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Chapter 586 The Buddha Says All Beings Are Equal
She knew very well how cruel it was for a child without a mother's love. It was precisely because of her own lack and because she became a mother that when she looked at Xuanxuan, Rong Yi didn't want her to become like herself.

When she first became Xuanxuan's godmother, Rong Yi told herself that she must make Xuanxuan feel maternal love. Every child in this world is clean and lovely. They are born without sin and they should be loved and cared for.

In fact, it is the adults who are guilty. Since they cannot raise this child properly, why are they so selfish and bring her into this world?
The child is innocent.

Rong Yi said: "Mother-in-law, you don't need to thank me. I just don't want to leave too many regrets for Xuanxuan in her childhood. I don't want her to grow up without knowing what love is. She doesn't have a mother. This is God." I took away her most precious thing, and since I can compensate her, I want to do my best to make her live a happy life."

"..."

"This is not only what I want to do for her as a godmother, but also what I want to do for her as myself. It is a fate that I met her and my mother-in-law. Xuanxuan is cute, smart, and cautious. It reminds me of myself when I was a child. It’s funny to say that I have a mother, but my mother has been unwilling to love me since I was a child. I am an open-minded person, but I still feel resentful about these things. I know what it feels like not to be able to get, so I want to let Xuanxuan get it as much as possible, so that she will have no regrets in the future. Sometimes when I look at my children, they are well-dressed and well-fed, living in pampering, and then I look at Xuanxuan and I think, In fact, God is unfair. The fate he gives to every child is different. I know it is unfair and I am angry about it, but I know that there is nothing I can do to change it. But what is right in front of me, I can change Yes, I want to change.”

Rong Yi's eyes were hot and shining, and every word she spoke shocked Granny Bai, making her admire this lady's sincerity even more.

Although she is young, she is transparent in everything. She is sensible and understands human feelings. She has qualities that are rare in the world. Her humanity seems to be shining.

The Buddha said that all living beings are equal, but in fact, people are born unequal. Some people are born in a nest of gold and silver. They are born either rich or noble. They are superior to others. They step on the heads of the lower class without feeling guilty.Some people are born in a grass nest. As soon as these people are born, they may put their heads on the ground and let others step on them. It feels very painful, but they have to endure it no matter how painful it is, because they have nowhere to talk.

In this world of power, the children of princes and nobles have a head start as soon as they are born. They do not have to work very hard, they can inherit their father's title, receive a salary, and live a happy life.

For poor children, the imperial examination has become a relatively fair thing for them. They have to study hard for ten years, or even more, to change their destiny with the imperial examination. But sometimes, those who have no power, One day, if you get on the list and succeed in the scientific examination, you will inevitably become a foil to those young men who were born into wealthy families, and they will still be inferior to them.

This is the world, cruel and true.

Doesn’t it mean that all living beings are equal?But in fact, in many cases there is never equality. The so-called equality is only the equality of one class and one class. If it spans classes, equality is an illusory thing.

Rong Yi hates this kind of world, but she... can't change it. She can only do small things to express her protest silently.

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In the afternoon, a person came that Rong Yi did not expect. To be precise, it was a message that Rong Yi did not expect.

Shu Yong came to Changliu and said, "Madam, Mr. Fu has just arrived. He would like to ask Madam to go home when he has time."

Dad usually has nothing to do and will never take the initiative to come to the palace. After hearing the news, Rong Yi's first reaction was not very good. She asked: "Did my dad say anything? Didn't he ask you to bring anything else?"

Shu Yong shook his head and said: "Not really, but it looks like Mr. Fu has something on his mind."

Rong Yi paused, frowned slightly, took a deep breath, and said, "I understand."

Shu Yong then retreated.

Not everyone can come to the palace if they want, and send messages inside if they want. Dad has been the general manager of the Qin mansion for so long, how could he not know this?
Normally he would never come to Rong Yi, but this time there must be something important, otherwise... But what important matter would it be?

Rong Yi couldn't guess that Rong Yi was a little upset when she thought that there might be trouble at home.

When the master came back in the evening, Rong Yi couldn't help it and told him the matter immediately. After Jiang Shunxiao heard about it, he only said: "Then you can go back tomorrow. It's just that I have a lot of work tomorrow. I can’t go back with you.”

Being able to go back was already a big surprise for Rong Yi. Although I couldn't accompany her, when he happily promised that she could go back to her parents' home, Rong Yi was happy in her heart.

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The next day, Rong Yi got up early, took Aman and Xinrui with her without her children, and was about to go home. Before she went out, she ran into Changqing...

She usually doesn't come so early.

Rong Yi was a little surprised, but since people were already here, it was hard for her to chase them away. However, Chang Qing saw that she was going out, so she took the initiative to ask.

Rong Yi had no choice but to say: "I have agreed to go home today."

Hearing the news, Changqing didn't seem surprised at all, and just asked: "Are you homesick? Why do you suddenly want to go back?"

Rong Yi had no intention of lying to her, so she said, "Something seems to have happened at home. I want to go back and take a look."

Changqing wanted this answer, so he immediately said: "In that case, let me go back with you. If something happens at home, you won't be able to handle it alone. I can help you a little bit by your side." .”

After saying that, without waiting for Rong Yi to refute, she added: "Although it is not polite to come to the door, Rong Yi, your home is my home, and your family's troubles are my family's troubles. I think we are like this Now that we’re familiar with it, you probably won’t mind, right?”

Rong Yi originally wanted to refuse, but Chang Qing's words gave her no reason to refuse. Any further refusal would hurt her.

There was something going on at home, so it would have been inappropriate to take her back, but she was so sincere, and she meant what she said, so it would be unkind not to take her.

Helpless, Rong Yi compromised and returned home with Chang Qing.

Along the way, Rong Yi said little. She didn't know what happened to her father, and she kept thinking about it. Fortunately, Chang Qing didn't disturb her thoughts. She was very quiet sitting next to her, with only bulging eyes. It was spinning around, not knowing what little calculation it was making.

She had "calculated" Rong Yi in her words. Although it was not good, Chang Qing did not regret it. After all, at this time, there was nothing more important than letting Rong Yi willingly take her home with him.

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　Good night everyone, sweet dreams~
　　
　
(End of this chapter)