rich concubine

Chapter 718 What is lost and found is always particularly precious
Both the brother and sister were silent. Speaking of which, they were born from the same mother, and their love journey was equally bumpy. One could not get love, and the other could not get it, but it would be better to lose it.

Why do we not get what we love with our hearts?

Why, what we strive for never belongs to us.

Instead, he will be exhausted, bruised, disheartened, and lose confidence in relationships.

We love equally passionately and with great intentions, but why can’t we get what we love and want in our hearts?

Qin Dailong sighed deeply. She looked at her brother with blurred vision.

After an unknown amount of time, Qin Yun raised his head and looked at his sister, who was slowly calming down. After thinking about it, he still felt that some things needed to be said clearly, so he took advantage of this time to say them clearly.

When she came into contact with his deep eyes, Qin Dailong seemed to realize something. Her eyes dodge slightly, but she knew her brother's temper well and knew that she couldn't escape this time.

Sure enough, he said: "What are your plans when you come back this time?"

Qin Dailong was slightly stunned, and said honestly: "I know that I have done something wrong, and I don't dare to ask for anything else. I just ask my parents and brother to forgive me for being young and ignorant, even if...for the sake of the child. "

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"I know I have no shame in going home, but... I can't bear to let my child suffer from childhood with me. Since I gave birth to her, I have to be responsible for her future."

Qin Yu's brows relaxed, he nodded, and said: "The child is innocent. She is a descendant of my Qin family, so she naturally deserves the best upbringing."

After saying that, he looked at his sister's haggard and sallow face and asked, "I heard that women always escape from the gate of hell. Were you afraid when you gave birth to Ningning?"

Are you scared……

This was the first time she heard someone care about her issue since she resolutely followed Chen Yucong and left.

Everyone else said that it was natural for a woman to give birth to a child, but no one asked her if she was afraid.

Qin Dailong bit her lower lip and held back her tears, her eyes sparkling with tears as she said, "How could I not be afraid? It took me two days to give birth to Ning Ning. If I hadn't had the experienced sister-in-law next door to take care of me, Now, my daughter may be born without her mother."

Qin Yun's heart twitched, and he heard her say again: "Only when you raise a child do you know how kind your parents are. After giving birth to a child, I remembered all the things I did when I was a child, and I missed my mother even more. She almost died when she gave birth to me... From then on, I No matter how difficult it is to have a child, I begin to regret saying goodbye to my parents in this way. Sometimes I really feel that I have brought it upon myself. I gave up my glory and wealth, but betrayed everything and ended up with this."

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"Brother, to tell you the truth, many times, I wanted to jump into the river with my child in my arms. I felt that life was hopeless, and I regretted that I had taken it upon myself to bring Ning Ning into this unknown world. I wanted to die alone. But I don’t want to leave Ning Ning alone in this world. If she doesn’t have me, what will happen to her in the future?”

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"But... I couldn't do it. Several times, I wanted to strangle her to death and then commit suicide. But every time I saw her smiling at me, I felt that I was not worthy of being a mother... I was already so selfish that I had to take her with me. When the world comes, do we have to decide her life and death selfishly again?"

The more he spoke, the more he burst into tears. Qin Yu felt as if a big stone was weighing on his heart. He hugged his sister and said in a trembling voice: "What nonsense are you talking about! Are you not even afraid of death? Are you going to come back to see your parents?"

Qin Dailong became more and more fragile, especially when she carried her brother into her arms. The strength that she had held on for so long disappeared. She helplessly grabbed the skirt of her brother's chest, recalling those desperate days, like a drowning person. , desperately trying to grab the life-saving straw, but the current was so fast that it seemed that it would swallow him up in the next second.

It was hard for her to imagine that if it weren't for Ning Ning, would she have been repenting in the underworld now?

The brother and sister hugged each other and cried for a while, then Qin Dailong sat up, wiped the tears from his face, and heard him ask: "What about the future? What do you want to do?"

