rich concubine

Chapter 813 Dreaming of Her
How important is it to build up one's mind when asking an originally independent person to rely on another person?I used to be alone, but suddenly one day, there was someone beside me who couldn't be ignored. The feeling was really different.

Whatever I do, I will think of him, and there are memories of him everywhere.

He has been gone for so long, and he has not even sent back a letter. The past half a month seems like a lot, but it is really a long time.

The situation outside was grim, and she didn't know how he was doing outside or whether it would be dangerous.

In the past, when people were around, I felt uneasy. Now that I can't see people, I feel even more panicked.

Seeing the worry on Madam's face, Xinrui explained: "Madam, please don't worry too much. I am a general and the battlefield belongs to him. In those ten years, I have never lost a battle! I am very capable, so Madam can rest assured." Bar."

Rong Yi sighed, but said: "Yes, he is so powerful. He has ten years of experience, but why does he, who never loses a battle, stay away for ten years?"

Xinrui was stunned by the question. She looked at the lady blankly and said, "Because... Chitan is in trouble?"

Rong Yi nodded, his eyes darkened, and said: "I have fought many victorious battles, but the Chitan Kingdom has been able to deal with me for ten years. It can be seen that the opponent's military strength is very strong. Maybe it is bad luck. I met you on the battlefield, and they have only been in a stalemate for ten years, and now they are deliberately stirring up trouble..." Now it's not them, but mainly the prince of the former Qi Kingdom.

Rong Yi frowned. She knew it would not be easy for him to pass this time, but if she thought about it carefully, how could she feel at ease?

They have been fighting with me for ten years, and I know them well, so why don't they?Now, after only two or three years of rest, they are taking the initiative to cause trouble again. I'm afraid this time, what they want is...

Thinking of this, Rong Yi's heart suddenly stopped. Her eyes widened and her heart pounded.

For the people of Meng, Jiang Shunxiao is the patron saint and a strong wall. As long as he is around, there is nothing to worry about.

But for the people of Chitan Kingdom, isn’t this the same truth?Jiang Shunxiao is an unbreakable wall. Because of his presence, they can't break in, but what if this wall is pushed down?Without the "wall" in Meng, would it be...

Seeing that the lady's face was pale and she was covering her heart and unable to speak, Xinrui became anxious and asked, "My lady, is your heart not feeling well?"

Rong Yi looked at her hastily, shook her head in panic, her hand on the table started to tremble, she said hastily, "I'm afraid...their target is me."

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At night, Jiang Shunxiao, who was marching to the forest, was sitting under a tree. Lin Zhun came over and handed him a bottle of water. He took it without saying a word, raised his head and took a sip. The cool breeze had already dried the water on his face. Sweat, the only advantage of rushing in this weather is that you won’t get flustered by the heat.

Lin Zhun sat next to him, remained silent for a moment, and said, "I heard Hood crying last night."

Jiang Shunxiao was stunned for a moment, then asked: "For Cui Sheng?"

Lin Zhun nodded, feeling very depressed, and said: "I have never seen him cry, every time it is for Cuisheng, ha... The people he cherishes are well at home, but I don't know where my people are. Where can I cry?"

Jiang Shunxiao frowned slightly, looked at his sad eyes, and said, "This time, I should be able to see her."

Lin Zhun lowered his head, his eyes flashing slightly.

Jiang Shunxiao's heart was also heavy. Everyone knew that this time it would not be so easy. Everyone came with the determination to die.

In the past, for them, even if they died on the battlefield, it was because they were incompetent and failed to hold on, but they could still die with honor. None of them were afraid of fighting, and no one was afraid of losing their lives. They were just afraid of worries.Once I have concerns about them, I always feel uneasy when I go out, and I also become afraid of death, fearing that I will never have the chance to go back to see them again.

The wind blew the trees, and Lin Zhun raised his eyes to look at the general and said, "The general must be feeling more uncomfortable. My wife is pregnant again, but at this time..."

Jiang Shunxiao's heart sank. He took a deep breath, looked at the bright stars in the sky, and said: "How can I not be worried? She has never suffered or been wronged since she was with me. Now at this juncture, I can't be here She understands and doesn't complain about being with her, but for me, it's still a shame. The family is... just like that. What I'm afraid of is that she won't have a good life if I'm not here, and I'm afraid that she'll worry about me."

Hearing the last sentence, Lin Zhun's eyes flashed slightly and asked: "The general and the lady are now at peace with each other?"

Jiang Shunxiao said "Yeah", and the two of them were silent again for a while.

Later, when Jiang Shunxiao was about to go back to rest, Lin Zhun comforted him: "The general is fighting outside. I doubt anyone will bully your wife and children at this time. After all, we are a family."

Jiang Shunxiao paused and did not look back. He only patted him on the shoulder, laughed deeply and said, "I hope she will treat Rong Yi as a family member."

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After returning to the tent, Jiang Shunxiao lay down. He had traveled all day and night. He was the most tired now, but he couldn't sleep very well.

He has been traveling all day and night these days, but half a month has passed and he hasn't arrived yet, and he hasn't been able to send a letter back to Rong Yi. At this rate, I'm afraid he will be busy when he waits, and he doesn't know how she is at home. There is another one. There are few maids in the courtyard. Will there be insufficient manpower to serve them? Do the two little guys think about themselves? Will they not remember themselves when they go back...

The further away from home, the deeper the sadness becomes, especially after handing over your heart...

In the past, he was alone and could do whatever he wanted, but now, with a bond in his heart, he couldn't just leave. He left home that day and walked a long way. He knew that he couldn't see them when he looked back, but he still couldn't. When I turned around, it was cool all the way behind me.

He used to be a young man, but now he is a husband and a father, and the burden on his shoulders is not easy.

Jiang Shunxiao put his arms under his head. In the dark night, his dark eyes were deep. Sometimes he also thought that if he had taken an official career, now he would be sent to a distant place as an errand, and he could also take care of his family. His wife Having children by your side always brings comfort to your heart.

But the path he took was destined to separate him from his family.

If possible, he would like to take Rong Yi and the child with him so that he wouldn't feel uneasy when leaving.

He seemed to understand how his parents felt at the time. The feeling when the other half went out was uncomfortable, and the heaviness in the sweetness lay in this.

What is more important, family or country?
Why join the army?

Before falling asleep, these two questions suddenly came back to my mind. This night, I was destined to have a lovesickness dream.

I dreamed of her various appearances, when she was laughing, when she was shy, when she still couldn't help herself, when she looked at me with anger...

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　There will be another update later. Today’s extra update is over. I will resume the usual update tomorrow~

　　
　
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