rich concubine

Chapter 2230 Different
After Rong Yi finished eating, Hualiu, who was guarding inside, came out and said that the eldest princess was awake and wanted to see her.

Rong Yi wiped the corners of her mouth, took a sip of tea to rinse her mouth, and then entered the room.

The eldest princess was still lying down, unable to sit up, and her mouth had turned pale due to the illness. There was an empty bowl on the table next to her. It seemed that she had finished drinking the medicine.

Rong Yi walked over, sat down next to her, and said warmly: "Are you okay? Are you feeling uncomfortable somewhere? Are you hungry now?"

Meng Simin looked at her for a moment, with fragile, gentle and calm eyes. He looked at her without saying anything, and Rong Yi also looked at her without making a sound to interrupt her.

After a while, I heard her changed voice, saying with a dull tone of illness: "I'm just a little dizzy. I heard Hualiu say that you and your wife came here last night. You have worked hard this night." .”

Rong Yi shook his head: "The servants did all the work, and the doctor was also hired by the servants. It didn't do anything to me. It's just that you suddenly fell ill last night, which scared us all."

Speaking of this, Rong Yi's voice became softer, and she said: "I expect that you are depressed and having a hard time these days, but whether it is good or bad, we have to continue to sing this scene, and you must take care of it. Take good care of yourself and don't drag yourself down because of someone from outside. The prince and I hope you can cheer up."

Meng Simin took a heavy breath, and her heart ached. She looked up slowly, sighed, and said, "Why don't I know? When it's time to calm down, I persuade myself to calm down and be rational, but at this age, I still have to Asking me to go through this again, I really can’t handle it..."

Seeing the fragile look on the eldest princess's face, Rong Yi felt uncomfortable. Her face was full of pity. Being sick makes people fragile. No matter how strong a person is, after experiencing these things, his body cannot support it and collapses, or more or less. Everyone should show their true feelings.

"I know that you have been wronged this time. Don't worry, I will definitely give you justice. Others don't understand you, but I understand your heart. This matter was not made public, but was left to me. Solving the matter will take care of the reputation of the entire palace, otherwise, as the eldest princess, there is no need for you to swallow your anger over this matter."

She was first the eldest princess and then Princess An Ning. The prince had ten or hundreds of concubines. It was considered a trivial matter, but it only affected his reputation a little. But if the eldest princess was involved in this matter, it would even be possible. Threatening the life of the eldest princess, letting outsiders know that the eldest princess has been poisoned, and someone trying to harm the eldest princess, then this matter will be serious. When the time comes, the prince and princess will not be enough to watch.

Meng Simin looked at her and said, "You are a sensible person, but you are afraid that when the time comes, someone will not accept my love."

Rong Yi swallowed slightly and persuaded: "Maybe the prince doesn't know about this matter. I think, no matter what the purpose is, even if you and the prince have conflicts, it is not a life-and-death feud, and the prince will never know about it. That thing is poisonous, and it has to be brought to you. The person who poisoned it must be someone else, and this person cannot escape the relationship with that Ruan Niang. There is no absolute coincidence in this world, but when these things come together , it’s no coincidence.”

After being ill for such a night, Meng Simin calmed down a lot. She said: "Actually, I have been with him for so many years, and I can be regarded as understanding his personality. If he said that he wanted to poison me, I would not believe it, but... This Ruan Niang is real, and her existence makes me feel worse than death!"

At this point, she took a deep breath and said: "I thought so much that I didn't care about anything. I just let him have a good time and make a fuss with him, so that he can know my determination and attitude. But when it comes to In the end, I was actually afraid. I was afraid that in the end there would be nothing but disgust between me and him. Everyone said that I had a good life. As the first eldest princess of this dynasty, I was honored with gold and jade, but I never felt that I was going well. ." She married him as the eldest princess and became his stepmother, but she didn't get any respect or love from him and became a laughing stock in the capital.

At that time, everyone would compare her with Mrs. Huaishan.

In fact, at the beginning, she was just jealous of Zhang Lanqiu. She was jealous that she was popular as a girl and that she could marry the man she wanted and marry the man she loved most. At that time, she was not willing to give up, but she was just unwilling to give up. , she knew very well that her identity made it impossible for her to share the same husband with Zhang Lanqiu...

But later, he had this opportunity to fill her void and marry the person he loved, but he could never live like her. Even if she left, the world would still miss her, think of her in their hearts, and praise her.

It's funny to say that at that time, Mrs. Huaishan's name was louder than her, the eldest princess. She became a role model for women in the Meng Kingdom and a cold moon for people to look up to.

And it seems that I will always live in her shadow, becoming the person who is often compared to her. The world remembers her and always imagines how great a woman like her would be if she were still alive. Slowly, the original envy turned into jealousy.

Her husband's heart is not with her, and the substitutes in the courtyard make her feel out of place in this palace. She once wanted to ruin her whole life. She is not happy anymore, and she wants to make the people around her suffer with it, as if everyone is suffering together. , to feel her pain and despair.

In the gloomy ten years of her life, her expensive jewelry and glossy coats could not support her empty body. She did many stupid things, and for a time she became a "vicious" person that she hated. She paid for her so-called true love, but God gave her a glimmer of hope. After her children had grown up and she was no longer young, she finally broke the ice with the person who had tortured each other for half a lifetime.

Now I see him being obsessed with other women, regardless of his reputation, the face of his children, and her. Thinking about it now, it is better to go back to that time, the most relieved and happiest year, and let life be... If you stay in that year, there will be no regrets.

The thoughts of each generation are different. In fact, for Rong Yi, she cannot understand the way the eldest princess is willing to die for love. She has seen too much and knows too much. She has always known that, Women who are born for love are doomed to be miserable, because there are few men in this world who are worthy of a woman's gamble. If she wins the bet, she will be happy, but if she loses the bet, she will lose everything and half her life will be bleak.

Women who fall in love are often irrational and find it difficult to get out and wake up. This is the tragedy of women and the tragedy bestowed upon women in this era.

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　I hope we are not Meng Simin and don’t be the “sweet dogs” of love.

　　
　
(End of this chapter)