rich concubine

Chapter 1713 A life of scrawling

There should not be an outsider interfering in other people's housework, but now that these two people were causing trouble in front of her, it was really impossible to turn a blind eye.

But it seems inappropriate to intervene or intervene.

She reminded Hexiang and others to let them know the powerful relationship between them.

When He Xiang heard this, she broke out in cold sweat from behind, and she hurriedly said: "We just don't want Madam to be hurt again."

Rong Yi said: "Of course I understand what you are thinking. There is nothing wrong with this. However, when things become not so simple, you should not think too simply. Otherwise, your wife will be hurt even more in the future."

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After explaining, they let some incense go down. Rong Yi sat alone, still holding the teacup in her hand, spinning it slowly, then put it down and sighed helplessly.

Today, when seeing this mother and son, it's hard not to think of myself. If she didn't have a father with a surname, she would be just an aunt now.

There is nothing wrong with being an aunt, but no woman would willingly be someone else's aunt. Not to mention how low an aunt's status is, she is not even qualified to be buried with her beloved man after her death. She is a nobody. A shameless person will have no chance of raising a child by his side, nor can he call himself mother in an upright manner.

If the person you meet is not a temporary favor to you, but a sincere love, then it will not be difficult to be an aunt in this life. But if everything is just a mirror, like a dream, the honor and favor are only for that moment, Will soon be swallowed up by the endless years...

Beauty grows old and spends her life scrawled.

At the beginning, when she had no choice, she had no freedom. She knew clearly that once she became the general's aunt, she would never be able to hold her head high for the rest of her life.

No matter where she went, she didn't deserve to raise her head. At that time, she only hoped that if the general remarried in the future, she could find someone tolerant. She didn't ask for anything, she just asked not to lose anything in this barren life. What.

At that time, the fear of the general was even deeper in her heart. She knew that she could not refuse this man, nor could she escape such a fate. She was not the only one in this world, and she did not leave as soon as Qin Dailong said he would. Courage, when she has weaknesses and scruples, she has become a loser.

Staying does not mean that you are willing to stay. Although, to others, being the aunt of a general is also a great blessing. It is something that others can't ask for. If you say that you don't want to, others will only laugh loudly at your pretentiousness. .

When she was still a maid, she understood the truth that one must abide by one's duty when doing things. And this truth became even more clear after she became an aunt.

She didn't know whether the general's interest in her was just a man's temporary interest in a woman, or whether it was just something that was not easy to get at the beginning and was still fresh.

She understood that she had lost everything. If she couldn't keep her heart and continued to dream about things she shouldn't get, she would be really stupid.

It is not shameful to be an aunt, but it would be foolish to be an aunt with delusions and lofty ideals.

She didn't want to be too pushy at all, and she didn't want the general to pamper her too much, because she knew that the momentary happiness would turn into all kinds of troubles and come back to her in the future.

This kind of self-repression turned into a strange feeling after she gave birth to her child.She looked at the pair of children she had given birth to and knew clearly that even though she was pregnant for ten months and risked her life to give birth to the children, she could not call them her mother.

Due to her status, she is destined not to be that upright person. The person her children will really respect in the future is their aunt.

He is lucky. His good luck lies in the fact that from that time on, the general became involved with him, became fettered, and developed an inexplicable feeling. He has never had another woman, and his backyard is clean. Very powerful.

He never regarded herself as his aunt, nor did he ever say that he wanted his children to call him his aunt. He gave himself all his love and never treated her badly.

If he already had a wife, then Rong Yi would not dare to ask for his love and this unique respect.

Because this is unfair to another woman, how can she bear it?

And Fang Mingliang back then...when I thought of this person again, I could only sigh.

They are both the same, they are not the general's wife, they are just concubines. The general may have owed her a man to a woman, but this will not make Rong Yi morally guilty. Feeling so heavy.

She couldn't save herself, so how could she save others?

Thinking about what she had experienced in the past, Rong Yi really had no reason to be too harsh on her aunt and the young master.

Although, she knew very well that under the guidance of the aunt, the young master no longer looked like a child. If it was for his own good, he must be sent to his aunt, who would be more suitable to educate him.

However, how can we let go of blood and family ties?How could she point her nose in front of a mother and say: As a concubine, you have the honor to educate your children yourself, but you fail to educate your children well. How do you deserve to be a mother?How can I educate him?
If she could really say these words calmly, she would think of herself in the past. If everything was not so beneficial to her, if the general married again not long after Qin Dailong left, then she would not be able to educate herself personally. Children will also be forced to be separated from their children.

In this world, the vast majority of mothers still love their children, but how unfair and unreasonable is it to separate mothers from their children because of differences in status?
Because she has been a maid, she can understand the hard work of being a maid, and will understand and forgive them. Because she has been a concubine, she can also understand the difficulty of being a concubine.

It is already very difficult for women. There are many things that they cannot choose. How many things are women forced to do in this world, and how many of them are they willing to do?

It was just the first time for me to meet Aunt Duan and this young master. I didn’t know them at all. I didn’t know what kind of situation they were in. It would be too arbitrary to make some conclusions just because of my own temporary judgment. .

What if this Aunt Duan can’t help herself?Isn't she really willing to enter the governor's mansion and become a concubine?What if she also has difficulties?
After all, she still felt that it was a man's problem.

Because men pursue three wives and four concubines to show their status in this backyard.That's why there are so many people who can't help themselves.

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(End of this chapter)