rich concubine

Chapter 1514: Can’t let myself down anymore
Jiang Shunxiao frowned slightly, looking at her weeping look, but there was no pity in her words. He said straightforwardly: "I saved you to give you a better future and save you from the sea of ​​suffering, not to call you Now that I have just emerged from the tiger's den, I am willing to die in the dragon's pond."

"..."

"You were wronged and suffered before, but now you are free. There is no need to thank others for your innocence. You don't need to thank others now, and you won't need to in the future. After experiencing this, you should be better than anyone else." Everyone pays more attention to their own reputation. You must always remember that everything you have experienced is not your fault. You are no different from before. You want to live a normal life, marry normally, have a husband and raise children, you Don't underestimate yourself just because you have had these experiences. I remember when I first met you, I thought you were transparent and open-minded. Otherwise, I wouldn't have dared to take such a big risk. When I first met you, , I dare to reach cooperation with you, and this is how you should face the future."

Jiang Shunxiao said from the bottom of his heart that he really wanted to persuade the woman who had gone astray. He understood that Narcissus did this just because she felt that she had nothing to repay.

When a man helps a woman and the woman has nothing to give back to the man, committing herself to him is the most direct and explicit way. In addition, she has already sold her body and is not an ordinary clean girl. It will be easier if you take this step.

But, why is this?Could it be that just because she has had such an experience, she can use it as a bargaining chip and as a way to thank others?

Why should she take herself so lightly and regard her innocence as so worthless after experiencing such a thing? If she were a clean girl, she would never think of selling herself to repay her kindness. As long as she has a little shame Yes, I won’t say it out loud.

And she is not a person without shame. Jiang Shunxiao doesn't want to see her go astray or see herself as worthless. More importantly, he must tell this woman that not all men help others. Everyone is trying to get such benefits. He has a family, a lover, and children, and will never betray the one he loves.

He said: "From now on, when you return to normal life, you will always meet the person who takes your heart seriously. When that day comes, you will be grateful to me for who I am today."

After hearing what he said, Narcissus slowly calmed down. Although her face was still burning, her heart slowly warmed up. She was not so ungrateful. She knew whether the other party was good to her or not. She couldn't tell the difference between bad and bad. Maybe the general in front of her really looked down on her, or maybe he really felt sorry for her. Every word he said was for his own good. He told himself to be strong and not to be let down by what he had experienced in the past. Knocked down by something, he made himself forget to welcome a new life, motivating himself every word. Maybe he really didn't want to see himself fall, so he took such a shortcut to repay him.

And if you think about it carefully, do you really want to repay this for coming here?Is it really just to spend the night with him?
No... no.

It's just that I have accepted such a great kindness from him and can't repay it. In addition, he is the only person who can treat me as a human being these days... Maybe it's not that I haven't thought about whether I can be with him. It was possible, but seeing him like this now, he tried his best to avoid and refuse, fearing that he was already a lot too late.

Narcissus smiled calmly and said, "General, you must have a girl you love very much."

Jiang Shunxiao was stunned for a moment, his face softened a lot, and he said: "You guessed it right, she is my wife, she gave birth to children for me, and now, I am fighting here, and she is at home waiting for the birth."

Narcissus: "...you...you rejected me because of the general's wife?"

Jiang Shunxiao looked at her and said: "Yes, not entirely. I respect my wife and her feelings. I don't want to do anything that makes her sad, but I refuse you. This is largely due to this reason, and there is another reason. On the one hand, it’s because I want to tell you those truths. I dare not say how noble I am. I am just a man with worldly desires. If I were more worldly, you would not be able to leave my tent intact today. Besides, You have to be honest. If you meet another man today, he will not refuse when you make this offer. In the end, you will be the one who suffers. You finally escaped from the sea of ​​suffering, but you took such a step too easily. Just take it seriously and you will never return to a normal life, because in your inherent mind, this is already the case." Narcissus didn't know that the warm-hearted man in front of her was a man of few words. Facing her this time It’s not easy to still say this with all your words.

Feeling inspired, she leaned slightly and said, "Today Narcissus saves the heart of a gentleman with a villain's heart. The general is not only a war god who guards the country, but also a rare gentleman. Narcissus will remember your words. It won’t happen again.”

Jiang Shunxiao said "Yeah" and said: "The people here are all people born in the regular army. They don't have so many tricks. Everything they do is just and what should be done. We hold the imperial certificate." Salary, this is the best reward for us, you just need to remember this."

Narcissus nodded repeatedly, feeling a sense of respect.

This respect is not a woman's respect for a man, but the respect she spontaneously feels when she looks at the young general in front of her, looking at his soul and spirit.

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Naturally, I didn't stay in his tent for too long. If I was still nervous when I came in, now, when I went out after being "preached" by him, my heart had already settled down. Although what happened today, Some of them hurt people's hearts, but they actually taught her a lesson, a very important lesson.

He was right. After going to Chunfengqi, Narcissus had subconsciously underestimated himself and felt that he was inferior in every way. The girls who came out of that place had stains on their bodies that could never be washed away, even if they tried their best to cover them up. No, this will become a scar that will follow her forever, and even cutting out the flesh and bones cannot erase it.

His words woke him up in time. In the past, in desperate situations like the spring breeze, there was still a glimmer of hope and he never looked down upon himself. Now that he had finally come out, why did he look down on himself instead? ?It's already so difficult, why do you still have to make it difficult for yourself?
She touched her heart, which was still alive. Perhaps it would take some time to accept herself again and change her thoughts. All of this was a good start. She could no longer let herself down.

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