rich concubine

Chapter 2148 Arrange your own destiny in a mess
When Xie Yun came out, Rong Yi was already far away. He quickly chased after him before catching him.

Hearing the shouting, Rong Yi looked back in surprise and saw Xie Yun coming over. She said in surprise: "Are you... going to leave?"

Xie Yun said "hmm" and said, "There are still things to do outside."

Rong Yi said "Oh" and said with a smile: "You sent the county lord here today, I thought you would stay with her."

Xie Yun twitched the corners of his mouth. Although he was smiling, he was not very happy.

He said: "There are so many people here, and I am a foreigner, so it's hard to keep them here."

This is true. Rong Yi sighed softly and heard him ask: "I came here to ask you, A Yuan and Ning Ning are in your house these days. How do you look at them?"

Rong Yi said: "Children, it is always easy to play together. This girl Ning Ning is very quiet. I usually see her laughing when others are making fun of her. She looks like a well-behaved girl."

Xie Yun nodded: "She is indeed a good child. The county magistrate is quite strict with her on weekdays, and sometimes she goes too far. But after all, it is her mother who educates the children. It is hard for others to say anything, they just watch. It is inevitable to sigh, as the child becomes more and more silent as he is raised.”

How do other families educate their children?It's not easy to say anything, especially to the Qin family. Rong Yi would never talk about it. He just sighed when he heard it, that's all.

Then he asked: "Have you and the county chief decided yet? It's been such a long time, and both children have developed feelings. When will you prepare for it to be a good thing?"

Xie Yun looked indifferent and said instead of answering: "Sometimes, when I calm down, I wonder, if I was the one who got sick and died, would Yan Di be willing to remarry?"

Rong Yi looked at him and saw that his eyes were dark and his expression was sad. She couldn't help but sigh, sighing for this love that is not allowed in heaven and earth.

No need for Rong Yi to answer, he already had the answer himself: "She won't, she won't take her children and marry someone else, no matter what the reason is, she won't, whether it's secular bondage or family bondage. , the more reason is that she and I have loved each other deeply, so she who I understand will not betray our feelings..."

There are some things that I had thought about earlier, but that doesn’t mean I can always think about them and pretend that nothing happened and that I can continue to live my life.

But in the dead of night, those longings buried in my heart will continue to tug at me.

I will get tired of myself, so tired that I feel like vomiting.

No one is worthy of this position anymore, even if it is just for the sake of children and family...

These thoughts come in the moonlight in the dead of night, and quietly recede when the sun rises the next day.

A man is only a man sober for one night, nothing more.

As a good friend, Rong Yi could only say: "But now is no longer the time to do whatever you think. You can't help yourself, and you can't help yourself when you get married. I know you must be thinking of her in your heart, but even so, We can’t change the status quo, and those who are alive will still have to live.”

"Yes……"

"She won't blame you, she will only be afraid that you will have a bad life because of this incident. Look forward, never look back." Every step in life is forward, and no one can There is no way to go back, even if the heart is stagnant, the pace is still moving forward. Everyone can tell the truth, but not many people can really understand it. I can't blame others, I can't blame myself. If I want to blame, I can only blame God for doing this. His own destiny was arranged in a mess.

……

After returning to Changliu, as soon as Rong Yi sat down, he thought of Zhu Jianyan today, and then stood up again, asking Xin Rui to follow him and went to Yuning Pavilion.

Seeing her coming, Zhu Lingyu was extremely surprised: "You're back. If you have anything to do with me, just send someone to ask me to come. Why are you still here?"

Rong Yi pursed her lips and smiled, and said, "Why bother you? I've just returned home. I have something to come to you for, so I'll come to your place first."

Zhu Lingyu understood: "But, someone came from Fengcheng?"

Rong Yi nodded: "It's a girl named Zhu Jianyan."

Hearing this name, Zhu Lingyu didn't have much reaction and said: "She was also a former royal family member, but I have nothing to do with her. She came to me because she was entrusted by others."

"She didn't say these words. She just said that she hasn't seen you for a long time and misses you very much. She wants to come and see you."

Zhu Lingyu smiled sarcastically: "She misses me? In the past, when I was still in Fengcheng, these people looked down on me. I was in the deep palace and rarely interacted with people outside. These royal family members No one among the noble ladies takes me seriously, she misses me? Huh, this sounds really ridiculous."

After hearing this, Rong Yi looked at her with pity and said, "Maybe they all know how difficult it is for you now."

Zhu Lingyu took a deep breath, looked at Rong Yi, and said: "Compared to these former family members, I am more willing to be honest with you. You also know that my identity is embarrassing and I can never be separated from Fengcheng. , but for such a long time, I have never thought about being a middleman to do anything. I have never read the letter from Fengcheng. Frankly speaking, I don’t want to meet the people over there. I know you have many ways to do it. Block them, I’m telling you right now, I don’t want to see them.”

Seeing her resolute attitude, Rong Yi naturally could no longer persuade her. The role of peacemaker had never been interesting, and she was no longer a child. She had such an account in her heart of what she was doing. Rong Yi only said: "Okay, as long as you have made up your mind, there is no need to meet, so you can rest assured."

Zhu Lingyu breathed a sigh of relief, her eyes flickered, and she looked at Rong Yi, her voice softened, and she said: "In this way, I have completely severed ties with Fengcheng. I don't want to be their spy, and they will no longer be able to do it." Please tolerate me, Rong Yi, I will only have you from now on."

Hearing these words made Rong Yi feel a pain in his heart. If he had no other choice, who would be willing to abandon his homeland and relatives in the past and turn to someone who had nothing to do with him and whom he should not even rely on?

She said: "Since you have come to my house, you are a member of my family. There is no need to talk nonsense between you and me. The palace can protect you and I can protect you. I dare not say that your future life will be all good and all good." , but at least it can make you worry-free about food and clothing, and half your life goes smoothly."

Rong Yi's comfort to her heart changed in Zhu Lingyu's ears, and her eyes became hot. But in Rong Yi's opinion, this hotness was just the emotion on their faces after the two of them spoke like this.

At this moment, she didn't know the seriousness of the matter, nor did she know how much misunderstanding her unreserved protection had caused for Zhu Lingyu.

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(End of this chapter)