rich concubine

Chapter 1653 I Can't Bear It
If you don't mention some things, you can treat them as if they never happened. Others are doing all kinds of good things to you, but you can't just accept them without repaying them at all.

Even if this matter is not in a meritorious family, but in an ordinary family, it is a very common thing, but most of them will not bring it to the front of the person involved, and there are countless people who help each other to see each other in private, and then find a way out.

Knowing that her life would not last much longer, but for the future, for the sake of the children, and especially for the sake of the prince, no one in the Xie family could say anything even if they had made plans in advance.

But the prince was a loyal man, and his wife suffered a great crime for giving birth to a son for him, but he was thinking about what happened after his wife's death, and he couldn't do it no matter what.

He refused, and the Xie family was not a vulgar and ignorant family. Naturally, they would not look at the next family while their daughter-in-law was still alive, which would be heartbreaking.

But Mrs. Xie didn't expect that Yan Di would mention this matter without any hesitation, which made her even more heartbroken.

Is it possible that they did something wrong that caused their always optimistic and cheerful daughter-in-law to have such thoughts early on?
Yan Di hurriedly said: "Mom, don't blame me. I've been here for this. Every day I live is one day less. I made these plans in advance for no reason. I will always remember the good things my family has done to me." Heart, everyone repays kindness. I can't watch the prince being dragged down by me. It's not worth it for him to spend all his time on me..."

Mrs. Xie's eyes were full of tears when she said these words. In her heart, she had to admit that her daughter-in-law's words were not wrong.

The son she raised was also very promising and talented in the capital. He was awarded Jinshi at a young age, passed all the tests and won the rankings in exams. He was even praised by Emperor Meng himself. This son was regarded as a member of the family. A role model for the children.

The position of the heir apparent to others is due to the status of his father, his mother, and his own eldest son, but her son's position as heir apparent is something that even His Majesty is full of praise for.

Her son should have a bright future and should move forward indomitably, but who would have known that he would fall into the world of mortals. After he married a wife and gave birth to his eldest son, his temperament changed drastically. He was promoted to an important official position and did that. An idle official just wants to spend more time with his wife.

Nowadays, some of the children of the same generation in the capital are appreciated in the court and hold more important positions. I don't know how far they have left their own sons. The further the distance is, the more difficult it will be to catch up in the future.

The relationship between son and daughter-in-law is very deep. As a mother, I am happy, but at the same time, I am heartbroken because of this series of blows.

A woman's whole life is devoted to her husband and her son. Now that her husband has reached the top and has no way to go up, she places her hope on her promising son, hoping that he can make another breakthrough in his official career and hold on to his family. Lifting the glory of the Xie family to a higher level.

but……

It was also fate. Her son had not received much training since he was a child, and he had always been smooth sailing throughout his life. Even when the palace changed, he was well protected. Even when he took the imperial examination, he followed the straight and clear path of the Eight Classics and wanted to go. Being an official in the imperial court went smoothly, but unfortunately, there was such a big pit waiting for him in his marriage, which caught him off guard.

Mrs. Xie didn't want to blame anyone. It was fate. It was destined to happen. It was useless to blame anyone. But she felt really unfair. For her son and her daughter-in-law, she could only force herself not to think about her children and grandchildren. She has children and grandchildren, and if she interferes too much, it will have the opposite effect.

She said: "It would be so sad if he heard what you said."

Yan Di was also choked with sobs. She held back her tears and said, "Of course I can't let him know how he treats me. I don't want to waste his affection for me like this, but I know his character well." , I'm afraid that if I leave, he won't be able to come out. I am free, but for him, I don't know how long I will torture him, mother... I can't bear it." Mrs. Xie was speechless, these words She could speak a few words to anyone who spoke to her, but when her daughter-in-law spoke to her, she could not even speak a word.

No matter how you say it, it's wrong.

As a mother's selfishness, she doesn't want her son to be more enlightened and think more openly. Since the two of them are not destined to grow old together, they should stop getting into trouble and think more about themselves and their family.

But facing her gentle and virtuous daughter-in-law, who is still alive and well, how can she say this?

She was just afraid that she would be blamed as soon as she opened her mouth. After all, she was not a saint!She felt sorry for her daughter-in-law, but how could she not love her son?

As a mother, how could she just watch her son waste away, without caring about the future, and tie herself to the same place?
Yan Di also knew that wanting her mother-in-law to express her position at this moment was undoubtedly an attempt to embarrass her, so she said warmly: "I am not doing these things on a whim. I know my situation. I'm afraid... I won't be able to survive this cold winter. The prince is here I can also feel the effort he put into me. He wanted to force me to stay in this world, but he didn't know my pain, the physical wear and tear, and the bowls of soup and medicine. I was no longer an ordinary person. "

People who have been ill for a long time, even if the doctor has not made a conclusion, can still feel the loss of energy and spirit, and can also sense their own destiny.

Love is complemented by medicine and stone, and he uses all kinds of methods, even if it is some so-called Shinto prescriptions, even if it is a folk remedy that he once scorned, he is willing to try it, as long as he can keep the one he loves, no matter what.

But he doesn't know that the torture to his lover is no less than her own illness. She is like a water tank with a broken bottom. Water is added to the top, but little by little is missing from the bottom. No remedy can repair the damage. The gap can be filled for a while, but it cannot be filled for a lifetime.

The endless refilling of water would only make her unable to bear it. Several times, she wanted to smash the medicine bowl and stop adding the medicine, but she knew that she could not.

For her, the prince had no choice but to test the medicine himself. He had good intentions, but if he was in such pain that he couldn't appreciate it, what would he do?
He couldn't understand that the shortcomings of his sick body led to physical rejection, but she couldn't live up to his good intentions, but she already knew that the decoction would have no effect after taking it.

So, she was anxious, she was eager to arrange everything for him before she died. She didn't know what he would be like when she died. She once asked, but he didn't answer at that time, but the calmness and fleeting madness in his eyes finally made her... She was uneasy. It was the first time since she married him that she got angry at him. She got so angry that she told him to swear to God that even if his wife died, he would still live well, for himself and Brother Yuan. It was also for the Xie family, and he swore that if he broke his oath, his dead wife would be restless and unable to enter reincarnation.

She was really afraid that after she left, he wouldn't be able to hold on and committed suicide.

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　Can't help but want to say
　　Prince Shizi and Yan Di actually have prototypes
　　Made some changes

　　When I first learned about this, it was quite shocking to me. I felt sad and painful for others. I felt that God was unfair and made a couple in love unable to stay together.

　　I know that there are not many such things in the world, but it feels very different when it happens to me and when I hear about it.
　　
　
(End of this chapter)