallow it. But I don’t love him. If I don’t love him, I will feel unwilling to pay for even the smallest things. Responding so coldly and indifferently now is the best way I can think of."

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"I know very well what he thinks about me, but even if he doesn't think about it, he also knows that I must marry into the royal family. Even if I don't marry him, I will be another prince. I just don't want him to It's better for me to be attentive to me like he is now, because every time he makes me feel that all his good deeds and all his tenderness are for use and are profitable. I don't want him to do all his good deeds for me. Benefits, I don’t ask him to have pure feelings for me, because I can’t respond to him, just be so cold and indifferent. If I don’t offend him, he won’t offend me. That’s the best. I don’t want to do it every day in the future. I have to deal with a relationship, and this is the most painful! I can't pretend to be a relationship that I know I can't respond to."

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(End of this chapter)