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Chapter 225 Untitled
Chapter 224 Untitled

Zhen Xin frowned and looked at him with confusion in her eyes, "You dare not let me fly too high? Are you afraid of losing me? What do you mean by this?"

Before Yang Xingyu could answer, she asked again: "Do you think if you write a song for me, I will fly high? And then you will lose me?"

Yang Xingyu laughed at himself and nodded.

Zhen Xin frowned even more, "What do you mean? Do you think if you write more songs for me, I will become famous? Will I become a singer? Or will I be very famous? Do you think I will become a female star?" Then I started to look down on you? Are you so confident in the songs you wrote? Do you think if I sing the songs you wrote, it will be popular? Is that what you mean?"

Yang Xingyu smiled and remained silent.

Of course he is not confident in his own songs, nor can he write songs himself. He is only confident in the songs in his memory.

Those are basically songs that were once popular in the original time and space.

As for the song "Dye the Night Black" he gave her last time, it was not popular in his memory, but he thought it was quite artistic. Mainly because the song was not popular, he gave it to her with confidence.

Otherwise, he wouldn't give her any songs!
He had heard some sad love stories before.

For example: A young man worked for several years to earn money to support his girlfriend’s college education. After he finally finished paying for his girlfriend’s college education, and they both reached the age of marriage, the girlfriend who had vowed never to separate broke up with him. , because she felt that he was no longer worthy of her.

For example: The newlywed wife was originally a girl who had just entered college, but because of her family’s financial constraints, she had no money to go to college, so she was forced to accept a blind date arranged by her family and marry a young man. On the wedding night, the young man learned this from his wife. Finally, he kindly did not touch her, and promised to support her in college, and was willing to wait until she graduated from college before having sex with her as a couple. The young man thought he could impress her, but when she graduated from college , learning that she had met true love in college, she cried and asked the young man to let her go.

……

Yang Xingyu has heard too many similar stories before.

I've seen this kind of thing too.

Therefore, it is impossible for him to personally train his woman to the point where he is not worthy of her.

He also doesn't believe that doing so will definitely move the other person.

He believes more that in a relationship, whoever gives more will be more inseparable from the other person.

Do not believe?

I would like to ask, among the thousands of licking dogs in this world, how many of them lick to the end and have everything?
Zhen Xin and Yang Xingyu looked at each other.

Seeing that Yang Xingyu just smiled but remained silent, Zhen Xin knew that he acquiesced to her speculation just now.

She looked up at the ceiling helplessly for a while, then laughed, looked into his eyes again, smiled and shook her head, "You! I don't even know whether to say you are too confident or not confident enough.

Say you are too confident! You don’t believe in yourself or me, and you are worried that I will leave you if I become popular.

Say you are not confident enough!But you think that if I sing a few more songs you wrote, I will become popular and fly too high. "

When she said this, there was a smile in her eyes.

Seeing that she was not angry, Yang Xingyu answered with a smile: "I'm probably a pessimist! I'm used to thinking about the worst in everything. This may also be related to my growing up experience."

Zhen Xin's curiosity was aroused. She tilted her head slightly and asked, "How do you say it? What experiences have you had since childhood that made you so pessimistic?"

There was a trace of memory in Yang Xingyu's eyes, and his tone was also full of emotion: "What do you think? How is my family situation? As I told you, since I was a child, except for my parents, almost no one cares about me. I do What, everything I encountered was resistance, and my ability was not enough to overcome all the resistance. Therefore, basically everything went wrong for me in the past. No matter what I wanted to do, it always ended in failure. Good things basically failed. It’s not my turn, but bad things keep happening to me. I have experienced this a lot. If it were you, could you be an optimist?”

The smile on Zhen Xin's lips faded, and a touch of tenderness appeared in her eyes when she looked at him.

Then, she retorted softly: "Nonsense! If you are so unlucky, how did you meet me? And get me? Don't you think it is good luck that you can be with me?"

Yang Xingyu was a little moved in his heart, but he shook his head with a smile and said softly: "Meeting you is indeed my good luck, but since you were a child, there have been so many boys in your class, and I am just one of the many boys who are lucky enough to be in your class. One of them, actually..."

Speaking of this, he remembered that he could never forget Zhen Xin in his original time and space. Every time he thought of beautiful women, he would always think of Zhen Xin's late nights.

"Actually, sometimes I think that meeting a girl who is too beautiful when you are too young may not be a blessing."

As soon as he finished speaking, Zhen Xin asked in confusion: "How do you say it?"

Yang Xingyu: "Because when I was too young, I met a beauty like you but had no ability or qualification to be with you. I can only remember it in my heart and never forget it for the rest of my life. It will become a permanent regret in my heart. So, do you still think it was a blessing that I was a classmate with you back then?"

