rich concubine

Chapter 514 I am not willing to be mediocre
When asked about her privacy, Rong Yi's face immediately turned red. After she gave birth, more than one doctor said that giving birth would be harmful to her body and that she should not have sex. Doctor Wen, in particular, told me sincerely for a long time, so she I have written a letter of guarantee.

After that, I rested in her room all the time. The servants were naturally happy to see their master being so pampered, but they just remembered the words of many doctors and couldn't help but worry.

Grandma Bai had to go back to accompany Xuanxuan every day, so she never knew what it was like to stay for a long time at night. So when she asked this question, Rongyi also remembered that Fuling once said teasingly, "I was so energetic that I didn't care about my weak body." To have fun, she had to wake up in the middle of the night many times to come to the room to catch someone, but she always returned home peacefully. But how could I not notice her "night visit" because I am such a smart person?
At first, he just thought it was funny. Fu Ling was clearly the one who was waiting for him. Now, he was always thinking about his wife, and was not afraid of delaying his "business". Later, she paid more "night visits", and Jiang Shunxiao was helpless. How could he Sleeping with your wife is like being a thief?It happened that one day he caught her and gave her a lesson. From then on, Poria never dared to go to the room to "catch someone" again at night.

Thinking of this, Rong Yi blushed and said with a smile: "To be honest with my mother-in-law, Poria once went to see me in the room at night, and I caught her."

Granny Bai was slightly startled and said: "She is so brave? Why haven't I heard her talk about it?"

Rong Yi lowered her head and smiled softly, saying: "Perhaps she feels embarrassed. Poria is the maid in charge of Zhaoyiyuan. The aunts and servants in the mansion have to give her some bad treatment, and she is rarely reprimanded by the master. It is also embarrassing. If you want to lose face, mother-in-law must not ask her, otherwise she will be annoyed."

Poria has always been steady and will not commit crimes. Granny Bai did not expect this. She also found it funny at the moment. She imagined that she would go to the house to spy on her like a thief at night, but she happened to be caught by an adult and scolded her, and then she became dejected. The way he ran away was so funny.

Then Granny Bai sighed again: "My lord is so kind to my wife. He is really the most caring man I have ever seen. There are no other maids in the Zhaoyi Courtyard, and there is no common room. There is only one aunt. Where can your lord go?" I would also tell my wife first before eating to avoid hurting her heart. It has been a long time since she was pregnant for several months and she gave birth. It was a time when my energy was high, so I was able to hold it back and did not stop talking. Houses are really rare.”

Rong Yi pursed her lips slightly, her eyes suddenly darkened, and said: "Maybe it's because I still have some fresh energy now, but I also think it's worth it. It's already very good that he can treat me like this. If he accepts it in the future, For the woman next to me, I just hope that he can treat his two children like he is now."

Looking at Rong Yi's dim eyes, Granny Bai frowned slightly and said, "Are you worried that the Lord will change your mind in the future?"

Rong Yi glanced at her, nodded, then shook her head and said: "I don't know, everything he gave me was so beautiful that I couldn't help but indulge in it, but I know deeply that maybe The only thing I can keep is this heart. As long as I keep it, no matter what happens in the future, it won’t be too painful. Mother-in-law, I don’t have anything else. Although he treats me very well, I can’t help but worry. In this world, I am not the only woman. If he meets a better one in the future, do you think I will grow old alone in this yard? In the future, if he has a wife, my children will no longer be my children. By then, What do I have left? I am really afraid that one day I will have to count my memories. I am afraid that one day I will only be able to recall the things he gave me. By then, I am afraid..."

After saying this, Rong Yi lowered his head slightly, pondered for a long time, then raised his head, his eyes moist, and said slowly: "But I am not willing to live a mediocre life. Women do not have as many choices as men. If you can, I also want to live a more exciting life, whether it’s life or love, I want to give it a try.”

"..."

"My father told me that he wants my heart. I have thought about giving it a try. He will treat me as before. If I hand over this heart, he will always hold it and protect it. I don't want to shrink in a shell." snail, I want to come out and give it a try, maybe there will be a different result?"

Granny Bai said: "Is it because the lady has made such a determination? Is it because you have impressed me?"

Rong Yi pursed her lips and nodded after a long time, saying: "Yes, I haven't tasted love yet. Although the relationship with him was not mutually exclusive at first, but now I really want to give it a try. He It's not that I can't see his feelings for me, and I can't always avoid his enthusiasm... I once read a sentence in a book, saying that in a relationship, there will always be someone who knocks on the door first, and the one who knocks on the door tightly. The closed door will not open, and the person knocking on the door cannot see the person inside. The person inside the door is hesitant and expectant. She is always waiting for the person knocking on the door to knock again next time, and the person knocking on the door is always looking forward to it. So that the next time you knock on the door, you can see the person at the door. Over time, the person who knocks will no longer knock on the door, and the person who is waiting is still waiting, but there will no longer be a chance to hesitate..."

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“I don’t want to be the one waiting, and I don’t want to see him knocking on the door, and I don’t want to shut him out.”…

Jiang Shunxiao, who had come back from the rain, had just arrived at the door when he heard her last few words. He sipped them carefully, as if he could hear what she was saying. His originally gloomy mood turned from gloomy to clear, and he saw that he was soaked all over. , suddenly smiled, turned around and went back to his room to change clothes.

But the people in the room didn't notice it. Granny Bai looked at the lady with firm eyes and said happily: "It's best for me to be open-minded. In fact, the old slave could see from before that my lady is not content to live here, and she seems to be willing to do anything." I'm not interested, but now that I have a child, I have a destination. I always have to think about the future, and the master treats the lady really well. The old slave looks at the master like other men. The master is definitely a good man. If the lady can If you fall in love with him, these days will only become more and more beautiful."

Fu sighed again and said: "My lord broke in when my wife was giving birth and witnessed the process of her giving birth. The old slave was worried that my lord would leave a shadow in my heart and hate my lady. But later I found out that my lord treated me as always." , it’s even better, the old slave couldn’t help but feel happy. To tell the truth, the lady should be destined to be rich and noble, and the days to come will be smooth and worry-free. If the young lady can be half as lucky as the lady, maybe she can be good now. live on."

Everyone has their own destiny, and they all lament that others are rich, healthy, happy, and prosperous, but they cannot see their suffering.

In response to Granny Bai's words, Rong Yi just smiled calmly and indifferently.

My eyes moved to the window, watching the water curtain flowing, and I slowly lost my mind.

She couldn't feel at ease thinking about what Jiang Shunyi had said before she left. If she had thought about it before, she would have let it pass. But now, since she said she didn't want to stay in her shell all the time, she doesn't want to pretend not to know. Some things have to be solved. Face it or hide it, you can never escape it.

If you don't face "difficulties" head-on, "difficulties" will always follow you.

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　　In fact, I have always been hesitant about whether Rong Yi should face the difficulties imposed by the outside world and the forces that oppose her. From a practical point of view, it would be like ants shaking the tree. But I also feel that if she should grow up, she cannot remain the same. Stepping on the ground, always shrinking in Changliu, waiting for Jiang Shunxiao to solve everything. Although their status is unequal, there cannot be too big a spiritual gap, otherwise there will always be a gap between the two, just as Rong Yi worries, Never feel safe.

　　In fact, I feel that the relationship between the two should be evenly matched.

　　So... let Rong Yi try to solve it by herself!
　　This chapter mainly expresses Jiang Shunxiao's feelings for Rong Yi, written from the perspective of a bystander and Rong Yi himself~
　　
　
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