rich concubine

Chapter 1421: It won’t bother you

Most mothers in the world are like this. The deepest love is fulfillment, and the cruelest love is letting go.

When children grow up, they have to live their own lives. This is the first time for a mother to let go of her child's hand and let him take charge of his own life.

But where is it so easy to let go?I was pregnant for ten months and gave birth to a child that I had worked so hard to coax and coax in my arms every day. I looked forward to the child growing up and watched him grow up slowly, from babbling to walking and jumping to then to Nowadays, I have learned a lot and am able to stand alone. Seeing my children getting better and better and becoming talented people, I am undoubtedly proud of them. With a loving mother's heart, how can I just let go?

He gained weight or lost weight, but he became a concern in his mother's heart.

I know clearly that my children are older and I can't just hold them by the hand and let them do whatever they say. When they grow up and have their own ideas, they won't do everything according to what their parents say. This is what parents are happy to see. , seeing them independent and self-reliant, becoming more and more like a mature person.

But even so, a nagging heart never stops.

In this way, they become a little overwhelmed. They are afraid that too much love will make the children breathless, and they are also afraid that too much letting go will cause the children to lose the protection of their parents. They have only learned to be independent, but they do not know how to love themselves.

Mrs. Qin is now in these two extremes, but she has only learned one extreme, to love her children in her own way to the extreme. She knows that what she wants to do is what the child does not want, but she still desperately wants to go. Completed, but on the other hand, when she looked at the children's repulsive and helpless expressions, she would also feel hurt and withdrawn, which made her even more cautious when facing the children.

Mrs. Qin said: "You have grown up now. You are no longer the child who could hug your mother's knees and laugh all day long. When I think about it, I just feel that time flies so fast. When I look back, , you seem to be still a child, but you are clearly able to take charge of yourself and become an adult."

Feeling that time flies by is common to any age group. The older you get, the more you feel that time flies by so fast. When I was a child, I looked forward to growing up. I felt that when I grow up, I will not be restricted in anything I do. But when I grow up, Later, I missed my childhood more and more. Even if I was restrained, I was really carefree. It was the most comfortable period in this long life.

Qin Yuan said: "What mother said is that when I occasionally dream now, I always dream about what happened when I was a child. At that time, I really had no worries. With the protection of my father and mother, my sister and I lived a good life. Now that we have grown up, Now, everyone has their own troubles, and I don’t know whether time urging people to grow up is a kind of perfection or a kind of cruelty."

In fact, what he dreamed about the most was that time, when he and his sister had not yet grown up, and Rong Yi was still around. He started falling in love a little early. When he fell in love with Rong Yi, he was still the most ignorant about feelings. All I know is that when he grows up, he will be like his father and mother, and he and Rong Yi will live like that.

However, he grew up too fast. In the blink of an eye, things changed and his original wish could not be realized.

Mrs. Qin wanted to talk to him about the taboo name. She looked at the scenery in the courtyard and said, "Yes, you guys grew up too fast... Do you still remember this place? When you were young, you three We often play here, and one time, you held hands and spun around, and all three of you tried your best, but you couldn't hold each other back. Rong Yi was thrown out by you, and she bumped into the steps, breaking her knees."

Speaking of this, she looked at her son's stunned expression for a moment, and then said: "Rong Yi didn't cry at that time, but you cried at the top of your lungs for most of the day. No matter how you coaxed him, you couldn't coax him."

When talking about it like this, I really felt like I was in another world. I don’t know how many years ago it was. My mother deliberately brought it up and took out Rong Yi. What did she want to say?

He said: "I didn't hold her back at that time. I was playing with my sisters but didn't know how to take care of them, and she was injured. I feel very guilty."

He only said it was guilt and didn't mention anything else.Mrs. Qin glanced at him, then smiled and said, "You have been responsible since you were a child...especially for Rong Yi, more than your own sister."

Sure enough, I still want to talk about her.

Qin Yu frowned slightly and said in a cold voice, "That's all in the past. It's boring to mention her now."

"Why is it boring? There were so many interesting things when you were kids, why can't we mention them again?"

Qin Yu: "...We have all grown up and are no longer the same people we were when we were children. Why bother mentioning the past again?"

"Are you unwilling to mention it, or are you afraid to mention it?"

Mrs. Qin had no intention of just passing the topic. She was a little stubborn at this moment. She said, "I just want to talk to you about Rong Yi. Why do you have such a big reaction? I will not do this to her again now." What’s the matter, aren’t you still worried?”

When she said this, Mrs. Qin felt a little ironic in her heart. In the past, she was the master. Although she, Fu Rongyi, was not a slave, she did a job that was inferior to others and did not deserve to be looked at. At that time, she He was so merciful to her, and now that she had become the eldest daughter of the family, he had no chance to do anything to her.

Qin Yu's face was slightly cold, and he said: "There is nothing to talk about. She is now a woman and a mother. She has no relationship with me before, has no relationship now, and will not have any relationship in the future. Why are we talking about her?"

Not talking about her anymore is not only to say goodbye to the past, but also to protect her. How important is a girl's name. If her name is often placed next to her and said by outsiders, it will not be a good thing for her. .

Seeing her son's tough attitude, Mrs. Qin was a little sad. She twitched her lips and said, "Are you so impatient when chatting with me now? It's just you and me, mother and son, chatting here. You use words like this." Betting on your mother, have you ever thought about breaking her heart?"

Qin Yun had a lump in his throat. He closed his eyes slightly and said, "Sometimes I really don't understand what my mother is going to do. Why are you bringing her up? She has never provoked me! If you still want to If you are angry about this matter, I will explain to you again. It has always been your son who misses her, but your son is not so capable and cannot keep her by his side or hinder your eyes. She is now She no longer has anything to do with her son. As the mother wishes, she can no longer be entangled with her son. She has her own life and her life is finally getting better. I really don’t want to bother her anymore, and I don’t want you to bother her anymore... …”

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