rich concubine

Chapter 1701

She said mockingly to herself. Although her face was not showy, her pain still seemed to be revealed.

She took a deep breath, not wanting to be so fragile and shed tears.

No woman is willing to push her beloved husband to another woman. There are so many rules for women in this world. If her behavior is spread to the outside world, she will have to be given a virtuous man. A good reputation as a good wife and mother.

However, only women know that who wants that damn good reputation and who is willing to give up the one they love?

She was indeed lucky, and the man she married only had her in his heart. He only regretted that God did not love her and insisted that she leave this miserable world at a young age.

When it comes to love, she doesn't want to be selfish and hold this man tightly in her hands. She is greedy and doesn't want him to look at other women again, but she knows in her heart that if she does this, he will really suffer. Well, if he marries a sick wife like himself, he will become a widower once he dies. If he marries again in the future, he will inevitably have to take a lower position. For a man like him, he is so good, why should he take a lower position?
There is also his own child, who has no reliable biological mother to protect him at such a young age. If he no longer has a stepmother who can love him and protect him, what will happen to him in the future?

Making such a choice must be heartbreaking, but long-term pain is not as good as short-term pain. Even if it hurts, it must be like this.

How can Xie Yun feel better?His eyes were red, and he took a deep breath. He seemed tired and helpless. He said, "What should I do with you? You know my intentions. If you do this, don't you think it's in my heart?" Poke a hole? Do you have to watch me bleed to feel at ease?"

Yan Di opened her eyes wide: "No..."

"These years, whether they are sweet or painful, we have all gone through it. If you really die, I will live a good life for the sake of my children. Anyone can do it in the future... I will not trap myself in the past, but it is you. , to arrange these things so clearly, do you know how I feel in my heart? Is it because I am not good enough to you? That makes you not feel safe enough? So, you can't wait to arrange everything behind you. Yes, we have shared weal and woe and raised a child together, you shouldn’t ruin my heart like this.”

Yan Di felt great pain in her heart. She knew her husband would not be happy if he found out about this, but she didn't expect him to say such a thing. For a moment, she just felt like a loud slap in the face. She sobbed, and her face turned pale because of it. She looked a little rosy due to depression, which made me feel pity for her even more.

Xie Yun couldn't bear to look at him, and he was really heartbroken.

In order to comfort her heart in these years, even though there are several aunts in the backyard, he has never stepped into their yard. Brother Yuan is already so old, and he has no children from a concubine. His heart can be learned from the sun and the moon. .

Yan Di said: "Then what should I do? I did bad things with good intentions and made you hate me, right?"

Xie Yun looked at her and said: "I have never disliked you."

"I know that of course you will not abandon me, but I have made you sad, and I don't want to do that. If possible, I hope that I can have a good body and stay with you and the child for a long time, but I There is really nothing I can do! I can't accompany you, and I can't be a good mother. What I can do is to look for a suitable wife for you while I can see it. I know that it is inappropriate for me to do this, but I If I don’t do this, how can I feel at ease when the day comes that I close my eyes in the future? How can I bear to see you, father and son, all alone?"

Xie Yun clenched his fists and looked at his wife with tears streaming down her face. He reached out and pulled her into his arms. He choked up for a moment and said, "The doctors in this world haven't finished reading yet. The famous doctors in this world are not only Just in the capital, I'm still looking for a reliable doctor to look after you, maybe let us wait? Let's not say anything depressing, don't give up on me, okay?"

Don't give up on me, okay?He said this sentence almost pitifully, pleading for her hope.

Yan Di couldn't help crying anymore. She just wished she could point to God and ask, why can't she live a few more years?Why should she know that her time is running out after meeting the person she loves? If she had known that she was short-lived, she would rather not know him, not let him suffer and despair with her, and not want this marriage...

She was really going to hurt the best man in the world!

"What should I do...what should I do, Brother Yun? How can I be willing to leave?"

After so many years of waiting and suffering, the weight of the medicine increased again and again. Various medicines that she had never heard of before were fed into her mouth one by one. Even without the doctors telling her, she knew that her fate was It really hasn't lasted long, and it has dried up to this point. It can be delayed to this day, thanks to such a husband who takes good care of her.

However, as time goes by, it becomes clearer and clearer that there is no hope for him like this.

However, I still have to say some hypothetical words to comfort myself and the people around me. How can there be so many ifs?She accepted her fate and believed in it.

Perhaps, God was destined to take something away from her after giving her such a perfect husband.

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When Xie Lianyi learned that her eldest brother had come back with a sullen face, she was also frightened. She knew that she was afraid of cheating on her, so she quickly went to find her mother. Unexpectedly, her mother only sighed when she found out what she and her sister-in-law had done, and then said : "Your sister-in-law is a very good person. It's a pity that she doesn't have the luck or the fate. She can only be our Xie family's daughter-in-law for a short time. I really don't want to see her take this step. What about your brother? I don’t dare to say it, but since your sister-in-law has told you her thoughts, mother will tell you directly. Since she is already arranging these things, it means...she doesn’t have many days left. "

Xie Lianyi's pupils trembled slightly. Although Xie Lianyi had this consciousness when her sister-in-law found her and wanted her to bring Qin Dailong and her eldest brother together. She knew that her sister-in-law was probably going to die soon, but when these words came from her mother who always loved her, Saying it out made her feel even more heartbroken.

My sister-in-law is actually... willing to do this?
She is willing to let her husband have contact with other women, and this woman is carefully chosen by her.

She said: "But... why? The relationship between the eldest brother and sister-in-law is so good~ I originally held out hope that sister-in-law might be able to get better, but it turns out that my mother knew about it a long time ago. She was determined to die and went to make arrangements. If you do these things, wouldn’t I have severely hurt my brother’s heart?”

She didn't know who she was asking for when she said "why", or whether she was asking herself. She was in unbearable pain, covering her face and crying.

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(End of this chapter)