Give weak women a heart of steel

Chapter 215 I am such a person

If she died before Xia Tingfei, then she would bear the guilt and psychological burden of causing Xia Tingfei's death.

If she died after Xia Tingfei, she would not be at fault.

There won't be any psychological burden.

Because Xia Tingfei sought death by himself, not by her.

A very simple choice, just like the choice of opening or closing your eyes.

It can be decided in an instant.

How exactly?
Ichinose Qingyue felt that her mouth was so dry that it almost overwhelmed her.

"How despicable, how despicable!"

She cursed loudly and stomped on the eaves.

But Xia Tingfei just closed his eyes, and his body was as heavy as a fallen tree, falling slowly and quickly.

"Xia Tingfei! You are so despicable!"

She screamed and grabbed Xia Tingfei's arm.

Xia Tingfei hit the edge of the roof so hard that he seemed to faint for a moment.

Lying on the edge of the eaves, she gritted her teeth and used strength.

But her delicate arms could not support a person's weight, and she kept falling and sliding under Xia Tingfei's weight.

Xia Tingfei looked up at Ichinose Qingyue, tears falling on his face.

"So, why did you make this choice?"

He asked in such an understatement, as if the person who just tried to commit suicide was not him.

If Ichinose Qingyue hadn't made such a decision, then he would have hit the bluestone in a head-first manner, and ended up with a bloody head and a tragic end.

His ordinary expression was like sitting in front of the sofa drinking hot tea.

"If you didn't hold me back just now, you should be free now."

"Despicable, you are so despicable." Ichinose Qingyue shouted, and she cried: "How could I let you die in front of me!"

"I'm not that kind of cruel person!"

She yelled, repeating it again and again.

However, there are more things that cannot be said.

Even though Ichinose Qingyue couldn't explain it, Xia Tingfei still knew why.

Because Ichinose Qingyue is a gentle person and a kind person.

At the same time, it also means weakness.

She could give up her own life, but she couldn't bear the death of others in front of her.

Therefore, she is the one who will block it again and again.

"I'm sorry, I'm that kind of person."

Xia Tingfei said this without feeling ashamed: "I will stop you over and over again, like some kind of shadow following you, like a cruel monster."

"If you really succeed in committing suicide, I will also commit suicide."

"Why! Why!" she cried, shedding tears.

But his fingers were holding tightly, and veins burst out under the thin, white skin.

"Because, that's the kind of person I am. Because I just want you to live in this world. No matter what kind of life you live, I don't care."

"Whether you're crying or crying."

"I don't even care!"

"I want you to live!"

"I want you to try your best to live!"

"It doesn't matter what method you use."

"I will take advantage of your guilt, your kindness, your weakness, I will take advantage of everything about you!"

"I will follow you like a shadow, and I will force you like a monster."

"Look, this is what will happen to you."

Xia Tingfei said this, looking like a villain.

"If you want to be free, all you need to do is one thing. Let go of my arm and give up my life just like you gave up your own."

"No!" Ichinose Qingyue shouted: "I just want other people to be happy!"

"If - if there is no me, then they will definitely be happier!" She said: "I hate this place, I hate everything."

"Don't speak so righteously!" Xia Tingfei retorted loudly: "You just want to run away, running away like a coward!"

"Yes! That's right! I want to leave, I just want to leave." Ichinose Qingyue cried: "So, let me go, let me go!"

"I've already said it." Xia Tingfei replied: "Nothing will happen if you beg. You will only be laughed at by me."

“If you want to get to the other side, there’s only one thing you need to do – let go!”

"Release your fingers, it's very simple."

Although it was such a simple thing, Ichinose Kiyuki shook her head.

Shaking away tears.

She moved her lips but couldn't say anything.

It wasn't that he was hesitating, but that he couldn't accept Xia Tingfei's answer.

However, Xia Tingfei smiled slightly at her.

He stretched out his other hand and slowly opened Ichinose Qingyue's fingers.

