rich concubine

Chapter 1221. Who makes her feel so inferior?
All the risks of what happened back then have been safely passed. If they didn't tell anyone, no one would know the inside story. It was never Jiang Shunxiao who betrayed Miss Qin's family. It was never the dowry maid who climbed into her uncle's bed. , the man who stole her lady.

No matter how she was misunderstood or cast aside by people outside, Rong Yi never cared about it. Rumors and rumors couldn't hurt her. What really hurt her was the young lady from the Qin family.

If Chang Qing hadn't said it today, perhaps this matter would have been buried and no one would know about it.

However, Rong Yi said that it was not just about telling the truth. Looking at the frowning Chang Qing, Rong Yi took a deep breath and said: "Actually, telling this truth is not just about telling this truth. , I would like to tell you from the perspective of someone who has experienced it, my father and I did not have a happy beginning, but life is always lived by two people. If you want to live a harmonious and beautiful life, you can only rely on yourself. Whether your life is good or not is up to you. Forget it, but it’s also important to have the intention. If both parties don’t have this intention, it will be difficult to live a harmonious life even if the two sides are rushing in both directions. Fortunately, my father and I met each other. If it were like me, it would be difficult. The person above is not of his nature, maybe my current fate is miserable..."

Rong Yi had thought that if Jiang Shun was a little more bad, a little more uneducated, a little more dandy, a little more romantic, her life would not be as easy as it is now. How many concubines in the world can live like her?
There is no serious mother-in-law to hold her down, and there is no serious wife in front of her. She has not suffered any grievances or suffered any sins since she joined the master. She has always been protected, even if some unpleasant things happened. A beautiful thing, but now that I think about it, it’s nothing.

In the palace, she was already considered free. She lived her own life behind closed doors, and he had no restrictions on her. She was the first to do this as a concubine, right?
Even the much-loved Aunt Wang had to stay in her own house. She was not as carefree and happy as she was. Rong Yi thought about it, the most important reason was because of her heart. Only she has given herself such special power and status. Speaking of it, it is difficult for a concubine to be elegant, but when it comes to herself, everything is different.

Speaking of this, Chang Qing couldn't help but think that Rong Yi's original reputation could indeed be summed up in two words: bad. In the eyes of others, she could turn into a phoenix because she climbed into her master's bed and became pregnant. She was the master's child, and the mother was more valuable than the child. Others laughed at her as a lowly person who could not stand up to the public. The general did not even give her a courtesy. This did not mean that she was not valued at all. The important thing was The child in her belly.

But unfortunately, the young couple is living a good life behind closed doors. No one knows that Rong Yi, who they say has bad intentions, is the one who is forced. People outside always speculate on a girl with the greatest malice. , he said she was so unbearable, but was she really that unbearable?Isn’t it the human heart that is at work and the human heart is sinister?
Rong Yi looked at Chang Qing, sighed softly, and said: "In short, I have been through all the good and bad things like this. Now I don't ask for anything else. I just hope that the child in my belly can land safely and be with his brothers and sisters." He will also be a companion in the future. I have always known my identity. I never dared to ask for more. I always thought that the way he treated me was enough, but he always said that he would give me the best. He would let me Be the best.”

At this point, she smiled and continued: "But he doesn't know that what I want is so simple. Although no woman would be willing to be a concubine who can't live up to the expectations, but he is so good to me, I So I stayed by his side willingly, and that was enough. You don’t know, he said, he wanted me to stand side by side with him, but I know it’s not easy, so there’s nothing wrong with being like this. It’s not that I’m unmotivated, but I’m a woman from a small family, how can I be his wife? I’m just afraid that if my virtue is not worthy of me, I will lose more.”

Chang Qing hurriedly said: "Don't think so. Since he loves you and says he wants to give it to you, this is what he should give you. Besides, what does birth mean? Who is not raised by his mother's biological parents? Who is not raised by his mother's biological parents? Didn't you grow up slowly by eating and drinking? You followed him with an innocent body, and he should treat you as his wife. I know that you and he are in love, and you don't care about this title and status, and you don't care whether you are the first wife or the first wife. Concubine, but let me tell you, the reality is so cruel. Even if he loves you again, if you are a concubine, you will always be a concubine, and the children you give birth to will always be concubines and concubines, and they will never have legitimate children. Come out with nobility.”

After taking a breath, she continued: "You said you are not qualified because of your birth? Birth does not mean everything. In this world, even if a man has been poor all his life, he can still get ahead by studying and working hard. , then why can't women? Just because of your birth, you feel that you should never marry a good man in this life, shouldn't you marry to a high family? Be the wife of a high family?" Rong Yi was silent. In fact, She didn't mean it that way. She just felt in her heart that it was too difficult to overcome the hurdle of status. If he wanted to change, he didn't know how much effort he would have to waste in order to stop so many mouths and make herself his. wife.

Seeing her pause, Changqing softened her tone and said, "I remember that you have been learning from Fu Ling how to keep accounts, how to run a household, how to take care of the village, the store and people's hearts. You are not completely ignorant of these things. You once said that you have been reading and literate since you were a child. You are not poor and ignorant. You are filled with knowledge in your bones. How dare you look down on yourself so much?"

Rong Yi's eyes flashed slightly, and she felt even more moved in her heart. She took a breath and said with a smile, "What's going on? I was the one who wanted to persuade you, but why did you persuade me instead?"

Seeing her like this, Changqing also laughed. She breathed a sigh of relief and said: "You are so smart and smart, I don't think you need to persuade me. I just can't see you looking down on me. You are my friend Changqing, so what?" Will it be bad? If you think you are bad, aren't you questioning my vision? "

Rong Yi smiled and said half-jokingly: "Can't you be more modest in life? If you are too proud, you will be beaten when you go out."

Seeing that she was getting poorer, Changqing smiled and relaxed. Just seeing her like that, he thought she was really choking, so he was anxious to get rid of that idea.

She felt more distressed in her heart. The reason why she was so unconfident about herself was mostly because she had had this understanding since she was a child. She always felt that her status was not worthy of good things...

Who made her feel so inferior?
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(End of this chapter)