rich concubine

Chapter 2107
Human nature is like this. After giving him hope, he will want more. Qin Dailong has not forgotten how he got through the most humiliating two years. Those two years of humility and self-punishment, It was already heavy enough that she could not prove her true feelings to everyone.

She owed a great debt to her parents and brother. Because of her alone, the Duke of Qin was ridiculed and became the laughing stock of the capital, which made it even more difficult for her brother.

Where she grew up, her family loved her and held her in their hands like a flower, but she almost destroyed this family for her own selfish desires.

Therefore, she could only feel guilty when treating her family. In all the stories in the first half of her life, apart from her family, the most important person was Rong Yi. Whether she had just met her or was in front of her now, Her mood did not change even after she asked those words with almost shame.

They are so similar, but their destinies are completely different. One of them lived well in his early years and ignored suffering. He should have been able to win all the way, but ended up in a bleak way.

In her early years, she almost lived a "living life" and never had dignity. However, her life turned around in that year, which is surprising.

At that time, she could look down on this girl who was inferior to her in everything, but now, she was clearly on an equal footing, but Qin Dailong felt that she was inferior.

She was not supposed to have the fortune she had now. Her fortune was given to her by herself. How could she live a more decent life than herself?Qin Dailong often has this kind of awkward and twisted thoughts.

She knew something was wrong, and she despised herself, but she still couldn't help it. It wasn't that she didn't want to see Rong Yi live a good life, but she couldn't accept that someone who was once inferior to her in everything was now much better than herself. .

Rong Yi sighed softly, looked at her numb eyes, and said: "The county master also said just now, that is the empress of the middle palace, so how did the county master report to the empress of the middle palace? How to answer the words of the empress of the middle palace? ?”

Qin Dailong hesitated slightly. Her brother had just said the same words to her. At that time, she listened, but she didn't fully listen.Until now, Rong Yi said this again.

She said bluntly: "I have never been disrespectful..."

"Yes, you are not disrespectful, but is it out of love or courtesy? The county master has a distinguished status, and I, an outsider, should not say many things. But now that the county master has asked me, I can't avoid it. Yes, but I can only mention this point, I can’t say more. The county master is a smart man and should know what to do next.”

Qin Dailong looked at her for a long time, and when she finished speaking, her heart felt cold, and at the same time, she felt even sadder.

As early as when her brother scolded her, she knew where she was wrong. Now, almost because of her own discomfort, she came to find the answer she asked.

Why would she understand?
She was young and ignorant. Every word she knew was learned at the Qin family. Every principle she knew was learned when she was with her at that time. She should not have the brains she has now, nor should she be better than herself. She knows even more, but she can see through everything and understand everything...

Just like that time, everyone in the house liked her very much. She was so lovable from birth that people couldn't take their eyes away, as if she was a born protagonist.

At that time, even the master liked the maid who accompanied him to study more, but she was obviously nothing. She even had the opportunity to accompany him to study because she was his maid, but why?How could she, who was born as a maid, still gain so much attention in front of him?
Qin Dailong couldn't understand it. She didn't think it at that time, but looking back now, it was difficult for her to understand it and convince herself.

"Why do you understand this? You learned a lot in the palace."

She asked and answered herself.

Rong Yi said: "Actually, I learned a lot of things in the Qin family when I was young. Those rules and bottom lines have been with me for half my life, and I have never forgotten them until now." She spoke frankly about her childhood, Qin Dai Long sneered: "I didn't expect that you are still willing to remember the past, don't you feel uncomfortable?"

Rong Yi pursed her lips, sighed silently, and said: "There is indeed something unbearable to look back on in that past, but now I only want to think about the good. No matter what the past was like, the most important thing is the present."

"Ha... I remember that when you were little, everyone praised you for your intelligence. As a student, you could learn everything faster than me. At that time, I never felt anything wrong. Instead, I felt happy that I met such a smart maid. , but now it seems that I was really stupid at that time...did you hate me when you were by my side for all those years? You worked hard to learn those things, and you want to step on me in these aspects above me."

Hearing what she said, Rong Yi was silent for a long time, and finally laughed out loud. She said, "I thought you knew where you were wrong? But it turns out that you didn't know anything. You didn't understand at that time For me, you have wasted those years by saying these words now."

She herself was unable to effectively distinguish between family affection and etiquette, which is why she was reprimanded by the Queen.

And what she said just now confirmed that she never knew where she was wrong.

She was a very contradictory person. If in her heart, she was really just a maid, why should she care about how much knowledge a maid could have after she was born?How much future?But from time to time, she would compare herself with her maidservant as a daughter of a daughter. Subconsciously, she regarded her maidservant as a friend, so she was in pain.

In those years, her struggle was also due to the fact that as a maid, she suffered a lot and suffered a lot, so she firmly remembered the difference between superiority and inferiority.

Even though the two of them grew up together, in the eyes of everyone, they were masters and servants, but more importantly, they were sisters. But when Qin Dailong acted like a young lady, the overturned cup and the flying hairpin made Rong Yi Looking at his scalded hand and her embarrassed way of picking up a hairpin in the water, I deeply realized that they could never be as close as sisters, they could only be masters and servants.

Only by clarifying your position will you feel less painful.

He won't feel sorry for his burned hands, nor will he pay for the humiliation when she suddenly gets angry.

If she were a sister, she would not have the heart to burn herself. If she were a sister, she would not have the heart to let herself take off her shoes and socks and look for a hairpin in the water.

At the most innocent age, Rong Yi slowly understood her identity. From then on, the four words "honor, inferiority and ethics" were engraved in her mind.

When the Queen is asking questions, she will never lose her identity or speak frivolously because of the Queen's trust at that time and her favor in the past.

She understood this truth, but how could she understand Qin Dailong, who had never clearly defined his position?
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　　ps: This chapter did not write the state that I expected. Qin Dailong is a difficult character to write. I have not expressed one tenth of her psychology, so she is unpleasant because she is indeed a character with some problems. She is a flawed person, I won’t defend her (^Д^) Please give her a light blow.
　　


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