One by one, he pried off the slender and tender fingers from his wrist.

"do not want!"

She shouted: "No, no!"

"Please don't do that!"

He was crying like this, but Xia Tingfei was resolute.

"What you need is such determination and awareness. Nothing can have the best of both worlds. When you want to do something, don't expect to keep your hands clean."

As he said this, he finally opened Ichinose Qingyue's hand.

"don't want--!"

She screamed, eyes closed.

I couldn't bear to watch Xia Tingfei fall like a stone.

"So, what are you doing?"

Lou Yue looked at Xia Tingfei who had fallen and rolled around on the ground, and asked softly.

"?"

Ichinose Qingyue heard Lou Yue's question and carefully opened her eyes.

There were no cruel things like red or yellow on the ground. Xia Tingfei stood on the bluestone and patted the dust off his body.

"how come?"

She couldn't believe it.

"The height here is only three or four meters, and the feet are only close to two meters above the ground. As long as you are prepared, nothing will happen. At most, your body will only feel a little pain." Xia Tingfei said: "I'm here That’s what I said from the beginning, this kind of thing.”

"So - what are you doing?" Hinazuki Kana said helplessly, pounding the railing next to her.

Under Hinazuki Kana's stern eyes, Xia Tingfei said, "I'm just playing with Ichinose Kiyuki."

"Oh?" Hinazuki Kana pursed her crystal lips and smoothed her flaxen hair: "But the other guys were all woken up by you, including me."

"Feel sorry!"

Ichinose Qingyue owed money in a hurry.

"You can come down now, Ichinose." Hinazuki Kana raised her head and looked at Ichinose Qingyue lying on the edge of the eaves.

Ichinose Qingyue was a little hesitant. She stood on the edge of the eaves.

"Is this the end of today?"

Thinking this in my heart, I feel a little unwilling.

However, Xia Tingfei was watching from below.

"If he says it, he will do it."

"I don't have that kind of courage at all."

She hesitated and looked sad, not knowing whether to leave or what.

She couldn't bear to give up like this.

But if you don't give up, you will plunge others into hell.

She couldn't do such a thing.

"Jump down." Xia Tingfei stretched out his arms, raised his head and said to her: "Jump down."

"Didn't you always want to do this?"

He said: "Jump down."

It didn't feel like a request, more like a command.

But in the final analysis, I don’t know what the reason for this commanding tone comes from.

Ichinose Qingyue's heart was beating loudly, and her teeth felt sore.

Although it was only three or four meters high, it made her legs weak.

She hesitated for a long time.

"Miss Ichinose Kiyuki! Where's your courage! Where's your courage before!"

She was scolding herself in her heart, as if she had already seen Xia Tingfei's smile mocking her weakness.

"Jump down! Ichinose Kiyuki!"

Hinazuki Kana shouted so loudly.

Ichinose Qingyue's legs weakened and she fell down.

She was shocked, but more than anything, she was relieved.

"If he died by mistake, maybe he wouldn't blame himself."

Thinking this way, she smiled.

boom.

The sound was heavy and loud.

Xia Tingfei's arms sank heavily, and he almost fell down

Hinazuki Kana kicked Xia Tingfei's heels and signaled him to put Ichinose Qingyue down quickly.

Turn sideways and put down Ichinose Qingyue.

Let her stand on the plush bluestone.

Ichinose Qingyue opened her eyes and looked around.

It can't be said that it is loss or other feelings.

She just felt at ease.

Maybe it was finally over - she no longer had to hesitate or choose.

From now on, I have only one choice - to go on one by one.

No matter what you encounter, you have to deal with it tiredly, and no matter what it is, you have to carry it on yourself.

When she thought about that ending, she felt completely despaired.

But - she can't escape.

Because if you escape, you will kill other people.

Ichinose Qingyue finally smiled, a frustrated and forced smile.

But - it's a smile after all.

"It's so despicable."

