Chapter 98 The Lonely Beast

Chapter 98

Tell her your dark thoughts.

Feng Zhan said: "Are you afraid of me?"

"..." Nie Fuyao looked at him calmly and said, "Have you heard a sentence?"

"what?"

"Filial piety is the first of all good deeds, but the heart does not care about deeds. A poor family has no filial son. The most evil thing is sexual immorality. When it comes to deeds, the heart does not matter. When it comes to heart, there will never be a perfect person."

Seeing him lowering his eyebrows in deep thought, Nie Fuyao said, "It's from "Night Talk Around the Firehouse"."

"A saint does not care about his heart when he talks about his deeds. There is no saint in the world when it comes to his heart. If a person controls the dark side of his heart and does not act on it, he is not a bad person."

"So..." I raised my hand and picked up a piece of soft tofu for him, "I'm not afraid of you."

"Besides, I define myself as a 'person', not a 'good person'. The dark side of my heart may not be less than yours, but I rarely think about it."

It is worth mentioning that Nie Fuyao does not have many friends.

The environment in which she grew up and the convenience brought by her talent made her unable to endure any injustice.

To put it nicely, it means being frank and unsophisticated; at worst, it means being arrogant and ignorant of etiquette.

She has a favorite job and a family background that supports her "unsophisticatedness".

Most people cannot bear her temper.

Coming into this body, she had to restrain her temper.

Not because of "sophistication", but a kind of "panic" that she deliberately ignored.

Her subconscious kept reminding her that she did not belong to this world.

There is a saying in "The Analects of Confucius·Ji Shi" that once you have come, you will be at ease.

Back finger, now that you are here, you should feel at ease.

We all know the truth, but in a strange world, there are only a few people who can do it.

Everything has to start from scratch, and you even have to hide your original character. That is a kind of pain that you cannot express.

She came here in her sleep, not as a resurrected corpse after death.

Why is it her?
Why?
As a social species, humans need to share.

Be it joy or pain.

All the emotions were accumulated in her heart, and she was afraid that sooner or later she would go crazy.

Nie Fuyao discovered something terrible.

There was a beast locked deep inside her.

A silent, lonely beast that can only roar silently.

Feng Zhan's heart was trembling.

It even gave rise to a fear that he couldn't understand.

A similar kind of breath made his heart ache and almost convulsed.

"Fuyao, what are you afraid of?" he asked unconsciously.

Nie Fuyao: "..."

Warm palms covered the back of her hands.

Feng Zhan's voice had an imperceptible tremor as he repeated softly: "What are you afraid of?"

"I'm afraid of the impermanence of life, the aging of time, the deepest secrets hidden in my heart, and the fact that my death... is worthless."

Feng Zhan: "...are you kidding?"

"It's good to know." Nie Fuyao grinned, "Let's eat, I still have to work."

**
"Are you really not planning to get married again?" Cheng Lang rarely had time to spare, so he went to Yunhuang Entertainment to chat with Nie Lingchuan.

Nie Lingchuan shook his head, "I already have a daughter."

"That said." Cheng Lang sighed, "Now this kid has really become your shield."

"She is the bloodline of me and Xiao Wutong, not a shield." Nie Lingchuan solemnly declared.

Cheng Lang raised his hands and surrendered, "Okay, okay, I can't speak in tune. But Brother Chuan, if you don't have sex for a long time, you don't need me to tell you the harm to your body, right?" Seeing that he didn't seem to be bothered by it, Cheng Lang held on. He raised his forehead and continued: "Did Yaoyao say that you would get married?"

"Said!" Nie Lingchuan let go of the signature pen, stood up, walked to the sofa next to him, sat down, and poured himself a cup of coffee. "I know what she was thinking. She just thought that I suddenly had such a daughter, and she would do something for it. She felt it was unfair to me to make sacrifices."

"She used the reason that she was an adult and said that she would not hinder my married life. But in my opinion, no matter how lightly she said it, she essentially felt that she could live a good life even without relying on me."

Nie Lingchuan frowned, hiding the loneliness in his eyes.

"To put it bluntly, it's not that Yaoyao can't live without me, but that I can't let her go."

"When reorganizing a family, friction is inevitable. Instead of dealing with conflicts in the future, it is better to nip them in the cradle in the first place."

"I owe her 18 years."

Yaoyao said that he didn't owe her, but Nie Lingchuan didn't think so.

"In your current state, it is almost impossible to marry far away." Cheng Lang said.

Nie Lingchuan raised his eyebrows, "Not almost, but definitely. I won't let Yaoyao marry far away."

**
Outside the window, there was snow flying in the sky.

This is the biggest snowfall since the beginning of winter in Beijing.

The biting cold wind whistled through the building, and the glass made a buzzing sound in the cold wind.

In the laboratory, Professor Cheng's cheeks were flushed, like a beautiful little girl who had met her sweetheart.

The experimental data of 5G has come out, and Nie Fuyao has also made changes and adjustments to existing mobile phones.

Seeing the 5G logo at the top of the screen, they downloaded something before, and the speed was unimaginable.

"Xiao Nie, oops..." Professor Cheng was so excited that he couldn't speak, and his fingers were trembling with nowhere to rest.

After lighting the lamp and boiling oil for several months, the results obtained were satisfactory. Within the scope of the laboratory, they went through many tests and finally lived up to their hard work.

Nie Fuyao leaned back in his chair, watching their happy faces, and his body gradually relaxed.

By the time she realized it, she was already asleep.

"Shh-"

Professor Cheng made a gesture of silence.

Zhao Yuxin took a thin blanket and covered her body.

"Professor, what's next?"

"You can take a vacation next, and then go back and prepare your thesis. Just leave it to me next year." Professor Cheng has not yet recovered from his excitement.

The faces of the three doctoral students turned pale.

This is really...

Life is impermanent.

Who would have thought that after working with a professor for several months, I would still be unable to escape the end of writing a thesis.

"That's not what we're asking. We just want to know when we can get to 5G."

After trying the high speed and silky smoothness brought by 5G, it seems a bit depressing to go back to 4G.

Especially when the signal is relatively weak, the small circles that keep rotating on the mobile phone screen are like a tight curse, which makes people have a headache.

"If nothing unexpected happens, it should be possible next year. It may be limited to the school. The better thing is that it is in this district." Professor Cheng took off his glasses and rubbed his hands. "It's getting late. Let's disband."

"What should I do about Professor Nie?" Zhao Yuxin asked.

Professor Cheng shook his head, "What can we do? Let him go home. He has already been on vacation and he is alone in the dormitory."

Nie Fuyao was woken up, and his thoughts were still a little scattered.

Until Zhao Yuxin's face came close.

"Professor Nie, please go home and rest."

"Well, thank you." She handed the information at hand to Professor Cheng and said, "Mr. Cheng, I'll leave the rest to you. I'll come back next year."

"Go back, go back, I'll send it to the institute tomorrow." Professor Cheng urged her to go home early.

Nie Fuyao called Xiao Liu and went back to the dormitory to sort out his things.

(End of this chapter)

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