rich concubine

Chapter 1868 A warm person

Jiang Shunxiao put down his chopsticks, raised his eyes to look at him, drank the wine at hand, and then said: "Our husband and wife naturally treat Ayuan the same as our own children, but don't make any mistake. Mother's love and godmother's love are still different. If Rong Yi pampers him again, can she coax him to sleep at night and go back to his room? If he feels unhappy in his heart, can he run to his godmother as soon as possible and talk to her? Ayuan, this child You have a delicate mind. When you were decadent in these years, a child like this knew how to support you. Sometimes when I look at you and then at this child, I feel that it is too hard for him at such a young age. We are all adults. , how can I teach my children well when I can’t bear the pain?”

Speaking of this, Jiang Shunxiao was also full of true feelings, and more of an unspeakable sadness.

He said: "Master Hou and Mrs. Hu have devoted all their efforts to you. You have not suffered much since you were a child, and you have developed your current temperament. You love your wife and children enough, but this It is also a disadvantage. It hurts when you lose your wife, but have you ever thought that Ayuan is just a child. At his age, and even in the years to come, he needs his mother to care for him. I can especially I understand that feeling. I also lost my mother when I was young. How I will live in the future cannot be seen by outsiders, only I know it."

Xie Yun really didn't know about such secrets, so he only said: "But you have still become a talented person. You are now highly appreciated by the Holy One, and my wife's spirit in heaven will be happy."

Hearing this, Jiang Shunxiao smiled and shook his head, wiped his face with his hands, and then said: "People outside think so. They think I am lucky. I am destined to be rich or noble since I was born. I have a different surname. The king's father had a mother who was specially appointed by His Majesty. Although the mother died later, my stepmother is the only eldest princess in this dynasty. Who can have a better life than me? Even you think so. "

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"But let me tell you, if I could do it again, I would do everything possible to save my mother's life. Her departure not only changed half my life, but also changed half my father's life. After she left, I have no After a good day, the chaos in the family was visible to the naked eye, and my father's severity towards me was growing day by day. He wanted me to become a talented person and used all means, hehe...that was the real destructive force."

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"Before I met Rong Yi, what did people outside say about me? They said that I was cold-hearted and a cold-faced Rakshasa. They said that I killed people without batting an eye. I would bleed into rivers when I raised a knife and dropped it. They said that I have been fighting for ten years. I have indeed become famous, but I have become inhumane and impersonal since then. Can’t you tell? I also felt wronged at that time, and I also thought that if my mother was still around and she was by my side, I would definitely not It’s what it is now.”

Xie Yun's eyes were wet, and he felt even more sad when he thought of his son. He was the prince, a courtier, and a high-ranking person in the capital. He had everything and could get everything, but he couldn't keep himself. The person you love the most cannot give your son a complete love. Even if he is extremely capable, he cannot play two roles in one person, giving his son both fatherly love and motherly love. This is what he is doing. Having grown up in such an environment, how can you not know how good it is?

When I think about Jiang Shunxiao now and what he just said, I feel even more incompetent and guilty.

He lowered his head, held back his tears, and looked at Jiang Shunxiao. Perhaps because they both drank, they became more emotional when talking about this matter. Even when two grown men drank together, their eyes filled with tears.

Jiang Shunxiao said: "What was going on in the palace in those years can be seen with both eyes. I never had the chance to enjoy the love given by my mother. Fortunately, I met Rong Yi and I was obsessed with her, even though I knew that in the beginning When she was young, she avoided me, and I wanted to hold her tightly in my hands. Maybe I was selfish and overbearing, but I never regretted it. In my world, there is only one person who can give me gentleness and warmth. It's my mother, she is the one. How many people used to laugh at me behind my back, saying that I was obsessed with a dowry maid and couldn't put it down, but I was just greedy for beauty. Only I knew that it was not her beauty that I was greedy for. It’s her gentleness, her kindness, her everything.”

The most heartwarming scene that I can recall in my life is when I was a child and a family of three was complete. As time goes by, such scenes gradually fade away. But now every time I come home, I look at Rong Yi. The scene of coaxing and scolding the children gradually overlapped with the events of childhood. It was as if the temperature had left the body for a long time and suddenly returned. The whole person broke out of the half-asleep state. When he opened his eyes again, Nothing has changed.Therefore, he prefers to call her Niangzi, just like the most ordinary and ordinary family, living the simplest life, raising children together, and growing old together.

These things I didn't have when I was a child, I felt again after getting married.

If my mother was still here, it would be the same.

Time moves forward blindly, and it will not look back, nor will it allow anyone to linger on the past. Therefore, those pictures in the memory will be so far away, and will slowly disappear. It is really a cruel thing, but it also has The gentle side, because it brought Rongyi to myself, allowing me to regain warmth. Not only did I become a family, I became a father, and I became a warm person for a time.

So he said: "While there are still opportunities and choices now, don't let yourself regret it, and don't leave regrets for your children. Maybe stepmother can't replace mother's love, but I believe Delon can."

Xie Yun looked at him and suddenly laughed: "You really have confidence in her."

Jiang Shunxiao pursed his lips, took a deep breath, and then said: "If you really decide to be with her, she will tell you some things herself. Although I have a good relationship with you, I can't let this matter come out of my mouth." , the reason why I have confidence in her is because I think people always have to have a long memory, and people also have the right to make mistakes. As long as it is not heinous or extremely evil, she should be given a chance to do it again. What you have done before Her attitude is not that she wants to find another lover, but to find a suitable person to spend the rest of her life with. Her child needs a father, and your child needs a mother. You guys sound really suitable. If not With love as the premise, this matter will become very simple and easy.”

"...I still have to think more about this matter. If I really get married with her, there will be no changes in the rest of my life. This is not a small matter."

Seeing him relent, Jiang Shunxiao took a deep breath, smiled, and said: "After so many years, you already have the answer in your heart. Just ask it what kind of decision it has made for you."

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