On the wedding night, Concubine Doctor took two cute treasures and blew up the palace

Chapter 1117
Forgetting everything means that the joys and sorrows of the past, as well as the past that he once remembered in his heart, will all turn into clouds and cease to exist.

But past experience determines current cognition and determines a person's growth. He does not even exist in the past and will never be the original Gu Mohan.

Nan Wanyan was held tightly in his arms, close to his heartbeat. Listening to his calm analysis, she couldn't help but clench her fists and look firmly in her eyes.

"I know that this matter is inappropriate, and I also know that you have acted in the past. You are a good general and a good emperor, and you think about the people and the country."

"But have you ever thought that if the memory is gone, we can still create it again, but if the life is gone, it cannot be resurrected."

"Mo Han, please save your life first. When you get better, I can tell you about your previous experiences, and everyone can accompany you to start over and start over, okay?"

Do it all over again?

Gu Mohan pursed his thin lips, let go of her hand, and stared at Nan Wanyan with complicated eyes for a moment.

"Do you think you can really start over?"

"Wan Yan, people don't have a second life, and what they forget can never be remembered again. Even if I fall in love with you and the children again in the future, it won't be who I am today."

"I will not remember the years we shared joys and sorrows, nor will I remember all the people and things in the past. Gu Mohan, who has lost his memory, is full of unknowns. I am afraid that he will hurt your heart again, and I am also afraid that he will hurt everyone I don't want to hurt. .”

He was even more afraid that they wouldn't be able to get together. He was already a bit inferior to other people, and the past that hurt her was a stain on his life. If he lost his memory again, how could he have the confidence to start over with her again?

How could he compete with the dead Mo Yunming, Ye Qianfeng who stayed with her day and night and was sincere to her, or even Cheng Shuyuan, who could he compete with?

Nan Wanyan looked at Gu Mohan, who looked hesitant and complicated, and was suddenly speechless.

Speaking of which, she had also lost her memory once. On the day she consummated her marriage with him, she completely thought that she had just traveled through time and that the person who loved him dearly in the past was the original owner of Silly Baji, not Nan Wanyan, a woman of the new era.

It was like someone else's memory. Although it was always in her mind, it had never been her concern. He could love anyone. All she wanted to do was kick him and be beautiful alone.

People will change after forgetting everything. If they forget, can they really be the same as before?
Nan Wanyan's heart suddenly tightened, her eyes kept turning red, she bit her red lips and didn't speak for a long time.

Her delicate and pretty face looked extremely disappointed in the sunlight. Gu Mohan's face suddenly darkened, and he felt nervous.

He softened his tone, raised his hand to wipe the tears from the corners of her eyes, and said warmly.

"I'm sorry, it was me who was too fierce and didn't pay attention to my sense of propriety. Don't cry."

"I wasted your time today, and I will definitely make up for it a thousand times over, okay?"

However, today he spilled the juice and the amnesia water should be gone. She lost her way to save him.

Regardless of whether he can survive or whether there is a new way to save him, at least in the last period of time, he will treat her better than before.

Maybe, Gu Mohan can also become the second Mo Yunming, living in her heart endlessly...

Nan Wanyan raised her eyes and looked at him. His face was pale and his lips were bloodless. He looked like a porcelain doll that would break when touched. He had a strong sense of brokenness and morbidity.

Her eyes were complicated, and she lowered her head to wipe away her tears before reaching out to help him straighten his clothes.

"It's okay. It's my fault. I shouldn't hide it from you. Don't be angry anymore. You're not feeling well. Eat something and have a good rest. I still have something to deal with, so I won't accompany you. is you."

After that, she left the dormitory without waiting for his reply.

The moment she closed the door, she couldn't hold herself any longer. She leaned weakly on the door lintel, and her tears fell instantly, dripping to the ground.

She took a deep breath for a while, then stood firm and left in a hurry.In fact, there was no amnesia water in that glass of juice.

She was already wavering, but she knew this matter should be dealt with sooner rather than later, so she forced herself to calm down and deal with it. But after being bumped into by Yun Heng, it was hard for her to muster the courage and she was not willing to let go now.

After all, she and Gu Mohan had really missed a lot along the way to get to where they are today.

Thinking back to the time when she "travelled" over on her wedding night and stayed in the cold courtyard, thinking about how to run away with her baby every day.

Another day when he was running away, he caught him, and they became entangled with each other from then on. They were happy enemies.

They have experienced so many obstacles between them, so many difficult-to-resolve gaps between husband and wife, and they have almost dealt with them.

It took a lot of effort to get through it until now, and it seemed that we could get back together again, but now...

In the past, she was willing to let him forget, because she hated him and didn't want to entangle and torture each other.

Now she couldn't let go. No one could let the person they loved forget everything, so she thought about feeding him something to drink at night, spending time with him during the day, and leaving more beautiful memories.

In this way, even if he forgot, it was enough for her to remember. Unexpectedly, Gu Mohan found out and exposed it, and they even had a quarrel about it.

How will I take this medicine in the future?
When Gu Mohan saw Nan Wanyan leaving, he eagerly wanted to catch up with her.

But he suddenly became weak, his chest hurt, and he was finally forced to sit down.

Forget it, we just finished the quarrel, let's calm down.

He closed his eyes and took a deep breath for a while. When he opened his eyes again, he saw the mess all over the ground and couldn't help but tighten his lips.

Dragging his extremely tired and uncomfortable body, he wiped away the remaining juice on the floor, picked up the broken porcelain pieces one by one, and piled them on the table.

After cleaning up, he looked at the food Nan Wanyan cooked for him and picked up the chopsticks, but he was still in a daze and couldn't calm down.

At this moment, the palace door was pushed open by someone, and then, a snow-white figure broke into Gu Mohan's sight.

Gu Mohan frowned slightly, "What are you doing here?"

Ye Qianfeng walked towards Gu Mohan. He tossed and turned last night and couldn't sleep. Today he wanted to come to Gu Mohan to ask a question. Unexpectedly, he heard Gu Mohan and Nan Wanyan arguing as soon as he arrived.

He quietly retreated to the side, not eavesdropping, but he didn't expect to see Nan Wan Yan leave with red eyes soon, and Gu Mohan didn't chase her out, which made him feel uncomfortable.

So he entered the dormitory. Unexpectedly, Nan Wanyan left in tears, but Gu Mohan was still eating like a normal person.

Ye Qianfeng's face suddenly darkened, he snatched the bowls and chopsticks from Gu Mohan's hand and placed them heavily on the table.

Gu Mohan raised his eyebrows and glanced at Ye Qianfeng. Ye Qianfeng's tall and straight figure was like a jade tree, and his light brown eyes stared at him sharply, condescendingly.

But Ye Qianfeng's handsome and fair face actually had a somewhat familiar feeling, just like Mo Yunming looked at him before.

Gu Mohan was a little unhappy for a moment, "What are you doing?"

Ye Qianfeng sneered, "You made the princess cry so angry, how can you still have the nerve to eat her cooking?"

(End of this chapter)