When a top student turns into a bad student

Chapter 65 She will cherish the opportunity to live

Lin Jia suddenly wanted to visit his own cemetery, just to pay homage to the past, so that he could work harder in the present with more peace of mind.

After deciding to do this, Lin Jia asked Xue Bing if she knew where Lin Jia's grave was. She thought that since she was in B City, it would not be a waste of time to pay a visit to the top student she had never met.

Although Xue Bing was very puzzled by Lin Jia's insistence on getting to know Lin Jia, she did not stop her, but told Lin Jia very readily, and then reminded her, "You swear to me, you just went to see me, no He would do things to disturb my senior sister’s sleep!”

Lin Jia nodded without hesitation. What could she do to herself?She won't do anything. She just wants to give herself and Lin Jia a sense of ritual to bid farewell to the past and accept the present.

"If you want to go there someday, I'll ask Uncle Li to see you off. I won't go there." When he said this, Xue Bing still felt a little guilty, fearing that Lin Jia would ask her to accompany him, so he immediately said, "I will go there that day." I have to go out for something, it’s something very important.”

However, this extra sentence exposed Xue Bing's thoughts.

Seeing that Xue Bing's reaction was a bit abnormal, Lin Jia was a little curious and asked, "You seem to be afraid that I will ask you to go with me. Why, do you have any trouble with Senior Sister Lin?"

At least in Lin Jia's impression, she didn't remember that she had met Xue Bing, and it was even less likely that the two had any entanglements. It was just Xue Bing's reaction just now that made Lin Jia very curious if there was any story here.

When Xue Bing was asked this question by Lin Jia, she let out a long sigh and whispered, "Maybe you can't understand my feelings. It's okay to live in the shadow of my cousin since I was a child. As a result, my senior's parents... I still have a very good relationship with my parents. My parents often talk about my senior sister in front of me and ask me to study more with her."

"Although I admire my senior sister very much, compared with her since I was a child, I have been afraid to meet her and have a psychological shadow. In fact, when I was very young, I quite liked playing with my senior sister. She has a very good personality and is very friendly. I could recognize a lot of words when I was little, and would read story books to me, which was very good."

But no matter how good the senior was, she was compared so much by her family that Xue Bing couldn't help but feel a bit of resistance in her heart, and finally became a stranger.

After listening to what Xue Bing said about the past, Lin Jia finally remembered who Xue Bing was. She remembered that before the college entrance examination, her father told her that a sister she played with when they were young wanted her to help with her homework, and she agreed to come. Well, if I remember correctly, I should be tutoring Xue Bing.

Lin Jia was a little surprised to find out that she and Xue Bing had such a deep bond that her identity completely changed. The two were thousands of miles apart, but they finally met again.

Xue Bing seemed to have started talking, and then continued, "Actually, I regret it very much. My parents originally asked my uncle and aunt to make an appointment with my senior sister, saying that after her college entrance examination, she would come to my house to tutor me. She agreed, but in the end I do not want to."

Speaking of this, Xue Bing's eyes sparkled with tears and he continued, "It would be great if I had agreed at that time. If I had agreed, my senior sister would come to my house after the college entrance examination, and she would not have attended any class reunions, and there would have been no accidents... …”

Speaking of the latter part, Xue Bing's tears couldn't help but fall.

When something happened to Lin Jia, Xue's father and Xue's mother said several times that if Xue Bing had not been willful and agreed to let Lin Jia come to the house to make up lessons, maybe Lin Jia could have escaped.

Because of this, Xue Bing had a knot in his heart that he couldn't get rid of. Later, Xue Bing was taken to City C by Xue's father. Xue Bing did not completely resist, but also wanted to escape a little.

But now, Xue Bing couldn't hold back and told Lin Jia this.

Lin Jialian took out a tissue and handed it to Xue Bing, comforting, "This is none of your business. Don't feel guilty about it. Everyone may be destined to experience some disasters in life. Although she left, your fate is over. Maybe we will meet again in another time and space." For example, right now, she was in front of Xue Bing, but she appeared in another identity, but Xue Bing didn't recognize her.

Because Xue Bing's mood was a bit high at this time, Lin Jia did not continue to comfort her. After Xue Bing cried to herself for a while, when her mood stabilized, she suddenly asked Lin Jia, "Lin Jia, what do you think I am?" If I study hard, my senior sister won't blame me."

Although she didn't know why Xue Bing suddenly came to such a conclusion, Lin Jia nodded without hesitation. Xue Bing's guilt was entirely the result of her own worries.

But if this guilt can make Xue Bing work hard and grow into a better self, Lin Jia feels that it is nothing for her to tell a lie.

Seeing that Lin Jia also agreed with his idea, Xue Bing smiled slightly, then clenched his fists slightly, thinking to himself, then study hard. If he had corrected his attitude and studied hard, the senior sister might still be alive.

But since the accident happened, maybe all she can do is learn from her senior sister and be an excellent student.

In order to make Xue Bing study hard, Lin Jialian said, "If Senior Sister Lin knew that you were getting better and better, she would definitely be very happy. Although she is gone, if you can become the person she wants to be, It must be very gratifying.”

Xue Bing nodded seriously, and then asked Lin Jia, "Then Lin Jia, will you help me?"

Lin Jia made an OK gesture to Xue Bing without hesitation. In people's eyes, Lin Jia was gone, but since she had an adventure and could continue to live as Lin Jia, she could not waste such a wonderful period of time. trip.

If you can help more people with your own strength, this is also a very good thing.

In the past, Lin Jia, what she thought most about the meaning of life was to live up to the expectations of her parents, relatives and friends, the nurturing grace of her teachers, and to become a useful person who would benefit society in the future.

Now, Lin Jia feels that he can add one more meaning to life, which is to help the people around him as much as possible so that they can become better versions of themselves.

Although he is not a savior, it would be a great thing if he could be a turning point in someone else's life.

The conversation between the two ended and Xue Bing arrived at her destination. However, Xue Bing did not get out of the car in a hurry. Instead, he took out a small mirror and looked at his eyes repeatedly, asking Lin Jia if there were any signs of crying.

Although Lin Jia repeatedly confirmed that there was nothing wrong, Xue Bing was still worried. Finally, he took out a pair of decorative flat mirror glasses from his bag and put them on before getting off the car with peace of mind.

Lin Jia originally thought she was at Xue Bing's house, but when she got off the bus, she found a place to eat. She was a little surprised, but Xue Bing shrugged and said, "No way, my dad said he would treat you to a meal."

But after Lin Jia entered, she realized that the people eating together were not only Xue Bing's father, but also Jun Yushi.

　Thanks to Liangyanyan, Jianjia Baozi Shop, and lemon for the reward~
　　I have been recommended by PK, I don’t know if I can pass it, I am so nervous, I will give you the second update today, the results will be out on Friday, I hope everything goes well.

　　
　
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