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Chapter 384 Children are not the only reason

Yang Xingyu looked at Zhen Xin in surprise, who had just filed for divorce with him. He took a tissue from the tissue box, gently wiped the oil stains on his mouth, and asked with a smile: "Wife, are you serious?"

Zhen Xin also had a faint smile on her face, looked at him with more complicated eyes, and said softly: "I'm serious."

The smile on Yang Xingyu's face faded, "What's the reason? Because we haven't had a baby yet?"

Zhen Xin looked at him with complicated eyes. After a few seconds, she said softly: "Children are one reason, but not the only reason. It is a great fate that we can be husband and wife for three years in this life. I hope we can get together well." It’s time to relax, don’t make your face turn red in a hurry, okay?”

If she didn't look so calm at this time, maybe Yang Xingyu would still be able to persuade her to give up the idea of ​​divorce.

But unfortunately, from the time she filed for divorce until now, her expression and tone have always been calm.

What does this mean?
He felt that this showed that this was not an impulsive decision on her part, but the result of careful consideration.

Yang Xingyu's heart sank to the bottom.

He leaned his upper body back slightly, leaning on the back of the chair, squinting at her.

After looking at it for a while, he said: "We still have a way to deal with the child, but if it doesn't work, we can go for in vitro fertilization. It's just a matter of time and money. This little money is nothing to us." , what do you think?”

Before Zhen Xin could reply, he added: "As long as you are willing, I will find someone to make an appointment with a better hospital and a better doctor in the next two days. We are not very young now, and the success rate of IVF should be It’s quite high. There is absolutely no need for us to go to the stage of divorce for the sake of our children.”

Zhen Xin: "..."

Zhen Xin's expression remained calm, or in other words, Yang Xingyu's words just now did not change her expression much.

Only when Yang Xingyu finished speaking, the smile at the corner of her mouth deepened slightly.

She shook her head slightly, "I just said, the reason why I filed for divorce with you is the child, but it is not the only reason. I have thought about doing in vitro fertilization in the past two years, but after thinking about it carefully, I feel forget it!"

Yang Xingyu was confused, "Children are not the only reason? What other reasons are you referring to?"

Zhen Xin looked at him quietly.

The atmosphere between them was silent for a while, and then under his gaze, she showed a self-deprecating smile and said two names.

"Qi Yuzhen, Qi Yubao."

This was the name he named the two daughters Qi Meilan gave birth to three years ago.

Suddenly hearing this from Zhen Xin's mouth, Yang Xingyu's expression changed slightly and he fell silent.

He originally thought that since he rarely visited the two children, Zhen Xin probably didn't notice the existence of the two children, but he didn't expect that she knew about it at some point.

After a long silence, Yang Xingyu spoke again, his voice a little hoarse, "Since we got married, in the three years since we got married, I have never touched another woman except you. Those two children... you know, after we got married, Qi, Qi Meilan was already pregnant before, and I didn’t cheat after we got married.”

Zhen Xin laughed at herself, nodded slightly, and said softly: "Yes, I know, and I also believe that you did not flirt with women outside after you married me. I really believe it."

Yang Xingyu: "Then you want to divorce me?"

Zhen Xin nodded slightly, "Yes."

"why?"

Yang Xingyu was puzzled.

Zhen Xin: "Actually, three years ago, when I guessed that Qi Meilan was probably pregnant with your child, I should have quit. However, at that time, I was young and energetic, unwilling to admit defeat, and always thought that happiness should It's up to you to fight for it. She likes you and I like you too. Even if she gets pregnant with your child first, I can get pregnant when I get married to you. Moreover, at that time, I also believe that as long as she knows that you want to be with me If she gets married, she will definitely abort those two children."

At this point, Zhen Xin stopped talking.

She looked at Yang Xingyu with complicated eyes but a smile on her face. She was silent for a few seconds before sighing and continuing: "I didn't expect that she gave birth to those two children, and I didn't expect that you and I would not be able to survive after being married for three years. Being pregnant with your child, do you know? In the past two years, I have wondered more than once whether it was God's will? Was it destined by God that I should not be with you in this life? No kids?”

"We can do IVF!"

Yang Xingyu retorted.

Zhen Xin nodded, "Yes! You can indeed do it, if she didn't give birth to those two children."

