rich concubine

Chapter 1885 You love him deeply!
After speaking, both of them fell silent.

This conversation seemed familiar, as if the two of them had talked before, but the result was the same as now, with no effect.

Rong Yi knew that she was very defensive and had never forced anything. However, no matter what, problems could not be avoided. The more she avoided, the more problems there would be. She knew this truth deeply, so she would not Pretending to be deaf and dumb, even though she always did, made her feel helpless.

As for Zhu Lingyu, the more open-minded Rong Yi is, the more she doubts herself. Could it be that she is too distorted?Is that why today’s situation is happening?But she really can't treat others with the same heart as she does. She has grown so old in this life, and there is no one worthy of her sincerity...

In front of her, he lived like a clown, full of darkness and shame. Her kindness made Zhu Lingyu see his evil.

"Madam, I am no longer a child. There are not many people who are nice to me, and I would rather not have any. You will probably never understand what I am thinking and what I want... In fact, even I don't know. I What I deserve, I seem to be losing all the time. The miserable life you have experienced has passed, but mine has never ended."

These words may be the most sincere words she has said to Rong Yi in so long.

It also made Rong Yi think deeply.

Zhu Lingyu looked at her and continued: "I know that Madam wants to be honest with me, but Madam is so sure that I am worthy? You are so considerate, aren't you afraid that we will become a farmer and a snake?"

It was like soul torture, leaving Rong Yi speechless for a while. Now it became quiet, Rong Yi suddenly laughed and said, "Are you that snake?"

Turning around, it seemed that she was back to the original point. Zhu Lingyu was panicked and helpless. She thought that what she said was enough to silence her.

Their horses stopped by the stream. Rong Yi looked at her and saw the suppressed look in her eyes. From such a distance, she seemed to be able to hear the uneasy beating of her heart.

When a person arrives in a strange environment, he will erect thorns all over his body, like an angry little hedgehog. It is afraid, so it can only protect itself in this way, causing pain to those who try to approach it, and giving up the opportunity to approach it. idea.

She almost got fooled.

Rong Yi said: "I understand you. You should really be careful about me. Just like before you came, almost everyone was worried about me. At that time, I heard that you were a rare beauty, and you were going to marry You are my husband. I should not live in harmony with you, neither emotionally nor rationally. Just like most wives and concubines, there are cold and hard rules everywhere, and there is no hierarchy at all." "..."

"If I had been the eldest daughter of the family since I was a child and had been raised by the mistress of the family, I don't think I need to be reminded by others. I would definitely take you seriously and not even try to punish you by any means, but I would not make it easy for you. , it is necessary for a mistress to establish authority, but I am not. In the past, my father was the steward, and I was just a child from an ordinary family, living the most ordinary life. My father taught me to be kind to others and to be practical. , to sum up, it is probably that good will be rewarded with good, and evil will be rewarded with evil. Under the teachings of my father, I believe that there will be no natural hostility between one person and another. Only if I don’t get along with each other attentively, I If I treat you coldly, it is inevitable that you will not like me very much. But if I am willing to show some kindness to you, then won’t the relationship between us be so bad? In fact, my life is very simple. My life is also very simple. The reason why I show kindness to you and my peace with you is also selfish. I hope this family can always be peaceful. I hope your arrival is the icing on the cake."

"It turns out Madam is worried about me causing trouble..."

"That's not entirely true. I didn't tell you a single lie. You may be worried that it was just rhetoric to deceive you. I won't explain more. When one day you are willing to believe it, you will know my good intentions. Be attentive. You have your persistence, and I also have my principles. You don’t have to worry all the time whether there is another deep meaning behind every word I say and everything I do. Fortunately, I can spread my words. By the way, as I told you before, I have never regarded you as a concubine. I am friends with you because life is not easy, and I do not want to be an executioner who spends time with others. As long as you are willing to be with me, It's good for everyone, this is what I thought before, but now, I hope you can let go of the past, no matter what you regard this place as, this will be your home in the future."

After listening to her words, it would be a lie to say that he was not touched. She took the trouble to say what she said. She could not bear to say some words again and again. Zhu Lingyu's eyes were red and she was silent.

After a while, she said: "Madam asked me to treat this place as my home. That means that I want to put down roots here and not be a wandering duckweed. However, if a woman wants to put down roots, she must not only marry someone." It's enough. She also needs a child, a bargaining chip that she can never live without. Don't you be afraid that one day I will really think about it, leave everything in the past, and look forward to the future, and I will take away your most beloved one. Someone?"

This time, Rong Yi would not ask "Can you do it?" She looked seriously at Zhu Lingyu, a woman who was older than herself, and said, "People do change, and their mentality changes with each period. I believe You may change, but I also believe that he will not change. My relationship with him has gone through ups and downs. I believe in his character, and I believe in the relationship between me and him. If you really have this Thoughts, I can tell you unceremoniously now that you will not succeed."

Seeing her determined expression, Zhu Lingyu felt a strange feeling in her heart. She smiled and said, "What if? What if he just changes?"

Rong Yi took a deep breath, tightened the reins in his hands, and said with a wry smile: "If you have to ask me about this eventuality, what can I say? Based on my relationship with him, there is no such eventuality, but you Obsessed with this answer, I will tell you that one day he really fails me, and I will leave. If such a day really happens, it means that the love between me and him has long been gone, and I will never Be a spectator between him and others.”

Zhu Lingyu shook her head and said with a bit of stubbornness: "No, you can't live without him. You love him deeply and give birth to children for him. In the future, you will have more children. Between you, The lotus roots are broken and the threads are broken, the bones are broken and the tendons are connected, there are too many ties, the most important thing is that you love him deeply!"

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(End of this chapter)