rich concubine

Chapter 1952
This is why Jiang Shunxiao has no expectations at all whether Rong Yi will bring honor and achievements to the Jiang family.

When people are gone, there is nothing. His mother left this world forever at the best time of her life. She is indeed a unique existence in Dameng, and she is also the norm for Dameng women to learn from.

But besides these, what's the use?Honor cannot be taken away, but pain can be strongly left behind. In that war-torn era, life was already very unsatisfactory. Now things are getting better, but she is the only one who can no longer enjoy it.

Her beloved husband will marry again and have children after she leaves. Life is so long and her life has stopped, but the lives of others must continue. Even if there are thousands of reluctances in her heart, so what. ?It doesn’t stop you from starting over again.

What is she worth in this life?

Jiang Shunxiao felt it was not worth it, and the tragedy he saw from his mother would never be allowed to happen again.

Of course, he didn't think these things because he had any resentment towards his father. He knew the truth and understood it. It was just that from his mother's point of view, there was too much worthlessness.

Seeing the pain on his father's face, Jiang Shunxiao finally did not explain. He only nodded slightly and was about to return to Changliu, but his father called him out.

"Xiao'er, do you have resentment towards your father? Do you blame him for letting your mother go?" The father asked his son this question. He was a little afraid of being pretentious and embarrassed, but he thought about it and decided to ask it this way. The most direct and clear.

Jiang Shunxiao looked up at him, then shook his head, took a deep breath, and without pretending, said seriously: "Dad, you didn't do anything wrong. People should look forward, and living well is what's important. I believe, Mom also hopes that you can let go of the past and live a good life. I have never resented you for this. I know that you have locked yourself up for too long for your mother in these years. Living like this is too tiring. I hope you can come out and see the things around you. People live a good life, but dad, I can tell you the truth, and I understand it. I just think that my mother has gained nothing in this life. If I can exchange those honors for my mother to come back, I would rather live a mediocre life than this. Life has been harder, but if I talk about it now, it’s just some fantasy.”

This question was wrong on both sides. Jiang Shunxiao couldn't go against his will, so that was all he could say.

But Jiang Yimin's complexion improved a lot, and his congestion was relieved a little. He breathed a sigh of relief, waved his hand and said, "Go back and see the children."

Jiang Shunxiao then nodded and left, took two steps, and then looked back at his father's back. Seeing that he was a little tired and no longer so upright, Jiang Shunxiao suddenly felt a sore nose. He turned back and sighed deeply. He took a deep breath.

He had no intention of poking his father's lung tube. After all, he still felt guilty in his heart, which was why he was knocked down by such a sentence. It was beyond words.

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It wasn't until Rong Yi turned the corner and lost sight of Jiang Shunxiao that she reluctantly lowered the curtains. She leaned back in despair, but suddenly a soft pillow was stuffed behind her. Rong Yi looked over, and Zhu Lingyu put the soft pillow After putting it away, he said calmly: "It will be more comfortable if you put it on like this."

Rong Yi curled his lips at her and was silent for a moment. Then he heard her say: "Madam seems to be very reluctant to leave. I didn't mean to eavesdrop. I was really too close, and both Madam and the General's words fell into my ears." ”

But even in such a big place, she heard it. Rong Yi didn't feel embarrassed. She just said: "He used to go out to do errands and I waited at home. Now it's suddenly changed. He doesn't adapt to it, and neither do I." , I really don’t want to let go, and the children have never been separated like this when they grow up.”

It wasn't just Jiang Shunxiao who pestered her last night. Before that, Jiacheng and Jiayun were older and just sat on both sides to accompany her, while Ling'er climbed up on her and refused to come down no matter how hard she tried to coax her. She refused to listen and hugged her. She cried loudly on her neck, which made Rong Yi panic.If Jiang Shunxiao hadn't frightened several children with his cold face later, Ling'er would have cried for who knows how long.

She went out to do some business, but Ling'er accused her of "I don't want them anymore." Knowing that she was still young and ignorant, she just said this because she was reluctant to let her mother travel far away, but her words still made Rong Yi feel uncomfortable for a while. .

After becoming a mother, there are too many things to let go of that are beyond words.

Zhu Lingyu pursed her lips, then sighed softly, with a solemn look in her eyes, and said: "My wife has a family and a house, which is enviable. Not everyone can have such a blessing."

Rong Yi was silent, such a blessing... Indeed, Zhu Lingyu couldn't live up to the restrictions of her status. She might not be able to enjoy a family full of children and grandchildren for the rest of her life.

She raised her eyes and looked at Zhu Lingyu, seeing that her eyebrows were dull and she didn't know what she was thinking.

She opened her mouth, but she didn't know what to say. There were some things she could promise, and some things she couldn't guarantee.

Seeing that she had something to say, Zhu Lingyu chuckled lightly and said, "Madam, do you feel embarrassed?"

She didn't seem to feel the need to remain silent at all, and said bluntly: "Madam gave me a stable life, but she can't give me everything that a normal person should have. No matter how kind-hearted Madam is, she can't make me feel love and tenderness out of thin air, let alone Let me have a child of my own.”

Rong Yi couldn't refute, because it was indeed the case.

Seeing that she was even more silent, Zhu Lingyu smiled. She shook her head and said mockingly: "Actually, madam, you don't have to blame yourself. Maybe this is my fate. It is destined that I cannot have my own life. Everything must be according to the rules." Let others follow other people's settings. Life is like this, so what else do you need? People like me can't even protect myself. Even if I have a child, I can't give it a peaceful life."

Zhu Lingyu is not He Zhiyuan. If she takes a wrong step, she can go back and start all over again. It's just a little bit of trouble. She has passed it. Even if she has passed it, she can't look back or start over.

Such a life, such sadness, was not only brought to her by a joke of fate, but also brought to her by the people around her. She didn't even have the chance to refuse. Instead, the kindness of others to her became a It's like giving alms.

Thinking of this, she smiled again, looked at Rong Yi, and said: "So Madam can now understand why I must go out to do things and have my own pursuits. I just want to struggle a little more to see what else I can get." , It’s just that life is too boring and I’m looking for some excitement.”

Hearing her words, Rong Yi couldn't even squeeze out a smile. After a moment of silence, he took a deep breath and said, "Whose life is not like this? You are bound by fate, and so are we, but we are all different. That’s all.”

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(End of this chapter)