rich concubine

Chapter 507 The only place I can go is gone
Jiang Shunyi's face turned red, and he suddenly looked up at the sky. The stars in the night sky were all shining brightly, but they could not illuminate his heart.

He murmured: "Do you know? In fact, I know that my brother and I are different. People have told me since I was a child that I have a father and a mother. At that time, there were some people with ill intentions to sow discord between me and my brother. But I just like to be with my brother and watch him boxing. Even if I get scolded by my mother every time I go back after playing with my brother, I am happy because in my heart, my brother and I are no different."

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"I have always known that my father prefers my elder brother. Although my mother considers everything for me, she never knows what I want. On the contrary, it is my elder brother. Although he sometimes doesn't like to talk to me, I am the most relaxed around him. When it’s open.”

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"Later, my mother wanted to send me to the palace, but I refused because I wanted to stay with my brother. But the more my mother saw me clinging to my brother, the more she wanted to send me away. I was very young at that time and had no resistance. Courage, I went to find my father, but do you know? My mother has always made the decision in my affairs. Even if I go to my father, he won’t care about me, but he really doesn’t care..."

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"Ha... In the end, it was my brother who sent me to the palace. He told me that as long as I learned my skills from my cousin in the palace, he would come to pick me up in two days. But he didn't come, so I I know, the day after I entered the palace, he went to the border gate, but how old was he at that time? He went to the border gate and stayed there for ten years. I complained about my brother for not keeping his word, but after my brother left, On the contrary, I don’t want to go back to the palace.”

At this point, he paused. His throat was dry, so he replaced the tea with wine, drank a cup, and remained silent for a long time.

Rong Yi looked at him with pity. He used to be his master, but in his heart he was always a clean boy. Although she was polite and polite in front of him, she got along with him more since she became a master. She also knew him to some extent, especially as a mother herself, Rong Yi felt heartbroken when she occasionally saw him coming to Zhaoyi Courtyard and lingering over to eat.

There are probably very few people who don't crave the warmth of home, but he seems to be more willing to wander outside and spend his life wandering.

Rong Yi asked: "Is the imperial palace better than the royal palace?"

Jiang Shunyi glanced at her, shook his head with a smile, and then nodded again, saying: "In front of the emperor's grandmother, in front of the emperor's aunt, in front of the eldest cousin, it's all good. But in the palace, except for Zhaoyiyuan , that’s not good anywhere, my brother is gone, and the only place I can go is gone.”

After saying that, he suddenly collapsed, lying on the table and started crying, saying: "Outsiders say that I am not as good as my brother. I am indeed not. I have never thought about comparing myself with my brother. He is my biological brother. Why should I follow him?" Want to have a grudge against my brother because of other people's wishes? I just like to be with my brother and want us to be like a real family."

My brother has lost his mother, and his family is incomplete. He has a father and a mother, but he has never felt that this family is complete. His parents' years of quarrels have made him unable to feel the warmth of home. In his heart, the family is united. There should be harmony, loving parents, respectful brothers and sisters...

After crying, perhaps due to the onset of alcoholism, he lay on the table and murmured a few words. Rong Yi didn't hear them clearly and gradually lost sight of his voice.

He passed out drunk.

Rong Yi sighed, called "Shu Yong", raised his head, and saw a person standing on the path in the shade of a tree. He slowly walked out of the darkness, looking at Lai with deep eyes. The drunk brother was sitting on the table. The light in his eyes didn't know why it came on, and he didn't know why it went out.

I don’t know how long he stood there, how long he listened, and what he felt in his heart. After listening to Jiang Shunyi’s confession, she felt really uncomfortable. Rong Yi stood up hurriedly and said: "When did you, sir?" Coming back?"

Jiang Shunxiao walked up to Rong Yi with a normal expression and said, "I came back when he started talking drunkenly."

Rong Yi sighed and said: "A Yi really respects me, but I don't know what happened tonight. He is so drunk."

Jiang Shunxiao nodded, glanced at Rong Yi, and said, "I'll stay with him tonight. It's late at night. You have to take care of your children every day, so go back and rest first."

Rong Yi was a little hesitant: "A Yi was too drunk, could I take care of him by myself?" Jiang Shunxiao smiled and said, "I brought him up, are you still afraid that I can't take care of him?"

Rong Yi pursed her lips and glanced at Shu Yong and Hinayana who were waiting beside her. Then she felt relieved, blessed herself, and returned to the house with a group of maids.

The courtyard suddenly became empty. Jiang Shunxiao bent down to help his drunken brother. Jiang Shunyi regained consciousness for a moment and looked at him with squinted eyes. He said: "Brother, you are back. Ayi has been waiting for you for a long time..."

Ayi has been waiting for you for a long time...

Not tonight, but those ten years.

When he came back from the border, he never said anything, nor did he question why he tricked him into entering the palace in the first place. Jiang Shunxiao always thought that he didn't take it to heart. But now he realizes that he has not grown up, but has learned to put everything on his mind. In my heart.

Half-supporting him back to the house, Jiang Shunyi was sleeping wherever he left him. He leaned into the quilt and glanced at Jiang Shunxiao.

"Brother, I'm going to sleep first."

When he was young, he always came to Zhaoyiyuan at night. When it got late enough, he had a reason to stay here and not leave. After a long time, he let him go.

And the nights that belonged to him were always busy, with endless homework and endless books to finish. Every time, his eyelids would fight, and Bai would say to him: "Brother, I'm going to sleep first."

At that time, it should be the most innocent time, but they, one brother and one brother, lived cautiously.

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In the early morning, when Jiang Shunyi woke up, she still couldn't figure out where she was. She closed her eyes, stretched out, and kicked Jiang Shunxiao in the thigh.

After kicking someone, Jiang Shunyi woke up from his drowsiness. He turned around and saw his brother looking at him expressionlessly and said: "Take your head off my arm."

The stunned Jiang Shunyi jumped up instantly. Seeing him slowly retracting his hand on his pillow, he asked in shock: "Brother, why do you want to sleep with me in your arms?"

Jiang Shunxiao sat up, his numb arm hanging by his side. Hearing this, he glanced at Jiang Shunyi indifferently, snorted coldly, and said sarcastically: "I don't know who grabbed my hand last night. If you want to get together, you will really forget everything when you wake up early in the morning."

Jiang Shunyi is not a good drinker and tends to break up when drunk. If you ask him at this time if he still remembers what happened last night, sorry, he will probably just laugh it off.

But looking at his brother's reaction, he was extremely cold. Jiang Shunyi, who never liked to ask about his moral character after drinking, suddenly became a little flustered and asked hurriedly: "Brother, what did I do last night?"

Jiang Shunxiao tried to move his arm. He felt an itchy and painful pain. He did not look at Jiang Shunyi and only said: "You were lying on my bed when I came back. How do I know what you did."

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(End of this chapter)