Give weak women a heart of steel

Chapter 306 Panic about the future

The next day, Xia Tingfei and the others woke up.

Xia Tingkui slept at home and woke up very late.

Even after Xia Tingfei and Hinazuki Kana woke up, they were ready to go to school.

Xia Tingkui was still lying on the bed, looking like she was asleep.

"Even if you close your eyes, you won't die."

Xia Tingfei likes to use this method to motivate his generals.

Xia Tingkui opened her eyes.

The golden eyelashes trembled, and her eyes were filled with disappointment.

Turning her eyes to look at Xia Tingfei, she said, "Do you want to see me get dressed?"

"what?"

Hinazuki Kana was lying next to the door watching this scene.

Xia Tingfei had no choice but to leave with a wry smile: "The key is in the bowl next to the entrance cabinet, and the food is in the refrigerator. If you are bored, go to Forty-Two Cafe."

"You are prohibited from going to other places."

"This is an order."

He ordered like this just to prevent the girl from going out on her own and seeking death.

Xia Tingkui was obviously unhappy, but still had a calm expression.

"understood."

She said so.

"She is extremely serious. No matter what she does, she will do it extremely seriously."

"But she's carrying a heavy burden."

"No longer feels as light as that day, as if she was bound to the earth. She sighed and was distressed."

"Let her shine brilliantly, or let her live heavy."

"This is indeed a heavy choice."

"This is a responsibility, a heavy responsibility to shoulder other people's lives. I doubt my ability, whether I can bear this kind of responsibility."

Even after leaving the door, Xia Tingfei was still a little confused.

Hinazuki Kana was walking beside him: "What's wrong?"

Xia Tingfei told Hinazuki Kana about his troubles.

——Hinazuki Kana was not infected by this emotion, nor did she hesitate or feel anxious.

She said: "Fei, this doesn't look like you."

Xia Tingfei was stunned: "These words should be what I said to you before."

"None of this is important!" Hinazuki Kana said coquettishly: "Do you remember the first time we met? You don't have such troubles."

"You are full of confidence. You think you can arrange the best and happiest life path for me. But you are very cruel to me. Why are you hesitant now? This is very weak. .”

She said dissatisfiedly.

"Perhaps, as Qujian Ai said, it was me who changed him."

This thought repeated itself in Hinazuki Kana's mind again.

Seeing the distressed Xia Tingfei, Hinazuki Kana was in a very bad mood.

——When I first met Xia Tingfei, he was indifferent and confident.

Never bother with this kind of thing.

However, since he left Qianzhu, he spent more and more time worrying about this kind of thing.

——It seems to be.

- He became more human.

——That kind of weakness, that kind of anxiety.

"His brilliance and uniqueness are constantly weakening."

"Is all this my fault? Is it all my fault?"

Hinazuki Kana questioned herself.

Is it Xia Tingfei who is never hurt and confident, or is she Xia Tingfei who is as gentle as a human being but can get hurt and hesitates.

——That moment was what she wanted to see.

this is a problem.

A mountain in a girl's heart, a scar that will never be seen.

"Perhaps, if I were to leave, things would be better."

This thought appeared in Hinazuki Kana's mind more than once.

"Now, I seem to be worried about the same problem as him."

The girl couldn't help but laugh.

"What's wrong?" Xia Tingfei was a little confused that the girl would suddenly laugh.

"It's nothing." Hinazuki Kana smiled gently again: "I just think, Tobi, you worry too much. It might be better if you could relax a little."

Xia Tingfei said nothing and just walked quietly on the street.

The two of them didn't drive. After all, the fog was too heavy in the morning.

Just walking, Hinazuki Kana suddenly asked: "Fei, which school is your choice?"

In my sophomore year of high school, it was almost time to start submitting applications.

Decide in advance whether to go to higher education or something else.

If you want to go to higher education, you still have to choose which school.

Therefore, Hinazuki Kana asked Xia Tingfei.

"Probably Shiiying University."

Xia Tingfei had already decided which school to go to.

This school is not in Qingchuan, or even in this district.

"Shiiying?"

Hinazuki Kana repeated.

——This university is not too bad and has some reputation.

It is also considered one of the famous schools, although it is not as good as the most famous universities.

"Aren't you going to go to the best university?" she asked.

"The best university is really difficult." Xia Tingfei knew what was going on with him.

Even though he is reborn, it does not change his brain and make him smarter.

Moreover, the students who are going to be admitted to the most famous universities are all extremely smart and are the best test-takers.

In addition to eating and sleeping, they are studying all day long.

Having a tutor but also attending a private school to make up lessons, there is no way for a half-hearted guy like me to catch up with them.

"Zhuiying University is pretty good. It should be within the range that I can get into. Moreover, the environment there is better." Xia Tingfei said.

Shiying University is halfway up the mountain, although it is a little far from the city.

But secluded enough.

Moreover, the transportation is very convenient, with direct tram access.

"Oh." Hinazuki Kana just responded softly, and then said: "Have you told Liuli and the others?"

"Not yet." Xia Tingfei said, "Liu Li's goal has been chosen a long time ago. As for the other guys, they have no desire to go to college."

"However, Ichinose Kiyuki doesn't know where to go."

Saying this, Xia Tingfei thought of the girl who was studying hard.

"There's also Tsurumi China." Hinazuki Kana said about this girl.

——Tsurumi China In a group of several people, it’s true that some people don’t attract much attention.

However, she was like a watcher.

He has been staying in the department room, watching over everyone.

