rich concubine

Chapter 786 Her Eyes
Aunt Lin was indeed the most capable old man around the eldest princess, and everything she said touched her heart.

Others say it is difficult to be a mother, but it is even harder to be the mother of others. All stepmothers in this world will be preceded by the word "vicious and terrible". How many stepmothers are praised by others?
The stepmother is not a good person. If she is strict, she is said to be child abuse, but if she is loose, she is said to be indulgent. No matter how she takes care of the child, in the eyes of others, the biological mother will not be sincere, but in fact, it does not matter what others say. Woolen cloth?The most important thing is actually what the husband thinks. If the husband is not at ease about handing over his first wife's child to his step-wife, that will really hurt his step-wife's heart, and it will also give rise to the four words "evil stepmother".

In fact, before marrying Jiang Yimin, no one told Meng Simin that he had an eldest son. Even if she married him, she would probably feel more wronged. In addition, his first wife was so outstanding and had influence on the royal family. Well, even though I am the eldest princess, if I marry him, in the eyes of others, I may be compared with the late wife.

As soon as you get married, you become a step-brother, and you also have to face the eldest son of your first wife. Who can say that even a princess can suppress her at the beginning?
When she was young, she didn't think much about things. She thought she liked marrying him and would be happy to be with him and marry him. But at that time, how could she know that after getting married, she was still not from the Jiang family and had no one? Treating her as a member of this family, Ronghuayuan is like her eldest princess's mansion, giving her the illusion of being alone.

At the beginning, she also thought about how to help her husband after getting married, how to love her eldest son, and make up for his lack of maternal love. Even when she was a girl, she had compared herself with his mother, and even envied her, but those were from their generation. Things, death is like a lamp going out, people are gone, what do you have to worry about?

What she had thought about was to be good to Jiang Shunxiao and treat him as her own child...

But she didn't know that she was married to Jiang Yimin, but she could never fall into his heart. He respected her and never talked to her. In her opinion, it seemed like he was defensive. No matter how busy he was, he would personally teach his children, and he would let them The child came to pay his respects and give her the dignity of the mistress, but he never allowed the child to get close to him. Meng Simin knew clearly in his heart that he did not want Jiang Shunxiao to have a mother-child relationship with him. In his heart, he was not as good as Qin Lanqiu, nor could he be compared to Qin Lanqiu. She is not worthy to be Jiang Shunxiao's mother.

She was not always so cold and aloof. There were times when she wanted to live a good life. She watched how Jiang Shunxiao was being tempered by Jiang Yimin. No matter how good the food was, the energy was still low. She also quietly After asking around, I knew that Jiang Yimin had high expectations for Jiang Shunxiao, but he didn't want to give him full arrangements every day. How could a child of only ten years old accept such high-intensity arrangements all at once?

She, who was not yet a mother at the time, felt distressed when she saw such a child, so she exempted him from greeting him every day and let him sleep more in the morning.

A man would not understand the tenderness she once had, and a man might have forgotten it long ago.

She also tried to get close to Jiang Shunxiao, but the husband she loved with all her heart was on guard against her. How could she not be disappointed?

Later, when she became pregnant, her lonely life suddenly gained focus, and she slowly shifted her focus from the father and son to herself.

Since he didn't want his son to be close to him, then she gave birth to him herself, right?
After Jiang Shunxiao was born, Meng Simin, who had already become a mother, had experienced both the bitterness and the sweetness, and finally started to plan for her son.

Due to her husband's indifference and lack of relationship with her eldest son, Meng Simin had to plan for her children. She knew that her husband was cold-hearted in treating her and was not sincere. How could she expect him to be sincere to her children? Well, thinking about it this way, this is what happened next.

After she stopped taking things seriously, she separated from her role as wife and stepmother, and it became much easier to do things and she also had reasons.

However, it was heartbreaking after all. Sometimes Meng Simin knew that her thoughts and actions were wrong, but she just couldn't control herself.

She had regretted that Qin Lanqiu had left early, just when he was about to enjoy happiness, but now that she thought about it, she was the one who was pitiful.

Recalling all the past events, it was like a thorn stuck in her throat, making it painful to swallow. Her eyes flickered and she said, "Many feelings have faded over the years. I haven't paid enough attention to the Jiang family and his son." Really? Now that he wants to get close to him, he comes to get close to him, and I have to accept it? "

Who will repay the hardships she endured in her youth?
Nanny Lin said: "But Your Highness, it's been so long. If you don't let go, you will still be the one to suffer in the future. Young Master Xiao was young and couldn't tell right from wrong. In addition, he lost his mother when he was young. Poor thing, now that he has grown up and has his own ideas, if he comes to get close to you, he must know that what he did in the past was wrong. Why do you want to vent your anger on a child?" Meng Simin: "..."

"And Mrs. Fu, you have met countless people, and you must have seen that she is different from those foxy people. She seems to be a person who really wants to live her life. I have been following you for a long time, how can I not see what you are thinking? You don't If you don’t hate her, why not try to accept her?”

"No, I hate her tightness!" Meng Simin said, her eyes darkening.

Grandma Lin was stunned for a moment, and after thinking about the reason, she had no choice but to say: "But what His Highness said to her just now, wasn't it because he had some expectations for her? In the eyes of this slave, this Madam Fu is a courageous person. Maybe, she is what she says."

Meng Simin: "..."

It is very difficult for a person to change the fixed thinking that has been fixed for many years, especially for a person as noble as the eldest princess. She is a golden person, but she has also endured a lot of pain that others can't even imagine.

She has lived a really ugly life. Who else in the capital has lived such an undignified life than her?The home is not like home, the husband is not like husband, and the son is not considerate...

Even dead people have to torture her.

She knew in her heart that she hated Fu Rongyi just because her features were so similar to Qin Lanqiu's. The difference was that she was not as heroic and aggressive as Qin Lanqiu, nor did she have such an arrogant look, nor was she so confident and complacent. It was the gentleness, humility and respect in her eyes that made Meng Simin feel strange.

In her memory, Qin Lanqiu never had that kind of look, that kind of look with a hint of humility and caution. When she looked at herself, she always looked calm, and her temperament could also be seen in her eyes.

She hates her eyes, her confidence, and her arrogant attitude...

Everyone knew that the late Mrs. Huaishan was buried in Prince Anning's heart, but no one knew that her voice, appearance, and smile remained in his mind, and would come out to torture her from time to time...

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