Yang Xingyu frowned, "If we go for in vitro fertilization, what does it have to do with whether she gave birth to the two children? We are now a legal couple. As long as we are willing, no one can stop us from doing in vitro fertilization."

Zhen Xin: "Yes! But, I don't want to now."

Yang Xingyu was stunned.

He looked at her blankly.

"Why don't you want to?"

he asks.

Zhen Xin still had a complicated smile on her face, "Let's correct the mistakes of the past three years!"

After a pause, before Yang Xingyu could ask, she sighed: "The birth of those two children has shown that you made a mistake in marrying me three years ago! You have failed Qi Meilan and those two children, and you have also failed me. , I have let you down even more. Just because we got married, none of us are happy or happy enough. Therefore, I don’t want to do in vitro fertilization with you now. I don’t want this mistake to continue, let alone our children. I will live with this mistake from now on.”

Yang Xingyu was speechless and had no words to argue.

Zhen Xin: "Husband! Let's get a divorce! Let me go and let yourself go. It's been so long and it's time for me to give you back to them. They need you more than me. Let's end the mistakes of the past three years." OK! ”

Yang Xingyu frowned and looked at her.

He was silent for a long time.

He knew in his heart that Zhen Xin was right.

At least it makes some sense.

However, after three years of marriage ended like this, he was still reluctant to let go.

Then he thought that if he got divorced, Zhen Xin might marry another man soon, and he felt even worse.

"Xinxin, do you know? I am a very stubborn person at heart. I never admit my mistakes. Even if I know that I have done something wrong, I will never admit it, let alone look back. What's more, I never feel that I have done something wrong with you. Getting married is a mistake. I should give them happiness, but shouldn’t I give you happiness? You are not the third party!”

He obviously sent a group message to her and Qi Meilan at the same time to confess his love.

Zhen Xin smiled, "I'm very happy to hear you say that, really. However, the reality now is that the two daughters she gave birth to need you to give them a complete home. The most important thing is-even if I Going through in vitro fertilization with you and giving birth to a child that belongs to both of us will only make the current chaotic relationship even more chaotic. "

After a pause, she added: "Besides, I can't accept my husband in my heart. I really can't accept having two illegitimate daughters outside."

Yang Xingyu: "???"

At this moment, Yang Xingyu felt cold in his heart.

She couldn't accept that he had an illegitimate daughter outside, what else could he do?
Can you convince her to change her feelings?

Can?

"Have you made up your mind?"

He was silent for a long time and asked in a low voice.

Zhen Xin nodded.

Yang Xingyu was speechless.

He stood up with a complicated expression, sighed deeply, and forced out a smile, saying, "Let's all calm down first! After a while, if you still insist on getting a divorce, I will grant your wish."

Zhen Xin smiled and nodded.

Yang Xingyu laughed at himself, turned around and walked towards the villa door, "I'm going for a ride, you go to bed early tonight, you don't have to wait for me!"

"Okay, drive safely."

Zhen Xin's response came from behind.

Yang Xingyu didn't look back. He walked out of the door with mixed emotions and came to the parking space in front of the door. When he habitually opened the door of the Mercedes-Benz G55, he was suddenly startled and suddenly remembered that this car was a dowry from Zhen Xin's family. In the past three years of marriage, he has long been accustomed to driving this car.

He has always liked the tall body of off-road vehicles. In the original time and space, the car he drove most often was also an off-road vehicle.

But, at this moment, he didn't want to drive this car anymore.

He subconsciously touched his pockets, looking for the keys to his Mercedes-Benz, but came up empty-handed because he seldom drove that car and had no habit of carrying the car key with him.

Forget it, I'm not divorced yet, let's do it again tonight!

After persuading himself, he got into the G55 with a self-deprecating expression, started the car, turned on the lights, and slowly drove out of the parking space.

The G55 drove out of the gate of the community and drove onto the busy road. Yang Xingyu didn't know where to go, so he drove straight ahead along the road.

The car was too quiet. He thought for a moment and turned on the car music.

Tu Honggang's "You" played in the car.

"You, you fell from the sky and landed on my horse,"

"A look like jade, eyes like clear water,"

"A little smile makes my heart heat up."

"You, you who never look back..."

……

Yang Xingyu: "???"