Qin Dailong was slightly stunned and said: "I don't want to think about anything else now. I just want to accompany my child and raise her to grow up." Qin Yun's eyes darkened slightly: "Don't plan to look for her again?"

Qin Dailong struggled slightly in her eyes. She was silent for a while, smiled at him, and said: "Brother, my parents used to order me to be a matchmaker, but I gave up on it myself. Now, I don't want to worry about it anymore." In this regard, I should also pay the price for the wrong things I have done. How can people like me be happy? I just didn’t think about it temporarily. I thought about it on the way back to Beijing with my children. For the rest of my life, I only want Ning Ning."

It is impossible for people to adjust their mentality and thoughts quickly after experiencing a major change. Qin Yu knew this, so naturally he would not analyze it with her with a set of principles.

He just said: "The Qin family will always have a mouthful of food for you and your children. Even if you never marry, the Qin family can only support Dailong. Even if you have done something wrong, it does not mean that you do not deserve happiness. The Qin family Your daughter is something no one outside can ask for. If one day you let go of your worries, your parents and brother will definitely find a good marriage for you and will not treat you and Ning Ning badly."

Listening to her brother's words, Qin Dailong was extremely moved.

This is a family that thinks about themselves and their children. Even if they make mistakes, they will be tolerant and understanding.

What is lost and found is always particularly precious.

After speaking, Qin Yu paused for a while, and then said: "There is no possibility for you and my cousin anymore. We will find an explanation for this matter this time. From now on, you will still be the Miss of the Qin family, and my cousin will just cousin."

He simply told her what Qin Dailong's mother did when she "died". Qin Dailong was silent for a long time and said, "Is that so? No wonder... I wrote to him, but he didn't want to pay attention to me. .”

It turns out that he and I have no relationship by marriage a long time ago.

Qin Yu sighed slightly and said: "In the future, you should not meet him again. He has a new life. You should also have your own life. Not disturbing each other is the last dignity left for yourself."

Qin Dailong's face was bitter, she nodded and said: "I know that I have no shame to see him again, but when I come back, I always have the mentality of giving it a try. I thought that maybe it would be the same as before, even if Regardless of the wedding, I am also his cousin. Now it seems that I was too naive. It was obvious that I did something wrong and I still wanted him to lower his head and take me back..."

He looked at his brother's gloomy expression and thought of Rong Yi. She sighed secretly and said, "Don't worry, I won't do anything annoying again, let alone destroy their peaceful life."

After a long pause, Qin Yu said "hmm", and the brother and sister fell into a strange silence.

Qin Yu has selfish motives, not only for Qin Dailong, but also for Rong Yi.

He had finally managed to live a stable life in the palace now. If Qin Dailong suddenly appeared at this time, it would be a big blow to her.

But Qin Yun didn't know that his younger sister had plotted against Rong Yi many times, and now even she felt embarrassed to force Rong Yi to retreat due to the past master-servant affection.

Speaking of which, Qin Dailong's initial mistake made Rong Yi successful, but ruined herself.

Now that I think about it, it's really boring. I don't know if I should be happy for Rong Yi's today or sad for her own ending.

She had also thought that if she had never acted like a monster, never believed in Chen or Cong, and had stayed on her own terms after making the engagement with her cousin, married smoothly, and been a virtuous wife, she would have been living a good life now. Are you admiring the flowers at Yingyanyuan?

If she could do it again, she would definitely not make this choice.

It's a pity that there are never ifs in life, only consequences and results.

Sometimes she would be jealous of Rong Yi, especially when she knew that she had twins, a son and a daughter, who had received all the pampering and gained all the dignity, she felt that she was both angry and funny.

It seemed that everything that originally belonged to her was pushed out by her own hands. Who can blame her now?
Speaking of which, the man she despised at the beginning was because of her own selfish motives and wanted to push Rong Yi to him, which prompted them. At the time, she probably never thought that Rong Yi would be so much better than herself today. .

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(End of this chapter)