rich concubine

Chapter 2561 Anger
They never talked about how much they had done to cover up her things, how much face and dignity had been sacrificed by the dignified prince, and how much dignity had been lost in women's affairs. The word chastity was like a big mountain. When it was pressed down, , no one can escape.

A fire made her reborn and run away with someone. Later, she came back with her daughter. At first, in order to deceive the public, she secretly revealed the news that her child was Jiang Jiazi. Because of the process in the process, the child was raised On her mother's side, the Jiang family did not respond to the matter at first because it was for the sake of her life.

She was a single woman and she should have died in the fire, but she did not die. When she came back again and brought back a daughter, what would others think of her? , how will she deal with herself?The prejudice in this world will not give her special treatment just because she is the daughter of the Duke of the Kingdom. If someone had not taken care of this for her, how could she, Qin Dailong, be happy?
But she seemed blind and blind, as if she couldn't see what the whole family had done for her. She was addicted to the past all day long, dull and gloomy, and she no longer had the charm of Miss Qin's family.

Seeing her indulgence day after day, how can a father and a mother not feel sad?
Qin Dailong closed her eyes and let her mother scold her.

She found that her mother was right. She was indeed a heartless person. If she had heard these words in the past, she would have been so ashamed and angry that she would have committed suicide. But now these words would only make her ashamed, but not It would make her die easily.

"Yes, it's because my parents are so loving. No matter how the elders of the family tried to persuade my father to take another concubine or expand the branches of the Qin family, my father wouldn't allow it. He spent his whole life guarding his mother and let his daughter watch over him all his life. , so the daughter is looking for an ordinary husband like her father, and only has her own wife in mind. But mother, how many men from aristocratic families can live with only one woman in their lives like their father? Let me grow up in such a good environment and see my parents loving each other. How can I not be envious? How can I not be thirsty?"

At this point, I can no longer hide my loneliness.

"I used to dislike my cousin for being a rough martial arts man who had too much murderous spirit. I didn't like martial artists. I told my mother about this early in the morning, but mother, how did you tell me? You always said that I I'm young and don't understand his good qualities, but if my mother was at my age, could she understand? Can she make good choices? My mother is just luckier than me. The first person she met was Mother’s true fate is that she has never taken any detours in marriage. You couldn’t guarantee that he, as the eldest son of the palace, would sit in the position of Prince An Ning in the future. How could he live alone? Besides, He had two concubines a long time ago, and if I marry him, he will have to fight with his wife, and I don't want to."

Yes, in addition to having the person she liked in the first place, which made her unwilling to marry someone else, there were also these two reasons.

What she wants is a pair of people for the rest of her life, that's enough. What she wants is that her husband is the only one in his heart, and there should be no such things as concubines, singers, and musicians.

Her mother had never suffered the crime of being a concubine, nor had she ever felt the embarrassment of being a main wife with a group of girls serving the same husband. She only knew that it was a good home, a bond between the two families, and it was something she had seen since she was a child. The big instinct is to marry her daughter to a man who seems to be good at everything.

But why should she suffer such a crime?
Mrs. Qin frowned when she heard this, and became angry for a moment.

"So, when you eloped with someone, you still blamed me and your father? Do you want to say that that evil beast is your crush, the one you are destined to be? Do you think that he will treat you badly because he is of low origin? Single-minded? Stupid, really stupid! He came from a humble background, studied hard in a poor family, and passed the exam all the way. Why did he surrender to himself after meeting you? He no longer studied hard and practiced hard, no longer strived for fame. Instead, he only knew how to deal with it every day. Loving you? You are blind and have never thought about this. Do you think he can't live without you? Do you think he loves you so much that such a talented person is willing to fall? Blame me, this is really my fault. I didn't teach you well since you were a child. You have been taught to be so short-sighted that you couldn’t see such a trick at first, and you would be deceived by such a person, and even elope!"

The word "elope" was like two heavy rocks hitting her hard. She could only watch helplessly as it hit her like a mountain, making stars appear in front of her eyes and she couldn't breathe.Mrs. Qin is still saying: "Your father and I had an extraordinary friendship when we were young. You know he is a good husband, so I am the only one around him. But the relationship between husband and wife is built by two people together. If I were not Love him enough. If I didn't have enough friendship with him, how could he not marry me because of me? You only saw that it was easy for me and your father to fall in love, but you never saw the dedication between me and him for each other."

"..."

"You said that you were afraid that he would not live with you alone. You didn't want to fight with a group of girls. But look, the people around him now have wives and concubines? You personally pushed Fu Rongyi to him , and pushed all the glory and favor from now on to him, I am here! If you had not taken detours, all of this should have been yours!"

Qin Dailong also suddenly went crazy. She shook her head desperately and said, "What's the use of saying this now? It's not mine after all. No matter how much you say it, it's not mine anymore! What you are saying is not only embarrassing me. Besides being uncomfortable, what else can it mean? Is it possible that I can predict it? Can I know what kind of life I am living now?"

"..."

"I hate! I hate everything in this world. Why am I the one with bad luck? I grew up like her, so why does all the good luck belong to her alone! She looks better than me, and her family background is also better now. Whether it’s marriage or not, it shouldn’t be better than mine…”

"My mother used to be just as confused as you are. My daughter is struggling like this. Why should she just sit back and enjoy the fruits of her life? But these years, my mother has understood that this is fate. You and she have different ways of dealing with the world. It should be you two. People have different fates, so we have to accept them! Because of you, my mother was not kind to her and never showed mercy. Maybe this is retribution. When we do bad things, karma will let us know what the consequences will be if we do wrong things. .”

Qin Dailong's face was full of tears. She nodded desperately, looked at her mother and said, "It's my fate. Just because I accept my fate doesn't mean I surrender. Do I have to suffer for the rest of my life for that wrong decision? I have suppressed it and suppressed it over the years. I still can't swallow that breath in my heart. No matter how I persuade myself, every time I see her or hear her, I can't calm down. That's why I will find a good husband for myself, which may not be possible in the future. It will be worse than her."

"Why do you have to risk your life to fight her and bet with her?!"

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