rich concubine

Chapter 1904 Conversation
As a first-time mother, she was very proud to see her children well-behaved and cute, but slowly, her pride turned into sadness, especially when she saw other people's children jumping around and being generous in every move. Ning, I realized that she was not quiet, but depressed.

It may look good for a child to be sensible too early, but for a mother, it only makes her feel distressed.

Only the inaction of adults will make children mature prematurely.

She knew that she was incompetent as a mother.

But looking at Rong Yi, she has raised her children very well. The eldest is stable and humble, the second is Zhong Xiu, and the third is lively and cute. Their temperaments are obviously good.

When she became a mother, she was as old as herself. She could do well, but she did this.

Hearing what she said, Rong Yi felt very complicated. It was boring to keep mentioning the past, but even if she didn't mention it, every word was still the past.

She thought of herself. At that time, she knew she was pregnant and was confused. However, due to her motherly nature, she quickly accepted it.

Raising one child is enough to send a new mother into chaos, let alone two at once.

But she knew that compared with Qin Dailong, she was very blessed and lucky. At that time, there were several mothers-in-law and wet nurses to take care of the child after birth. In fact, she would not let herself worry too much at all. She rarely felt it. Qin Dailong mentioned the experience of crying in the middle of the night, waking up as soon as she touched the bed, and having to hold her in her arms all day long, because someone had done all these for her properly.

Qin Dailong should have been like this, but it was a pity that she took the wrong path and had a harder time.

Rong Yi said: "It is not easy to raise a child. My Yun'er has a weaker constitution. I know that nothing will happen to her at home, and now she is getting more and more lively. There is really no need to worry too much, but As a mother, there is always a tension in my mind that cannot be relaxed. This is probably the same as being a mother. No matter how good your child is, you are still afraid that she will be uncomfortable or that she will not be good."

Qin Dailong said: "One time Ning Ning had a high fever. At that time, her little ball was getting hotter and hotter in my arms. It made me feel panicked. I hugged her and ran to the hospital for three days in a row. I didn't dare to close my eyes for three nights and frequently checked her breathing. At that moment, I really hated myself for not being able to love her."

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The two of them chatted for a long time around the child, excluding a lot of things they didn't want to say, things they couldn't say, good things and bad things. They also talked about it for a stick of incense. It seemed that as a mother, she could remember every little change in the child. Clearly, I laughed while chatting.

After the dinner ended, the two of them were enjoying themselves happily and did not part on bad terms.

After Rong Yi left, Qin Dailong still sat there for a long time.

In fact, she still had many things she wanted to ask her. Before she came, Qin Dailong's heart was not at peace. She thought that the child did not return to Xie's house last night but was at Jiang's house. She couldn't help but wonder, what happened? Rong Yi kept him, but he didn't want to go back.

If it was Rong Yi who kept it, what would be her reason and what would she say?

If he doesn't want to go back, does the reason lie with himself?

The matter between herself and Xie Yun is no longer a secret. If you inquire a little, someone will still know. Qin Dailong has no intention of hiding anything. Besides, Xie Yun is now close to Jiang Shunxiao. She thinks that these thoughts of hers may be Jiang Shunxiao and Rong Yi must both know.

But similarly, they knew better than anyone else the inhumane things they had done in the past. Qin Dailong was not afraid. She was also afraid that someone among them would tell Xie Yun about her unbearable past, although she had long thought about it. It was clear that if one day the two of them got together, she would not hide the past from Xie Yun, but she had to tell it herself.

Therefore, she had a lot of things planned, and she wanted to ask them clearly. But for some reason, when she saw Rong Yi, she suddenly didn't want to ask, and the plans disappeared out of thin air.

She found with some sadness that she understood Rong Yi's character, but she would not talk about it or sow discord.

Therefore, Ayuan didn't want to go home because of himself, so Xie Yun didn't know about those things for the time being.

Thinking of this, she took a deep breath, but it was not that she felt relaxed. …

Rong Yi didn't bring any cakes when she went back this time, because she realized that the children didn't have a good dinner because they ate pastries and candied haws last night, so she went home empty-handed.

The children learned that their mother had been out today, and when she came back, they looked at her hands anxiously and saw nothing, so they were inevitably disappointed.

Rong Yi suppressed her laughter and said, "Can you let the kitchen cook sweet and sour fish and braised chicken feet tonight?"

These two are the children's favorite food. Often when these two dishes are on the table, these children will not even look at other dishes, fearing that they will develop picky eaters, so Rongyi reduces the number of these two dishes. The odds on the table, and today, double satisfaction, made the children smile with their teeth exposed.

The children are also very smart. They know that if they only eat these two dishes, their mother will be unhappy, so they will restrain themselves and eat some other dishes.

Ayuan was happily drinking pumpkin porridge, her mouth was sweet and her heart was sweet.

Rong Yi put two green vegetables into his bowl and said, "You guys have eaten a lot tonight, so you should rinse your mouth carefully later, otherwise your teeth will be damaged and it will be very painful."

Chengcheng held a mouthful of rice in his mouth and said vaguely: "Please...understand!"

Rong Yi laughed and looked at the empty seat on the side. Jiang Shunxiao did not come back tonight.

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After the children washed up and went to bed, Rong Yi put on a coat and waited at the door for a while. Fuling came over and said, "I heard that I was caught up in business and won't be back for a while. Madam, you'd better go to bed first." , slave wait, I will ensure that Master Zhun will have hot food to eat and hot water to wash with when he comes back."

Rong Yi couldn't help but yawned and said, "I'm not sleepy yet. Let's wait for a while. If I can't wait any longer, I'll go to sleep."

Seeing this, Fu Ling didn't push too hard and stepped aside to accompany her quietly.

Rong Yi looked up at the moon in the sky. It was half covered by clouds, the light was much weaker, and there were only a few stars. She suddenly thought that it seemed like it had been a long time since she saw the sky full of stars, and she couldn't help but sigh.

Then I thought, it’s already this time and I’m still busy with business. What business is this?How could he, a general, be so busy that he didn't go home even after dark?

Is there going to be another war?

Thinking of this, Rong Yi frowned and shook his head, blaming himself for his crow's mouth.

After standing for about another quarter of an hour, she felt really sleepy this time. She rubbed her eyes and said a few words before entering the room.

But as soon as I got into bed, I didn't seem so sleepy anymore. After brewing for a while, I was about to fall asleep.

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