rich concubine

Chapter 1385
Love in youth is often hot and intense.

If you really like someone, how can you let it go so easily?After Ming Sihui knew that Chang Bai had a wife outside, she was sad for a while and kept trying to persuade herself to let go. However, if he didn't bring her back, his heart would never die. Ming Sihui also hated herself, why? Can't let it go?Why should we keep taking chances and not give up until we see it with our own eyes?
She rarely went to Changbai's house anymore. Although she liked Changbai, she didn't even want to lose face. She knew that he had a wife, but she still did these little tricks...

But after waiting for a long time, he did not come back. Later, I also heard rumors that there was no news from the eldest son of the eldest son. After losing contact, the old lady of the eldest family fell seriously ill. At that time, two of the old lady of the eldest family fell seriously ill. Her son and his wife were out of town and couldn't come back for a while. She almost didn't think much and went to take care of the old lady herself. At that time, she was really closer than her daughter. Those days when the old lady lay in bed and couldn't take care of herself. , she never took care of it by anyone else, she took care of it herself.

Therefore, when the old lady woke up and looked at her haggard appearance, she knew that these days, like living in a nightmare, she was the one accompanying him.

The old lady had just suffered the blow of losing her son, and her psychological defense was weak. At this time, no one close to her was around, and she needed someone with a foreign surname to take care of her. In addition, she already knew that Ming Sihui was interested in Her eldest son's thoughts have never been revealed before, and they all ended in vain. But now, seeing her again is like seeing her eldest daughter-in-law, as if she is seeing someone related to the eldest family, and her heart can't stop. of pain.

I don't know how much time passed, but the people sent out to look for Su Ping's mother and daughter never received any news. Those two years were like living in hell. From time to time, they were pulled and given a little hope, but what they got was nothing. It's endless disappointment.

At that time, Ming Sihui was always with her, never asking anything else, just taking care of her with all her heart.

What the old lady often said was, "A biological daughter is nothing more than that." What's more, she was still someone else's daughter. Regardless of her reputation and face, she stayed by her side for nearly two years. In these two years, regardless of whether she had I hope that she will look forward to it and wait for it like she does.

Seeing that she was so infatuated, as if she wanted to find some comfort for herself, the old lady asked her if she would like to marry into the eldest family, marry Changbai, marry someone who would return from unknown time.

When she raised this point, the old lady knew that she must be crazy. Her son's whereabouts were unknown and his life and death were unknown, but she was making arrangements at home to get him a wife.

At that time, almost everyone felt that she was a little unreasonable, and she went crazy and became a demon because of Changbai's matter. However, who can understand the mind of a mother?
She knew that her proposal was completely unfavorable to Ming Sihui. Therefore, when she raised this point, she also told her very clearly that the purpose of marrying was to bring happiness to him and to make her elders happy. The Fang lineage still has a continuation. If Su Ping and her daughter are really not found in the future, the Changfang lineage cannot simply decline. Even if she adopts a child from the second and third rooms, it can continue.

This is cruel to Ming Sihui, no doubt to make her, a young girl, marry a man who knows nothing about life and death, and be a living widow for the rest of her life.

This is the first time the old lady has been selfish, and the only time she has been selfish for the sake of her children. Therefore, she respects Ming Sihui's opinion very much. She knows that if she nods in agreement, she will be willing to keep the integrity for her eldest son.

It doesn't matter if she disagrees. He still loves her as his own daughter. After all, the relationship he has had for so many years is not necessarily fake.However, what the old lady didn't expect was that she was crazy and Ming Sihui was no better. She thought that Ming Sihui would hesitate and refuse when she proposed this opinion, but she didn't expect that she would agree. It was so neat and tidy that she immediately agreed as soon as she proposed it.

And when she agreed so simply, the old lady hesitated again and looked at her blankly for a long time, watching her nervously smile at herself until the two of them reached a consensus. When they had such a tacit understanding, she had no intention of doing anything. When there was room for regret, she asked: What if she finds Chang Bai's wife who is away from home in the future?
The old lady was silent, but it was only for a moment. She said, "She will be a common wife in the house."

At that time, Ming Sihui just smiled and said nothing more about Su Ping. She just said: If the child is found one day, she will treat it as her own.

At this point, Su Ping understood. The reason why Ming Sihui married into the elder's family had nothing to do with Changbai. She had this opportunity because she moved the elder's wife with her sincerity. But this opportunity It was cruel to her, and it only showed her sincerity towards Changbai.

No woman can bear to spend the rest of her life guarding a person who may no longer exist, and have to worry all the time that her wife will come to visit her, and her situation will become very embarrassing.

Her existence is to continue the fragrance of the long house, and to... bring joy.

Speaking of this, the old lady's eyes turned red. Speaking of which, of her three daughters-in-law, only the eldest daughter-in-law owed her the most. Although she had never given birth to a boy or girl to the eldest family, she had been buried in the eldest family her whole life. Well, what the elder family owed her could not be compensated by the fine clothes and fine food.She has been a grown-up lady with no reputation all her life, and it is impossible for her to have children of her own in this life.

The old lady struggled. When she looked at Ming Sihui silently looking at the children in the second and third bedrooms, she thought about letting it go. A woman's life is not wasted. Come on, if the eldest son never comes back, is it possible that he really wants to lock her in the eldest family for the rest of his life?To prevent her from enjoying what a woman should enjoy, and to prevent her from ever being able to enjoy the happiness of her children and grandchildren?

The old lady also thought about it more than once, if she had not been obsessed with it and had not proposed the idea of ​​letting her marry Changbai, would she have married someone else now, or perhaps become a mother?
But all the assumptions are just fantasies made by people to make up for it, knowing full well that they will never come true.

The old lady said: "I owe her all these years. At the beginning, I only thought about feeling sorry for my son. I felt sorry that once he left, I would never hear from him again and leave nothing behind, so I came up with this idea. At that time, many people She advised me to think twice before acting, but I didn’t listen... She used to be a girl with a bright and sunny personality, but now she is becoming more and more taciturn. I can’t even count the number of my sins in this.”

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(End of this chapter)