Ichinose Qingyue muttered to Xia Tingfei: "It's so despicable."

"Yeah." Xia Tingfei admitted frankly.

"I'll always be watching you," he said.

Ichinose Qingyue wrinkled her nose, said nothing, and just ran towards the front of the shrine.

Xia Tingfei looked at her, watching the label above her head slowly change from the illusory moon to the crimson moon.

【Scarlet Moon】

[She struggled in pain, climbed in the world, and thought she was sinking into hell.But - you don’t have to die after all, right?She will eventually become bloody, but perhaps she will climb higher in pain.Of course, it may also crash. ——But, after all, he will not die. 】

[You have completed the task. 】

Xia Tingfei closed his eyes and felt the huge power being transmitted into his body.

That is lifespan, a certificate of survival.

It is vitality.

Xia Tingfei felt that his whole body was brand new, and his bones were crackling as he thought.

My whole body also became quite powerful.

His eyes became clearer and brighter.

"What happened?"

Hinazuki Kana looked at Xia Tingfei with her eyes closed.

"No, nothing."

Xia Tingfei replied like this.

"Well."

Hinazuki Kana puffed up her face and looked at Xia Tingfei carefully: "You feel like you have changed a little?"

"What has changed?"

"Feeling, like, a little younger and a little more energetic."

"I was only a high school student originally, and I would have returned to the junior high school stage when I was young." Xia Tingfei complained like this, but he also understood in his heart that after increasing his life span, he should age more slowly.

"Well."

After Hinazuki Kana looked at it over and over again, she finally gave up.

"They are all awake, let's go take a look."

Say so.

Xia Tingfei also held Hinazuki Kana's hand and walked towards the front of the shrine.

It was rare that Tsurumi Qianna and Haishio Zaozhan did not quarrel, but just glanced at the hands held by Hinazuki Kana and Xia Tingfei.

They all couldn't help but sigh slightly.

"Ha, why are you sighing?" Haichaozaozu gave Tsurumi Qianna a sideways glance.

"I'm just sighing. There are people who are looking at other people's happy lovers." Tsurumi Qianna was not ambiguous at all and retorted directly.

The tide algae flakes almost didn't come back up in one breath.

He could only stare hard at Tsurumi Qianna.

Hinazuki Kana sighed: "You were still close to each other when we were sleeping just now."

Both girls shouted in disbelief: "There is no such thing."

However, Hinazuki Kana just blinked and smiled.

None of them asked what Xia Tingfei and Ichinose Qingyue were doing before.

Perhaps, they also heard the conversation between Xia Tingfei and Ichinose Qingyue.

Perhaps, they also heard the movements of Ichinose Qingyue and Xia Tingfei.

I heard the crackling sound of the eaves, I heard the cry of Ichinose Qingyue, and I heard the cry of Xia Tingfei.

But no one brought it up.

As if they didn't know anything, they were arguing together and laughing happily.

Just like an ordinary group of friends enjoying cherry blossoms.

"After eating these lunch boxes, let's go back."

Hinazuki Kana suggested this, and several girls responded enthusiastically.

The girls were all smiling, and Haishio Zaochan and Tsurumi Qianna stopped arguing and put away the lunch boxes and fruits one by one.

The sweet and sour tomatoes made Ichinose Qingyue squint her eyes.

Tsurumi Qianna drank juice and looked at the cherry blossom trees swaying in the spring breeze.

"nice weather today."

She sighed so.

Today, spring is in full bloom and the cherry blossoms are fragrant.

Cherry blossoms like broken snow are falling all over the ground. During the spring break, young boys and girls can be seen everywhere.

Laughter can be heard everywhere.

Even the most tired pedestrian can't help but smile.

And in this beautiful season, Ichinose Qingyue's problem was finally solved.

Xia Tingfei felt a lot more relaxed all over.

And amidst this relaxation and joy, the spring break in March is also over.

(End of this chapter)