rich concubine

Chapter 1425 Do you also hope that I won’t get what I ask for?

Is he really as unkind as they say?
Qin Yu said: "I thought if I did that, you would understand what I meant and stop wasting time on me."

Changle was puzzled: "How do you call it a waste of time? Doing something you like is not a waste of time. It's not because there is a possibility of success or a hope of getting a response. It's just because I'm happy to do it. It’s not a waste of time.”

She is indeed still too young, and she likes others sincerely, and never looks back until she hits the wall. She should have been liked by a sincere and frank person, instead of being like him, who has many calculations in his heart. Thousands of pounds of stone weighed down him, preventing him from starting a new relationship. It was so unfair for her to match him like this.

He then said: "Changle, to you, I am no longer a simple person. I am really not worthy of you. You are very beautiful, and you should find a man who is as beautiful as you."

Although he is the only son of the Duke of Qin, his family is full of honors, and he is the queen of glory, but his attitude is always humble and sober. He never feels superior to others because of his status.

That's why he said these words.

He paused for a moment, and then said what he had buried for a long time. He said: "Before I met you, I liked someone. I have liked her for many years, but I have no fate with her, and I am not blessed to be able to." Marrying her and falling in love with her are my luck, but also my disaster. After her, I no longer have the strength to give the remaining feelings to anyone. Whoever I give it to, I will be cruel to anyone. You are A good girl, you deserve the most beautiful things and people in this world, not me who is emotionally drained."

Qin Yun is a man with stories at first glance. Changle is not stupid. She knows that a person once lived in Qin Yun's heart. She also knows who that person is, but that is all in the past. What can she do? Look away calmly, but he can't.

She said: "This is normal. When you first fall in love, you will meet such an unforgettable person. When you first fall in love, you will meet someone who you can't get. This can only mean that the two of you are destined to have no connection, but in my case Qin Yun, do you also hope that I can meet you when I first fall in love?"

"..."

"You said that your current relationship is incomplete. You gave too much of your love and affection to that person. But have you ever thought that this is not the incompleteness of your feelings at all, but that you have never grown from that person? After you get out of a relationship, can you... still not forget her?"

This was the first time that Qin Yun talked to her about his past relationship, and in her reply, he felt like continuing the conversation with her.

He said honestly: "Yes, it's hard for me to forget her. She has been my obsession for so many years. How could I forget her so easily?"

"But you said that she has already married someone else and has become a mother. Even if you like her no matter how much you like her, it is impossible for you to be with her. You and her are destined to be people on two parallel lines. They will never intersect in this life. How can you get to know each other? It is your fate to know each other, but your fate is only this. She is destined not to be the person who will accompany you throughout your life, and your lover will not be her. After such a long time, even if you cannot forget it easily, you It’s time to slowly forget about her. You can’t keep her in your heart for a lifetime. Even if you and I are not destined, you will always marry a wife and have children in the future. After you marry a wife and have children, will she still be in your heart? Will you still miss her?"

"Won't……"

"Then why can't you try to forget her from now on and accept a new relationship? Is it really that difficult? Are your feelings for her really that deep? Then why did you do it when she was not married yet? If you don’t know how to grasp it, why would you give her the chance to marry someone else? You just watched her marry someone else, and now you are obsessed with her, so who are you showing her affection for?"

Changqing's words were perfect and heart-breaking. She was absolutely right. They pierced Qin Yun's heart sharply and sharply, leaving him speechless.

Qin Yu's eyelids trembled, his voice was a little hoarse, and he said: "Yes, it was because of my cowardice that I missed the opportunity to be with her. If I can be tougher, she will not be someone else's. It's a pity that this There is no regret medicine in this world.”

"..." He was so at a loss that Changqing had nothing to say. He held it for a long time before saying, "So, do you consider me now?" Qin Yu looked at her, his eyes darkened, his emotions unclear. He said quietly and slowly: "Changle, even if I want to start a new relationship, that person can't be you."

He said that that person couldn't be her, but it didn't mean that it wouldn't be her.

Changle seemed to suddenly understand what his concerns were, but she was afraid and didn't want him to say it out loud. She looked away, not daring to look into his deep eyes.

And he didn't say any more.

Say what?

That the person he was obsessed with before was her sister?What do you call this? You know that she likes you, but you still want to tell her such news. Isn't it blatantly putting a knot in her heart?
Even the wind couldn't blow away the silence at this moment, and even his breathing became lighter.

Changle thought to herself that if he really couldn't respond to his feelings because of his sister, she would understand.

Although this is not the corner of Sister Shangqiao, after all, when they met, I didn't know where they were, and it would be a bit weird to talk about it any further.

Then it becomes that she clearly knows that he likes her sister, but she still wants to be with him. Why does it feel so weird...

After all, this conversation did not end happily. Changle knew that she would probably return without success, but she did not expect that she would be so depressed when she left. She was so depressed that she did not even want to say goodbye.

Due to emotion and reason, she went to Mrs. Qin's place to say goodbye. This time, no matter how much Mrs. Qin tried to persuade her to stay, she could not stay and have lunch in peace.

She absolutely couldn't eat anymore. Not only could she not eat lunch, but she might even have trouble swallowing dinner. In the past, when many things had not been revealed, she could still lie to herself and pester him shamelessly, but now , he just had to tell himself the reason clearly. If he continued to pretend to be deaf and dumb, he would be too ignorant.

Now there are still steps for her to go down. If she gets to the bottom of it, if the steps are gone, she will hide her face and crawl away.

She still needs face, although she is already shameless enough when it comes to chasing him, but when it comes to this, only taking care of this dignity is the best farewell gift to each other.

Goodbye, young man.

Goodbye, pure love.

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(End of this chapter)