At this moment, in his mood, hearing such a song was really speechless.

But I have to say that this song fits his mood quite well at this moment.

He clearly knew that listening to this song at this time would make him feel even more uncomfortable, but he still wanted to continue listening.

Just like many young people who are lovelorn, they know clearly that they cannot listen to sad love songs about lovelorn love, but they can't help but look for such songs to listen to.

It feels like asking for abuse.

At some point, Yang Xingyu drove his car to the riverside. When he passed by Binjiang Avenue next to Binjiang Park, he saw the dense trees and sparse pedestrians in Binjiang Park under the moonlight, so he subconsciously parked the car in the parking lot on the roadside, and then Before getting out of the car, he opened the storage box in front of the passenger seat, took out a pack of cigarettes, and found a lighter from the armrest box.

These things were originally intended for others to use.

In the business world, smoking and alcohol are inevitable.

But tonight, he wanted to smoke a few.

After getting out of the car, he closed the door and lit a cigarette while lazily walking towards the Riverside Park across the road.

At this time, he still felt a little unreal.

Obviously, when they were in Sanya this morning, he and Zhen Xin were sweet and affectionate. When they got up in the morning, they were still affectionate.

The results of it?
Tonight she made a rare meal for him, but after eating, she filed for divorce with him on the spot.

Now that I think about it, tonight's meal is a bit like the decapitation meal eaten by prisoners sentenced to beheading in ancient times the night before execution.

The funny thing is - when he was eating this meal tonight, he even praised her for her cooking skills!

Walking into Binjiang Park, he sat on a bench by the river, holding a cigarette in his mouth and squinting at the quietly flowing Yangtze River water at night. Yang Xingyu had these self-deprecating thoughts in his heart.

A self-deprecating smile appeared on the corner of his mouth unconsciously.

The intuition in his heart told him that Zhen Xin was probably determined to divorce him this time.

She didn't look like she was joking at all.

There was no hesitation.

She should have thought about it a long time ago.

Now looking back and thinking about her recent behavior, Yang Xingyu suddenly realized that she might have made her decision long ago.

Otherwise, this New Year, she would not suddenly propose to travel to Sanya with him.

Moreover, when she went to Sanya, she suddenly seemed to have nothing to worry about. She just ate, drank and had fun with him every day. The relationship between husband and wife was lingering with him from time to time every day.

Almost every morning and evening, sometimes at noon, when she got into the mood, she would suddenly take the initiative to ask him to book a room in a hotel.

In addition, she happily took him along to look for Sanya food and attractions that she found online.

I also took him to watch a few movies.

She had never gone to a bar before, but she took him there several times in the past few days in Sanya.

During these few days in Sanya, he felt in a daze that he and she had entered an unprecedented state of love.

Yes!

Unprecedented!

When he pursued her before, they had never been so sweet.

But during this Spring Festival, three years after getting married, I suddenly fell in love so sweetly.

She wants to leave some sweet memories, right?
It's sweet enough!
However, is it a bit too much to mention divorce just after the sweetness is over?

Isn't natural cooling okay?
Do you have to suddenly throw such a big basin of cold water on me when your love is burning the brightest?

This method of cooling down should be regarded as quenching in the blacksmithing industry, right?
These random thoughts flashed through Yang Xingyu's mind.

That night, he sat by the river and smoked a dozen cigarettes.

Cigarette butts were thrown on the ground in front of him.

I thought about it a lot in my mind.

Including everything since the beginning of this life with Zhen Xin, as well as his past with Qi Meilan, Shan Jing, Dong Xiaoxiao, Dong Yueyue and others.

I also thought of the women I had trashed in the original time and space.

After thinking too much, he couldn't help but wonder if his current situation was retribution?

Is this retribution for being too bad in the original time and space?
He wasn't sure.

……

That night, when he got home, it was already past 12 o'clock in the night.

Zhen Xin has fallen asleep.

Yang Xingyu took a shower, put on his pajamas, and quietly went to bed. He held the sleeping Zhen Xin in his arms with complicated thoughts.

He doesn't hate her.

Because he knows that the responsibility for getting to this point does not lie with her.

He doesn't want a divorce, but he also knows that it may not be up to him in the end.

Therefore, he wanted to hug her more while he could still hold her in his arms. (End of chapter)