Help!It's really terrible to fall in love with my senior sister

Chapter 33 I would rather get to know you than fall in love with you

"Do you also like to watch the night sky?" Xu Lin said softly.

When Lin Lin heard this, he turned to look at Xu Lin and nodded slightly.

"When I was in high school, the most relaxing time was watching the stars for a while at night." Lin Lin smiled.

"Absolutely the same as me." Xu Lin smiled.

"You also like to relax by watching the night sky?"

"No." Xu Lin shook her head and said, "I like to watch the night sky quietly by myself and enjoy my own moment of tranquility." Xu Lin held up her chin and looked at Lin Lin.

"Why don't I be?" Lin Lin chuckled.

"Can I lend you my shoulder?" Xu Lin looked at Lin Lin.

Lin Lin hesitated for a while and then nodded: "Okay."

Xu Lin's head leaned slightly on Lin Lin's shoulder.

"I'm used to being alone. I thought my life would be as peaceful as before, until the appearance of You finally caused a stir in my ordinary life."

"I was wondering if it was God who took pity on me and allowed me to meet you." Xu Lin chuckled.

Lin Lin looked at Xu Lin's side face quietly without saying anything.

"Do you also think I'm annoying?" Xu Lin looked at Lin Lin.

"No." Lin Lin shook his head and continued: "Don't think too much about it."

Xu Lin looked up at the half crescent moon in the clouds, then stretched out her hand to slightly block her eyes.

"I won't find you annoying." Lin Lin said.

"Okay, I believe you." Xu Lin put down her palm and smiled.

"Yeah." Lin Lin nodded.

The two were silent for a while, and Xu Lin quietly leaned on Lin Lin's shoulder.

"Lin Lin..." Xu Lin opened her mouth to break the silence.

"What's wrong?" Lin Lin looked at Xu Lin.

"Didn't you ask me in the car if I wanted to pick you up? Do you want to hear my answer?"

"If you want to talk, I'm willing to listen."

"Can you have a nicer attitude towards me?" Xu Lin patted Lin Lin's thigh angrily.

"Is my attitude bad?" Lin Lin asked doubtfully.

"Can you be gentle to me? Just be gentle."

"Uh-huh, aren't I gentle? I'm lending you my shoulder to lean on." Lin Lin curled his lips and said.

"you!"

"Forget it, I won't argue with you." Xu Lin said helplessly.

"I think I'm quite gentle. It's the first time I'm so interested in a girl and I'm still disliked." Lin Lin muttered in a low voice.

"Okay, it seems I wrongly blamed you." Xu Lin shrugged.

"I'll go, you can hear me even if I say it so quietly?" Lin Lin said in shock.

"? I'm not deaf, and since I'm very close to you, of course I can hear you."

"Let's just say, did our topic go astray?" Lin Lin scratched his head.

"Then let's get back to business."

"As for your question in the afternoon, my answer is that I have a good impression of you. At the same time, if it is possible for us to fall in love, I hope that the two of us can slowly get to know each other before we consider falling in love. "Xu Lin said.

"Oh, to round things off, you still want to pick me up." Lin Lin shrugged.

"It's okay if you understand it this way." Xu Lin said. "But we have only known each other for five days now." Lin Lin scratched his head.

"You helped me three times in five days. The first time you helped me out in a bar, the second time you took me back to my dormitory when I was drunk, and the third time you came to pick me up when I was drunk and took care of me all night. Okay, I'll remember that I have a good impression of you, it's reasonable." Xu Lin smiled.

After saying that, Xu Lin looked at the sky, "When you meet a boy who understands you and takes care of yourself, it's really unreasonable not to be moved."

"What about you? How do you feel about me?" Xu Lin looked at Lin Lin and said.

"I am a relatively honest person. If you are good to me, I will be good to you." Lin Lin said.

"I'm good to you? What's so good about it?"

"I don't know either, but I just feel that you are being kind to me. Maybe it was when you gave me chicken drumsticks, maybe when you were willing to be the hole in the tree to worry about me, or maybe when you agreed to teach me a game."

"Maybe to outsiders, these are normal things, but in my opinion, these things can turn into an emotion, which is concern."

"So, I care about you. I don't know if this is considered goodwill. I only know that I am worried about you, so I went back to pick you up last night."

"Brother Xiao said before that if you don't have a good impression of a girl, you won't take the initiative to care about a girl, so I should have a good impression of you." Lin Lin said truthfully.

"But there are differences between you and me. Just because I have a crush on you doesn't mean I want to fall in love with you."

"Rather than wanting to fall in love with you, I actually want to hear about your past, how you lived before we met, which song you liked listening to last year, what TV series you liked watching the year before last, this was how you were a long time ago. Character? I want to hear all of this."

"In other words, rather than falling in love with you, I want to get to know you more." Lin Lin smiled.

A tear fell on the back of Lin Lin's hand.

Lin Lin turned around and saw that Xu Lin was crying again.

Xu Lin's eyes were wet, and her beautiful eyes were full of gray. I don't know why, Lin Lin didn't want Xu Lin to cry, he wanted Xu Lin to be happy.

Lin Lin reached out and wiped the tears hanging from the corners of Xu Lin's eyes, "Don't cry, I'm here."

"Ugh, it's all your fault." Xu Lin's small fist "hit" Lin Lin.

"Be happy, I don't want you to cry." Lin Lin rubbed Xu Lin's head.

Xu Lin sniffed and tried to control her situation.

"You said you were willing to be my trouble tree, does that still count?" Xu Lin said.

"count."

"Let me tell you my story." Xu Lin said.

"Okay." Lin Lin nodded.

"I rarely saw my father when I was a child. At that time, I always asked my mother where my father was. My mother always said that my father was making money to support me and my mother. When he came home, he could take me to play. .”

"Every time my dad gets home, I happily go to my dad and ask him to take me to play. My dad always says he is too busy and asks my mom to play with me.

"As time went by, my initial joy at meeting my father gradually turned into dullness. My mother was always with me throughout my childhood."

"During my freshman year of high school, I was cooking with my mother in the kitchen, but she suffered a sudden heart attack. Although I called the emergency call immediately, she still couldn't be rescued. My ridiculous father, for Don’t you think it’s ridiculous that he didn’t even see his lover for the last time in his so-called career?” Xu Lin laughed at herself.

"So I hate him. I hate that he stayed with me when I was a child. I hate that he didn't care about my mother. I hate that he didn't even have time to see my mother for the last time."

"After that, we severed the relationship between father and daughter and had no further contact."

Lin Lin silently listened to Xu Lin's past. After listening, Lin Lin didn't know what to say. He could only rub Xu Lin's head and said, "This will all pass."

"Do you want to hear my story?" Lin Lin looked at Xu Lin.

"Well, I also promised you that I would be your trouble tree hole."

"My story is very simple. My life before college was arranged by my parents. To put it nicely, I followed the path they arranged for me. To put it worst, I was a puppet controlled by them. , I felt that my life was controlled by them, and I wanted to control my own life, so I fell out with them, and this is my story." Lin Lin forced a smile.

Xu Lin leaned on Lin Lin's shoulder and said softly: "This will pass, I will stay with you."

Lin Lin lowered his head and looked at Xu Lin's profile.

The lonely hearts of the two of them seemed to be slowly getting closer to each other for some reason.

(End of this chapter)