Zhen Xin laughed, "But aren't you with me now?"

Yang Xingyu also laughed, "That's because I went against nature. Under normal circumstances, do you think it's possible for us to be together after we've graduated from high school and been separated for a few years?"

What he meant by going against heaven was not just the literal meaning of this passage.Only he himself knew that he was reborn, and his and her fates in the original time and space were that after they graduated from high school, their lives became two lines that never intersected again.

In the original time and space, he, Zhen Xin, Qi Meilan and others were like straight lines that only crossed once. The only time they crossed was in the senior year of high school, and they never crossed again for the rest of their lives.

Zhen Xin didn't know this, so her feelings in her heart were naturally not as deep as those of Yang Xingyu.

Listening to what he said at this time, the smile on her face became fuller and her eyes became much brighter, "Do you know? Your defiance is also the important thing that impressed me in the first place and made me willing to give you a chance. reason."

Yang Xingyu blinked, a little curious.

Because of her introverted personality, she rarely analyzed her inner world with him.

"How do you say it? Please be more detailed! How about I go get a bottle of wine?"

He meant that a bottle of wine should be enough time for her to talk in detail.

Zhen Xin waved her hand to stop him, "No need for wine! Actually, it doesn't matter. At the beginning, I just thought that it had been several years since we graduated from high school. I couldn't even remember what you looked like, and I had no impression of your name, but you still... Remembering me, and being able to confess to me, you must really like me. I thought at that time, if we can really be together, when we grow old, this will be a very beautiful memory, and it will feel quite romantic when I think about it. , it should be the taste of love."

Yang Xingyu was a little lost in thought.

He was thinking: It would be great if Zhen Xin was the only one out of the seven girls he confessed to who gave him a chance. In that case, he wouldn't have the troubles he has now, and he wouldn't always be treading the same boat.

Thinking of this, he laughed at himself and lowered his head.

Zhen Xin: "What's wrong with you? Are you unhappy?"

Yang Xingyu shook his head, sighed softly, looked up at her again, smiled and said, "I was just thinking, how great it would be if this moment could last forever and the world could freeze at this moment."

Zhen Xin was stunned for a moment, frowned and thought for a moment, trying to understand what he meant.

He was alluding to the relationship between Qi Meilan and him.

Time cannot be frozen at this moment, the relationship between him and Qi Meilan will still exist, and it will still be the biggest problem between him and her, Zhen Xin.

Thinking of his relationship with Qi Meilan, the smile on Zhen Xin's face faded a lot, and her mood was greatly affected. She lowered her head and continued to peel the shell of the swimming crab, and said softly: "You have seen my dad. He was actually more handsome when he was young. , you also have a general idea of ​​the conditions of my family. I heard my mother say very early on that my father was very popular when he was young. There were always several girls vying to please him, treat him to dinner, buy him clothes, shoes, etc. , later, even if my dad got married, there were still many women outside who would not give up on him, so when I was a teenager, I understood this reality."

"what?"

Yang Xingyu asked.

Zhen Xin smiled, took a bite of crab roe, chewed it, and after swallowing it, continued: "A handsome and rich man will have a good rapport with women. There are very few people who can live with only one woman." ! Because there are too many women out there who are interested in him, and you may not even know how smart some women are when seducing men, and how many tricks they can think of."

No!I know this.

Yang Xingyu replied in his heart.

Because after he became rich, there were some women who spent all their efforts to please him and tried hard to create a feeling of love for him.

In that era when everything was about money, the charm of money was beyond the imagination of many people.

What's more, he is not bad-looking, let alone ugly, he is just not obviously handsome.

"Your father will never lose anything in his life!"

Yang Xingyu sighed.

Zhen Xin raised her eyes to look at him and nodded with a smile, "That's true! If you don't consider my mother's feelings and just look at my father's experience for most of his life, I also think that he has really deserved it in this life. Do you know? In fact, My dad's business has encountered several major setbacks in the past, and it has been on the verge of bankruptcy several times, but every time... the woman who has always been obsessed with him will give him a hand and pull him back up again."

Yang Xingyu was stunned and thought: My future father-in-law will be very lucky, right?Why don't I have a woman who never forgets me?
Before he could say anything, Zhen Xin looked at him, sighed, and said: "But I didn't expect that someone with an ordinary appearance like you could be so carefree. I can't make you single-minded. It seems that in When it comes to things like philandering, whether you men are handsome or not, it’s all the same.”

Yang Xingyu: "???"

At this moment, Yang Xingyu felt like he had been shot in the heart.

In fact, he always thought he was pretty good-looking.

But in Zhen Xin's eyes, he seemed to have nothing to do with being handsome.

But with her appearance and figure, it seems that she can really comment on him like this.

(End of this chapter)