rich concubine

Chapter 539 Melancholy
Hearing the sound of the door closing, Rong Yi let out a long sigh. Maybe he had soaked in the bathtub for too long and was a little drunk from eating, so his mind was a little confused at the moment.

But she still thought about what Yu Heng said, and she couldn't help but sigh in her heart. Today is her child's [-]-day banquet. Suddenly, she remembered that when the young lady left, she was also pregnant, two months earlier than herself. I don't know now. How's it going?

The young lady was never heard from again after she left. She went to pursue her love, but was she living well?Does Chen Yucong still treat her the same as before?

After leaving the capital, leaving the Qin family, and abandoning the wealth that ordinary people could not ask for, was she living as she pleased?

Living by love, can the lady persevere?

Having served the young lady since childhood, Rong Yi knew very well that her character was one that could not endure hardship at all. Then Chen Yucong was just a poor scholar, and the two eloped. Could he bring the young lady a good life?

The lady has another child. Will food and clothing be a problem for their family of three?As far as Rong Yi knew, Chen Younong had never passed the imperial examination. He failed the imperial examination. At that time, the lady said that he was talented and that failing the examination was nothing. In the future, his road would be brighter. But now, they Living a life of "escape", is their road really bright?
When thinking of the young lady, Rong Yi felt filled with emotion. She and the young lady originally lived two completely different lives.

The young lady grew up doted on in every possible way. How good the madam and the master were to her. Rong Yi has been envious of her since childhood, not because she was born a young lady, but because she has such a good pair of parents.

And what about yourself?She has only had her father since she was a child, and she has never felt any maternal love. She has always felt that the young lady must have done a lot of good things in her previous life, so that she could be reborn in such a good family and have such good parents in this life.

Her own life was actually terrible. She envied the young lady's smooth life and her carefree look in the mirror every day. In fact, which girl in the world wouldn't want to live a more peaceful and smooth life?But fate is like this, she doesn't have that good fate, nor does she have that good luck.

She once envied the young lady, but the young lady didn't care about everything she had. She left everything behind and left in a cool way, but she...and what about her?Her life suddenly changed drastically.

Now that I am rich and have people to take care of me, I no longer have to worry about whether I will be punished by my master. I no longer have to worry about whether I will be deducted from my monthly payment if I do not do something well. Only then did I realize that this kind of life was not as good as imagined.

When she was a slave before, she only wanted to put a smile on the faces of her masters, take care of the relationships around her, and do her job well. But now that she is half a master, she has more to think about. She is afraid that she will be alone If you make the wrong step, your life will be bumpy.In the past, I always envied other people's lives, but after I got it, I realized that life is like drinking water, knowing whether it is warm or cold.

Those things that I envy are not necessarily good, but they are things that I have never gotten, and I always want to grab them with all my strength. After I get them, everything changes.

Thinking of this, it is easy to suddenly feel that I am probably really drunk. Thinking about these things on a beautiful night makes my mood even more depressed.

She didn't want to spend her life passively, but for some reason, at nights like this, she always felt more melancholy, as if she was dissatisfied, and also... fearful.

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　In fact, this chapter is also about many people around me

　　Including some of my thoughts

　　Every age group may have downturns

　　Especially late at night, there will be many ideas and uncertainties in my mind
　　……

　　
　
(End of this chapter)