rich concubine

Chapter 1119: You lose your freedom at a young age
After Rong Yi finished speaking, she still felt a little guilty. She really felt that it was her fault. She got playful and wanted to go out for a walk in the snow without caring about the child. It is indeed inappropriate for a pregnant woman to act so willfully. Granny Bai and the others tried to persuade her, but they couldn't bear to think that they were the masters, so they couldn't disobey themselves, right?Speaking of which, it was really his own insistence that caused his own harm, and almost made them take the responsibility.

When she was in bed recuperating, she heard that the eldest princess had come to question her. She learned that the servant was not caring well and was going to be punished immediately. Rong Yi begged her for a long time before she dealt with it leniently and only deducted two months' monthly payment. , Rong Yi felt guilty and used her own money to make up for it.

Granny Bai and the others also blamed themselves. They said nothing and accepted the punishment wholeheartedly. During that time, they each blamed themselves and made amends.

This matter finally came to an end, and I just brought it up again in a hurry. The eldest princess's refusal to pursue it was probably because she was worried that her relationship with Zhaoyiyuan was not close at all. She was afraid that it would be bad to control too much, and I It's different. If he talks about punishment, who would dare to say a word?I'm afraid it won't be possible to plead for mercy by then.

Rong Yi looked at Jiang Shunxiao, fearing that he would be embarrassed in the next second, but he was very calm, but the corners of his eyes were stained with guilt. He said: "Don't worry, I won't punish them. You try to protect them. I want them to live normally." I will serve you here, and I will serve you very comfortably, otherwise, you would not be so afraid that I would punish them."

Rong Yi nodded quickly and explained: "The main reason is because this is my own responsibility. Why should I involve others? They have served me very well, but people's abilities are limited after all. If I don't go there myself, there will be no Fortunately, this kind of accident has no major impact, otherwise I would really..."

Jiang Shunxiao took Rong Yi's hand. The hand was warm and soft, which made his heart soften. He said, "I blame myself too."

"What are you blaming yourself for?"

Jiang Shunxiao sighed and said: "I tied you to my side and made you lose your freedom at a young age. The girl next to you was still planting flowers and writing at home at your age, but you follow me and you are already the third child. You have a child, and you became a mother at such a young age, which really deprives you of too much."

Listening to his words, Rong Yi was very moved. Many people felt that women were born to carry on the family line, and having children was a natural thing. It was like a woman's destiny from birth was to give birth to children for men. If she didn't even have this If you don't have any skills, then this woman will have little energy in life. Your husband will not be very grateful to you because of how many children you have given birth to. He may respect you, but he will also think from the bottom of his heart that this is what you should do.

But when he said this, it seemed that he didn't think the same way as others. He could say this, which showed that it really hurt him.

Rong Yi looked at the two little guys who raised their little heads and listened to them attentively, with a gentle smile on her lips. She said: "It doesn't matter what you said about this matter. It has to be me who feels that I have lost my freedom. It has to be me." I feel that after giving birth to a child, I will never be myself again, and that is true. I have never regretted giving birth to a child, because I love children. They are gifts from God. When they come to me, I We should raise them well and teach them to be adults, but there is always a sense of gap. There is still a big gap between before becoming a mother and after becoming a mother, which is why I feel so emotional."

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(End of this chapter)