rich concubine

Chapter 803: Scandalous things that can only be told to him
Seeing that she was speechless, Jiang Shunyi didn't rush to ask, but sat beside her and waited quietly.

When Ruyi came back to her senses and went to look at him again, she found him sitting next to her. She put down her hand and suddenly felt a strange feeling. She swallowed, and while she was still thinking about how to speak, a glass of water was handed to her. When she arrived in front of her, she looked over and saw Jiang Shunyi curling up the corners of her mouth and said, "Are you thirsty after coming all the way here?"

His voice was soft and soft, as if he had magic power. Maybe it was because he was so pleasing to the eye every time he saw him. Ruyi was a little dazed. He slowly took the glass of water and took a sip, moistening his throat before speaking. Thanks.

Jiang Shunyi looked at her. She seemed to have lost some weight compared to the last time he saw her. He frowned slightly and asked, "Didn't you eat well at home?"

Ruyi was stunned for a moment, feeling a little uncomfortable when she saw him staring straight at her face, so she just lowered her head and said "hmm".

"Why don't you eat well? You have lost weight."

Ruyi didn't look at him, her eyes suddenly became obscure and unreadable.

Seeing her like this, Jiang Shunyi's eyes darkened, and he blamed himself a little, and asked in a low voice: "Are you still thinking about that incident?"

Ruyi's eyes trembled fiercely, and she couldn't raise her head even more when she was asked like this. The two of them had never talked about this matter in person. Now that they mentioned it so suddenly, she was really caught off guard. She just shook her head and said : "No, it's just that I have no appetite."

But in Jiang Shunyi's ears, it was better not to explain. It was simply an excuse to save his face. For a moment, he felt extremely guilty. Although he was not a woman, how could he not know that for women, the word "clean reputation" means a clean reputation? How important is it?Some women would die for these four words, and she had lost something so important, how could she let it go so quickly?Even if she wants to take responsibility, for her, what she loses can never come back. She is still a girl who has not left the court. She is a well-educated daughter. If something like this happens, she will not blame herself. It will be depressing. Considering that I have experienced something like this, it would be a problem if I were the same as those who had nothing to do.

It was precisely because he could understand and think clearly that Jiang Shunyi blamed herself even more. He knew in his heart that maybe his responsibility was a kind of self-evasion for her, so she kept struggling and torturing herself.

But in fact, Ruyi didn't think as much as he did. Her poor appetite was no lie. She really couldn't eat and became sick with worry, which was why she lost weight. As for the reason, it had something to do with that incident, but it had something to do with Jiang Shun. It had nothing to do with it. It was just that after she returned home to Pingyang, she discovered that there was something wrong with her body and her menstruation had not returned.
Ever since she had her menstruation, she had always been on the same day every month, but this time, it had been a long time coming.
She didn't dare to tell her mother about this, let alone ask a doctor to take a look. If anything was found, she would really not be able to survive.

Although he chased after him, it didn't mean that the two of them could be together. There were too many factors in reality that made the two of them breathless. They were destined to be destined but not destined to be separated. That match was just a match. Dream, wake up from the dream, nothing can be done.

Of course she would care, but it was not as serious as Jiang Shunyi thought, because for her, it was him who was the one who saved her. If someone else had saved her, she might not have been able to survive long ago.

How much she liked her once, how lucky she was at that time. She did not blame Jiang Shunyi, but felt sorry for him. He was a good person, so even if he had no feelings for her, he would be responsible, but she was already satisfied and contented. , why bother to be that selfish person and waste his life?
Ruyi took a deep breath, glanced at him out of the corner of her eye, and felt a lump in her throat. She knew that such a good man would not belong to her, and he deserved better.

After being silent for a long time, Ruyi opened his mouth and said, "Thank you for the poetic thing. If you hadn't been so considerate, I wouldn't know what to do now."

Jiang Shunyi said hurriedly: "This is what I should do. Your business is my business. Although I don't like her, she is your sister after all." After hearing this, Ruyi raised her eyes and looked at him. For some reason, She actually felt like she wanted to cry. She thought of what was going on at home, and it was hard to calm down. She said in a hoarse voice: "Do you know why she suddenly ran out today?"

Jiang Shunyi shook his head, and when he saw her serious expression, he knew that things would not be that simple.

Ruyi said: "Because she knew a secret and ran away when she couldn't bear it anymore. This secret was shocking enough. I couldn't believe it when I knew it. I didn't know that I didn't know."

As she spoke, she suddenly collapsed. These things these days made her breathless, as if she was carrying a heavy shell. Every step she took was extremely difficult. Where could she see the sun tomorrow?

She tried her best to chase the sun, but she couldn't catch up.
When she cried, Jiang Shunyi panicked. He was at a loss. Seeing her covering her face and crying, he patted her back stiffly and said softly: "Don't cry. Tell me what happened and I will help you find a solution." .”

Ruyi shook her head desperately and said: "How can you help me with this kind of thing? No one can help me, and I can never go back to the past. Everything is fake."

What she said was unclear and she was crying like this. Jiang Shunyi looked worried and asked directly: "Tell me what is going on first? I don't know how to find a solution?"

Ruyi looked at him with red eyes and said: "I don't have a home anymore. I can never go back to before. Only now do I know that the peace in my family these years was only achieved by stepping on the bones of others!"

Jiang Shunyi had never seen her look so helpless, and he tasted something unusual in her words. He frowned and asked, "Can you talk to me?"

Ruyi burst into tears and took a deep breath. How could she express such a family scandal?But if she didn't say it, she would be suffocated to death. He was the only one who could say it.
Ruyi looked at him, sniffed, wiped away her tears, and said: "I always thought that my mother preferred poetry because she was smarter and more articulate than me. But now I know that she is cruel to poetry no matter how good she is. , she deliberately cultivated Shiyi into an uneducated and vicious person, she taught Shiyi so many insidious methods, and she has been harming her all the time!"

Jiang Shunyi didn't understand. Why?Doesn’t everyone say that my aunt is virtuous and treats the daughter of a concubine as if she were her own?

Ruyi continued: "My mother killed Shiyi's mother! Her kindness to Shiyi was not compensation. She did it for her father and me. Just because my father didn't love her, she fell in love with Shiyi's biological mother, and my mother..."

What she said was confusing, but she said everything that needed to be said. No matter how slow Jiang Shunyi was, he understood it at this time. His eyes glazed over for a moment. He never thought that such a thing would happen in Ruyi's home. He had always liked it. My aunt is actually such a scheming person.

(End of this chapter)