After traveling through ancient times, she became a wild woman

Every number is a life, not boring numbers they memorize by rote.

A moment ago, these warriors were laughing with him, patrolling, and talking about the good life after finding the clan leader.

In the last breath, they died under various weapons and the claws of the big lynx.

People who have never experienced this kind of pain have no right to speak.

Looking at the warriors who were desperately trying to take away two enemies and three big lynxes, roaring and dying together with the enemies, Aju was in so much pain that it was hard to breathe.

He would have died, but his warrior blocked the two swords for him.

The warrior died, but he survived.

Watching his tribesmen die for him, the fear, the grievance, the horror... He couldn't even shout when he was watching.

He could only watch helplessly as his tribesmen were hacked to death, and then pushed off the ship's pole by the enemy and fell into the water.

He didn't even have the chance to call the other person's name, nor did he have the time to catch his body as he rolled over and fell off the boat's pole, nor did he have the time to save him.

At that time, he was like a waste, watching and watching...

Just a piece of trash!
It's him, the loser, who deserves to die, not the warrior.

When he and Aban were standing at the lookout just now, he didn't see the warrior's body.

He prayed in his heart, asking God to let him take another look at the warrior.

Really, really just one last look at that warrior.

But the gods did not hear his begging and did not let him see the warrior's body.

At that time, he was sad and afraid of the death of the warrior, and also worried about the general situation of not crying or shouting.

Now looking back on the situation at that time, he seemed to be able to do nothing except recall the tragic scene of the other party's death and the smell of blood in his nose.

This feeling was so cruel, it made him miserable.

He really wanted to cry, wanted to cry.

Those who died in front of him were all members of the tribe who lived together day and night!
"Ugh..."

The more he thought about it, the sadder he became. Aju was not acting, he was really sad, and he sobbed and cried.

He couldn't bear it, he really wanted to cry, and wanted to use this to express his incompetence and anger.

He was acting, but now he is really feeling it.

Listening to Aju's cry, Ah Ban felt very sad and wanted to cry, but he couldn't cry.

The pressure in my chest was so painful that I wanted to yell, but I didn't even have the courage to open my mouth, and not a single tear fell.

He gently patted Aju's back, comforting him not to cry and comforting him not to be sad. In fact, he was telling himself that everything would be fine.

Her hands patted him gently and regularly, coaxing him to sleep.

Aju cried for a while before he remembered his mission.

He pulled Aban's arm like he did when he was a child, and Qingxuan asked: "Aban, if I were killed by them just now, would you cry?"

A-Ban's hand that patted his back paused slightly, then continued to pat his back and coaxed him: "There is no if."

"But I want to hear it." Aju's voice was still weak, as if he had no strength, and seemed to be acting coquettishly, "I want to hear it, can you tell me?"

Ah Ban pursed his lips and said nothing, his whole face looking confused and at a loss.

Aju listened carefully to Aban's breathing. Awen said that if Aban panicked about what he said, he would jump very quickly.Arthur said this, but now it was Awen who said it to let them know.

Awen said that if Aban's position jumps quickly and his breathing becomes rapid, then he is panicking, which means he is reacting to what you said.

Then go to a more cruel place, make a scene, make him more angry and sad, and then see if you can make him vomit blood.

Aju frowned, he felt this was so difficult.

At the same time, I admired Arthur even more in my heart. How did Arthur remember such a difficult thing and teach it to them?
Aju let out a long sigh and said in a very disappointed and low tone: "I thought I was different in your heart. It turns out that you won't cry or shed tears after I die. I'm so sad."

Ah Ban still didn't make a sound, he just patted Ah Ju's palm and turned it into a fist.

Aju, who pricked up his ears, did not hear Aban's answer and spoke again: "It turns out that I am just like those people, a little waste that no one cares about."

"I thought I had you, but I didn't expect that everything was just my own imagination. I never had you."

"That's right, A-Ban, you are so kind and smart, how could you look down on a little loser like me?"

"It's my fault. I shouldn't have dragged you along to look for that possibility in you."

"I'm sorry, I apologize to you. I will never pester you again, never burden you again, never make you feel uncomfortable again..."

"You're fine." Three sudden words interrupted Aju's self-deprecating pain.

When Aju heard these three words, his whole body suddenly became full of strength and his eyes became bright.

He was clearly smiling in his heart, but his face was still pitiful: "You don't have to comfort me, even if my head is chopped off with a big knife, my chest is shot by an arrow, and my feet are broken by an eyebrow stick..."

As he spoke, he felt Aju's heartbeat, which was fast and chaotic, and his breathing was also rapid.

Even the fists slapped on the back became heavier and heavier, and he almost couldn't hold it back and was about to be coughed out by A-Ban.

While Aju was paying attention to Aban's changes, he said something stimulating to him: "Maybe I will fall off the boat and fall into the cold river water, and my body will be eaten by fish and beasts one by one."

"Maybe I wasn't dead when the fish beast ate me. I can still feel the fear of the fish beast's sharp teeth piercing into my body."

"Aban, I'm so scared. What should I do? I don't want to die. I want to follow the patriarch and Arthur with you to live a better life."

"But my body was bitten by fish and beasts in the river..."

Ah Ban pushed him away fiercely and shouted: "Stop talking."

His voice was shaking, his eyes were red, and his mood was changing.

Aju controlled the joy in his heart and kept trying: "But what I said is true. I am a little loser. No one cares, no one cares, no one cares. If I die, I will die. No one cares..."

"I care." Ah Ban interrupted him, his eyes were red and his voice was trembling, "We are a family, I will protect you, you will live well, and you will not die."

Aju has always known that Aban protects him, but this is the first time he heard Aban say this openly.

He was a little proud, but his eyes were full of resentment: "No, I will die. Look, I am injured."

"Look, I said so many words, but you only answered me two sentences."

"This shows that you don't really care about me at all. You don't treat me as a family member."

"You want me to die, lest I hold you back."

"Are you thinking in your heart right now, why didn't that person chop off your head and let the big lynx catch you to death?"

"Why didn't I throw you off the boat? Why didn't I let the fish and beast eat you?"

"Really?" (End of Chapter)