rich concubine

Chapter 1963 Missing
Her eyes were firm and her tone was very certain, which made Rong Yi speechless for a moment.

But he quickly said: "I know, but I never thought of bringing you out. I wanted you to stand in front of me and take the knife for me. How did we get here? Just go back like this. Next time I go out, I will Bring more people to keep us safe.”

Zhu Lingyu was unmoved, her gaze persisted, and she said, "You still don't understand. We are different. You have a family and children. You can't make any mistakes, but I... I'm the only one."

Seeing Rong Yi frowning, she continued: "I know what life would be like without a mother. The life of a child without a mother is incomplete. You are a mother. If you make any mistakes, what will happen to the children?" manage?"

Rong Yi's heart was shocked, and she immediately thought of her, and her heart felt blocked. She took two deep breaths, her eyes were a little moist, and she said: "You shouldn't think like this, you shouldn't trade your life for others. In my life, I mean if, if there is such a disaster in my life, even if you block it for me, I still can't escape it. You should understand this. You think about me and my children like this, I'm very grateful to you, but I don't want to be so selfish, and I don't want you to use your life to block it, do you understand?"

"..." Zhu Lingyu remained unmoved and pursed her lips in silence.

Rong Yi added: "You said that if a child does not have a mother, his life will be incomplete. I agree with this statement, but this child is also a child that the mother has devoted all her efforts and sacrificed her life for, just like you, too. Your mother sacrificed her life to give birth to her, how can you not care about yourself? If your mother knew about it, wouldn't she be even more sad? "

Now, when it came to the pain point in her heart, Zhu Lingyu's breathing suddenly became heavier, and she was really touched that she was thinking about herself in this way.

"My life is not worth it..."

"Whether your body, hair, skin, and support from your parents are worth it is not up to you. You should never have such thoughts. Human lives are equal and more valuable than anything else."

Zhu Lingyu bit her lower lip, blinked away the moisture in her eyes, and smiled when she looked at Rong Yi. She said, "I understand, thank you, I'll note it down."

It would be nice if their identities were not so awkward. Since the Queen Mother left, no one around her really cares about and loves her. Her existence has become a joke, and her meaning is only for the overall situation.

She was the only one who regarded herself as a human being of flesh and blood. Every word she defended and every word she cherished made her feel that life was not so bad.

Her mood seemed to have changed dramatically in that moment. She knew that something was different about herself, but she just hadn't realized where the difference was yet.

After the two had dinner together, Zhu Lingyu went back to his room to rest, and Yu Heng, who had been holding back for a long time, finally dared to speak.

She closed the door and said softly: "Ms. Zhu, I am too confidant with you. When I look at her like this, I see that she has changed a lot."

Rong Yi smiled slightly: "Yes, after chatting with her today, I feel that she is not so wary of me. She is much more natural than when she was in the capital. Maybe it is because there are not so many people watching here. She doesn’t have to stick to many rules, and she feels more at ease.”

Yu Heng nodded and said, "If she stays like this, that'll be fine. We don't have to guard against her."

Speaking of this, Yu Heng looked at Granny Bai, who had been silent, and asked, "What do you think, Granny?"

Granny Bai was startled, then quickly looked at Rong Yi and replied: "I don't have any opinion, I just think that people change, and temporary changes can't mean anything. When you get along with people, you will see their hearts over time. Madam must have already made up her mind."

Rong Yi smiled faintly, took a deep breath, and said: "It's not a big deal, but as I said to you, I see people's hearts over time, and I don't think she is that well-educated person. Today she pulled me... From her actions, it can be seen that she is not a bad person in her heart. After a person has been trained for a long time, she will inevitably become depressed, but this does not mean that she is not a good-hearted person. "

So far, all the prejudices and wariness against her are just because of her inappropriate status. Even if she is Rong Yi's best friend and not a concubine in the family, there is still a saying of precaution.

Rong Yi smiled silently, shook her head, and said nothing more.I just went to bed very early and told them to rest early, since they still have things to do tomorrow.

After the room was empty and her ears were clear, Rong Yi couldn't sleep anymore. She looked at the bed curtain in a daze, thinking about the people she met today, what the Sixth Lady and Fatty had said, and the people she met by chance. That crazy girl...

Qusha County does not seem to be as peaceful as it looks on the surface. It is like a whirlpool hidden under the calm lake surface. If you don't check, you will never know how deep it is.

Rong Yi took a deep breath, closed her eyes, and lay down on her side. As soon as she closed her eyes, she thought of Ling'er's face holding back her tears, and the depressed looks of the two big babies.

Unable to hold it back, tears flowed out from the seams. Rong Yi pulled up the quilt, covered her eyes, and sobbed.

She missed the children.

I don't know if they blame themselves after such a long time, or if they are like me, thinking about themselves and crying in the dead of night.

I can't think about it in detail. Just thinking about it makes me cry even harder.

At the same time, Jiang Shunxiao was taking Ling'er to wash herself. Qiuxin and Xinrui were giving her a bath. He was sitting outside waiting, calling Ling'er from time to time to get a response.

Ling'er pouted and became unhappy. She looked at her fleshy hands and groaned: "Why hasn't mother come back yet? Does she know that I miss her! I miss her so much!"

These days, Jiang Shunxiao has answered this question countless times. The two older children are not like the younger one. They can be considered obedient, but for a long time, they have not been able to see their mother. Even if you are sensible and obedient, you will still lose your temper.

But he is very patient, at least when it comes to his daughter.

"Mom has to do something. I'll be back when it's done."

"Why can't other people's mothers go to do things, but Ling'er's mother has to go to do things? They don't know that Ling'er misses his mother and wants to cry..."

As she spoke later, her voice lowered and she was already crying.

Jiang Shunxiao felt uncomfortable and wanted to hug her, but couldn't go in.

He just coaxed through the screen: "Because my mother is a very powerful person, I leave this matter to others. I am afraid that others can't do it well, so I let my mother do it. You should be happy, your My mother is a very capable person."

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