rich concubine

Chapter 1387 Gratitude is too thin

At first, Ming Sihui didn't feel that it was inappropriate for her to occupy this position. At that time, she knew that the person she was waiting for would not be able to come back, but she still held on to a glimmer of hope. If she waited by herself, maybe Will he be able to come back?If there is no news, maybe it is the best news?
At that time, she didn't feel that it was wrong for her to occupy this position. This was the only way she could find to comfort herself. But later, when her family returned to the capital, she was one step closer to finding his wife and daughter. ...The closer she got to the capital, the deeper the fear and uneasiness in her heart became. She suddenly felt that she had taken someone else's position, which was why she felt so uneasy.

If she looked at it from the perspective of Su Ping and her daughter, her appearance was indeed not a good thing.

This feeling did not lessen when she learned that Su Ping had married someone else.

But until now, Rong Yi told her that she was more qualified to get this position. Is this a kind of recognition?
For a moment, all her internal organs hurt together. She didn't know why it hurt, but she almost cried. She knew that her persistence for so many years had not been let down, even if only one person said that she was worth it. She was satisfied, and this person was still his daughter, which made it even more different.

She faced Rong Yi's problem squarely and stopped thinking about it. She said, "Your father and I grew up together. It's no secret that I like him. When I knew he had a wife, I thought about giving up. Yes, but he didn’t bring your mother back, nor did he bring you back. Until so many years have passed, there is no news about you. There has been no news all this time. People in the family almost think that your existence is just It's just everyone's illusion of Yichang... How can it be so easy to find two people in the huge Meng country? In order to maintain confidentiality, all the letters exchanged were encrypted, and one letter was lost and lost. How many places have been sent to my home, it is not easy to search... However, no one has given up searching, even if there is only a glimmer of hope, even if they can find clues, they will never let it go, vowing to find you until I find you. Over the years, I As an outsider watching it, I feel moved.”

To put it inappropriately, it’s just a daughter. For the parents, if they really can’t find it, there won’t be much loss. If they give birth to a son who is living outside, then why bother to look for it? But the daughter... ...Even if you can't find it, it's nothing to a family like this. Some families have strict family traditions and will never allow illegitimate children to live outside. However, who can say whether such a thing will happen? Is it accurate?
This kind of thing is not unusual, but it is not surprising. However, the eldest family has been looking for him for so many years, which shows that they attach great importance to the child and the child's mother.

"More than ten years have passed so quickly. Looking back, I always feel that the day I got married was just yesterday. I abandoned everything and married into the eldest family. Regardless of my parents' obstruction, I resolutely married your father. Even for more than ten years, I have loved him very much. I can't explain it myself. I only know that if I don't get married, there seems to be no hope. From now on, my life will be separated from him, and maybe I won't be able to live with him for the rest of my life. When we meet, I have always known that he and I are from two different worlds, and I really can’t bear to be separated from him like this..."

"I have persisted for so many years, and now that I have finally waited for you, a stone in my heart has been lifted. At least, his bones and blood who have been living outside can finally recognize their ancestors and return to their clan. I seem to have more hope. Now, the fact that we can expect you and your mother, does that mean that one day, we can also expect him back?"

Her tone was affectionate. Although there were no exaggerated movements or expressions, Rongyi could still feel her mood from her words, and was moved and excited along with her.

She no longer has to ask whether she will regret it after all these years, and what will support her to continue to do so.The answer is right in front of you. Emotion is a wonderful thing and a kind of sustenance. It is better to have something than nothing. If you tell yourself this, you may feel better in your heart.

Rong Yi was not familiar with the elder's family. Ming Sihui considered that she was pregnant and not suitable for walking too far, so he took her to a waterside pavilion not far away and sat among the layers of dusk curtains, enjoying the breeze. After passing by, the curtain swayed slightly, and after the two sat down, they fell silent in unison, feeling the gentle breeze, and no one disturbed the tranquility at this moment.After a long time, Ming Sihui suddenly laughed, her voice was gentle, and she said: "I originally thought that I would be scorned for occupying the magpie's nest, but I didn't expect that you would react like this. You don't hold anything against me." The hostility makes me a little surprised that a girl of your age can be so calm and sensible."

Rong Yi looked at her and said calmly: "As the daughter of the eldest son, compared to Changqing and Changle, I don't have a good education, nor do I have a good vision. But since I was a child, my father He also taught me by words and deeds, and he never taught me to grow into an ignorant, indulgent and arrogant person."

Ming Sihui looked at her: "You are a filial child, and you are very respectful to them."

Her original words were: You are a filial child, and you are very respectful to your stepfather.

She had no other thoughts when she said this, and she felt a touch of envy. This child was open-minded and sensible, without the pampering or quick-tempered temper that other girls had. Her stepfather could do this, but what about herself? ?In addition to being polite, can you have a little emotion?

Of course, she only thought about this in her mind and did not dare to say it out loud. Ming Sihui knew very well what the difference was between herself and her stepfather, and she did not dare to compare herself with his stepfather in the same position. , knowing that it was self-inflicted, but only had a little expectation and envy.

Rong Yi said honestly: "To tell you the truth, among the family, my father and I have the least relationship, but he is the one who loves me the most. Everything I have is given by my father. I don't Just to be grateful to him, I regard him as my biological father. The word "grateful" is too weak. I will always be filial to him. In my heart, he is not only a father, but also a hero. It is probably difficult to find a second father in this world. For a person like him to be so kind to a child who is not related by blood, I think the suffering I have suffered in the past ten years is nothing, because I have a good father, and that is enough. "

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(End of this chapter)