rich concubine

Chapter 1483 People who have been in hell
Narcissus had a very difficult time. The new sisters were very strong-tempered and left almost as soon as they were brought to her. All their lives were lost here.

Perhaps it was during this period that the killings here were too heavy. Sometimes she could smell the smell of blood coming from her room. She was frightened and even more frightened. She didn’t know when such days would end, and she didn’t know these things. When will the devil stop?

She was heartbroken that those young girls lost their lives one by one. She was even more disgusted that the people here were inhumane and treated women like animals and commodities.

Even those who accepted their fate would be tortured to death. The death was so miserable that she couldn't bear to look at it.

One time, she accidentally bumped into him. The scene was really terrifying. She had nightmares for several nights and couldn't sleep at all.

She knew that she would not be able to get there no matter what. Even in a place like this, where there were no human rights, there would still be a hierarchy of people.

People like her who are beautiful and have a lovable personality will always have a better life.

At least those people above were using her for entertainment and didn't dare to be cruel. After all, she still needed to go out to entertain guests.

And those girls who are more ordinary are in misery. No matter how hard they try to please, when they encounter beasts that are worse than animals, life is really worse than death.

Narcissus lay on the bed, completely relaxed, a rare moment of leisure.

Since that man left, although every day has been like hell, it seems that there is a light ahead, and she will not give up completely and never look for light again.

She was really afraid that she would be like the sisters around her, like a walking zombie, with only their shells left.

She is even more afraid that she will not be able to escape from here and will be trapped here for the rest of her life. Will she be able to survive when she gets old and loses her luster?

How can we raise idle people here?

Just as she was thinking about it, the door was pushed open and she heard footsteps. She didn't even move. The person who came was Axiang, her best sister here.

Axiang saw her lying on the bed, sighed deeply, walked to her and sat down next to her. His eyes were dull and his face was haggard. He looked at her and said, "At this time, I'm afraid you are the only one who can still sleep."

Narcissus replied weakly: "I didn't sleep."

Axiang kicked off her shoes, squeezed her in and lay down with her. She sighed again and said, "Several more of the new group of sisters who came yesterday left, and there are only five left. I’ve accepted my fate, but it’s too scary for me, I don’t know how long I can stay in this place.”

Hearing these words again, Narcissus' heart was no longer disturbed. She only said: "You will smell it after you calm down for a while. The smell of blood is everywhere here. In the middle of the night, the smell of blood will be stronger. One night I was I woke up from a deep nightmare. I couldn't see my fingers when I looked at this place. It seemed that my whole body was covered in sticky blood. I felt that I was being torn apart, abused, and my body was completely..."

Axiang turned to look at her and said, "You are the living star of our place. It's not your turn to be responsible for this kind of thing. What are you worried about? I think the people above like you quite a lot. Maybe, if you wait a little longer, You'll get through it if you endure it."

Narcissus chuckled: "Survied through? What kind of success? You can't comfort me by saying this. You and I both know what the situation is. If you want to survive, I'm afraid you have to die to survive. I Although I lament that those girls are so chaste that they are not afraid of death, but sometimes I think about it, they are actually more courageous than me. They can hold on to themselves and are not even afraid of death. They would rather die than be ruined by these beasts, but What about me? I am just trying to survive, and I can do any despicable thing. I have long been shameless and skinless. What’s the difference between me now and being stripped naked and thrown on the street? Even if I survive , This is how I am in this life, how can a person who has been in hell be cleansed?"

Axiang frowned slightly, and she had to admit in her heart that there was nothing wrong with what Narcissus said. In fact, when she thought about it occasionally, it was really strange why people like them could survive to this day and what beliefs they had. What about the ones that support it?

Axiang laughed at herself and said, "Do you still remember what you said when you persuaded me?" Narcissus was silent: "... It's better to die than to live?"

"Yeah, think about it on the other hand, we can even endure these, why are we still afraid of living?"

After speaking, both of them laughed.

In the final analysis, it is just disobedience and greed for life and fear of death.

Besides, who said that if the body is unclean, the person will also be unclean?
At most they are aware of current affairs.

Wanting to survive is never wrong.

They did not do evil things and hurt others just because they wanted to live. Instead, they did everything they could to hurt themselves because they wanted to live...

Narcissus said: "Did someone tell you that they will take you with them next time they come?"

Axiang: "I have said it. Several people have said it. I will wait until today. I am still here."

After saying that, she approached Narcissus and whispered in her ear: "The price offered is a sky-high price. If you want to take us away, I'm afraid you have to scratch off a piece of skin. Those rich men can play with it for years." , where are you willing to take it away with me?"

Narcissus was silent. Axiang looked at her slightly raised eyelashes and was stunned for a long time before saying, "Is the man who came to see you that day going to take you away?"

After she finished speaking, she saw her eyelashes trembling slightly. Axiang knew that she might not be calm anymore, so she said, "I've seen it. He's been in your room for a long time, and the movement... tsk tsk, and you... It’s not hurt, it seems he still pities you.”

Narcissus: "..."

"When you asked just now, I knew that he must have promised you. In fact, I can see that you have been in a much better mood since he left. He seems to be a kid from a rich family. I think he will definitely be able to redeem you. go out."

Narcissus was silent for a while, then turned to look at her good sister. She said, "If he really cared about me, I wouldn't be here today. Did you know that the man who came to me later was his Friends... He is willing to introduce his friends here, which shows that he is not sincere to me. Forget it, how can you be sincere in a place like this? It's all fake. "

Axiang was stunned for a long time, and then said with difficulty: "I thought he had true feelings for you."

"Don't be stupid. How can the guests who come here have true feelings? I never expect it, but when he said he loved me, I was really touched."

Ah Xiang believed what he said. Men always say the same things. When the love is strong, it is love. Once you leave this room, how can you remember who the couple were at that time?

Seeing that Narcissus was in a low mood, Axiang just wanted to comfort her, and then she said: "I have seen through it all. He has not been here since that time. I no longer have any expectations for him. I only hope that his My friends will be interested in me for a longer time..."

……

(End of this chapter)