Quiet, don't fight.

"She, she is only a freshman in high school." Xia Tingfei said.

But I still thought in my heart that if I really saw her, I'd better tell her.

——At the school gate, the two of them really saw Tsurumi Qianna.

She was holding a light novel and reading it. There were no friends or classmates around her.

——She clearly said she had friends. However, from the looks of it, these are just ordinary friends, not close friends.

"Hey, what are you looking at?"

Xia Tingfei stepped forward and asked the girl.

Tsurumi Qianna was startled, but felt a little relieved after seeing that it was Xia Tingfei.

"Ten years to live"

She raised the cover of the library book and showed it to Xia Tingfei.

This is a girl standing under a yellow ginkgo tree, and a girl with long hair standing under the tree.

It seems that it is a relatively literary novel.

Xia Tingfei glanced at it and said again: "Have you decided which university you are going to go to?"

"Is it so early?" Tsurumi Qianna said, "I'm only a freshman in high school, it's too early."

"I will officially consider it when I'm a sophomore in high school next year, so it's not too early." Hinazuki Kana said.

"Has the minister already thought about it? And Kana-san."

"I'll probably go to Shiying University." Xia Tingfei has already thought about it: "As for Kana, I'll probably go to become a security guard."

"Shiio University?" Tsurumi Qianna thought for a while: "I heard it is a very good university."

"Probably." Xia Tingfei answered.

Three people stood at the shoe cabinet changing into indoor shoes.

Hinazuki Kana held the shoe cabinet, tapped the slender soles of her feet wrapped in calf socks, and slowly put on her shoes.

She looked back awkwardly, her sailor uniform looking light and airy.

Tsurumi Qianna squatted on the footrest to change shoes, and stepped on the wooden board to take off her shoes.

Her feet are slender and more tender than Hinazuki Kana's.

They are like young bamboo shoots, small and cute.

It seems like you can hold it in the palm of your hand.

She carefully stuffed her feet into her shoes, looking very relaxed.

Her shoes are bigger than bamboo shoots, so she doesn't need to tiptoe.

But Hinazuki Kana was still a little uncomfortable just putting them on, so she crossed her feet and tapped her toes to move the shoes to the right position.

Xia Tingfei just watched the two people's movements.

"Okay, let's go."

Hinazuki Kana stretched out her palm and waved it in front of Xia Tingfei: "Don't look at it, Tsurumi is already blushing."

Xia Tingfei saw that Qianna Tsurumi's face was really a little pink.

He smiled helplessly and entered the teaching building.

Tsurumi Qianna was not on the same floor as them, so she didn't wait for her.

Tsurumi Qianna squatted on the footrest and looked at the soles of her feet.

Wrapped in calf socks, they become more and more slim.

She doesn't understand.

——In the classroom, everyone was talking about the school trip.

Very lively.

This atmosphere was not explained until Yukino Teru walked in.

"The first period is the class meeting, and the main topic today is probably the future."

She knocked on the blackboard and wrote chalk words on it: "Recently, you'd better think about college or life. Whether to go to college or give up going to college and go to work. If you want to go to college, remember to discuss it with your parents. For a moment. Moreover, the school will also hold life and career planning classes for you later. After that, you will have to fill out the volunteer form."

"It still takes a long time before filling out the volunteer form."

Yukino Teru's expression was very serious: "But you must realize now. You can no longer be regarded as children. You are already responsible for your own life, and now you have reached a turning point in your life. "

"So, stop joking around and think about your future."

Yukino Teru said this, her eyes scanning the surrounding classmates like torches.

These laughing and joking students were all silent.

Xia Tingfei looked at his classmates.

——Some people lowered their heads and looked very depressed.

Some people raised their heads with firm expressions.

Yukino Teru just looked at everyone's expressions.

"The girls around me are probably the least affected by Yukino Teru."

He looked at the girls around him.

Everyone has a plan for their own life.

——Destroying it is also a kind of planning.

Just like Ueno Naoko and Umishio Zaochan, their families have enough confidence to help them.

Enough money makes their life not too bad.

But Nishimiya Ruri didn't care about Yukino Teru, she already had a goal and determination.

——In the next class, the class effect was very good.

Everyone listened carefully and the class was very active.

No one was laughing and joking, and no one was causing trouble.

Even people who used to play with mobile phones look like good students.

They will take notes and listen hard to all the knowledge taught by the teachers.

——But before, they lacked too much knowledge, and some even couldn't understand what the teachers said.

Their faces were very painful, but they still persisted.

————It’s just that I don’t know if it’s the three-minute heat. Maybe after tomorrow, they will return to their previous appearance.

Only students who can recognize the importance can force themselves to work hard, and then move the derailed life train back onto the track.

However, such people are still very few.

Xia Tingfei didn't have much friendship with the classmates around him, but when he saw this scene, he still felt some empathy.

After all, he also came from this age.

When you see these students, you see yourself.

Even after class, the students began to study hard, and few even went out to get some air.

There are a few students who want to go out, but most of them are trying their best.

This atmosphere affects them and makes them perform the same actions.

Atmosphere is the most important thing here.

If you are different from others, you will be targeted and excluded.

——Even if you are too tall or too beautiful.

You will also be talked about behind your back, and if you don't handle it well, it will directly evolve into exclusion and bullying.

Even Naoko Ueno is like this.

She lay on the table and looked at Xia Tingfei.

Let Xia Tingfei go out and be the first person.

Xia Tingfei didn't care about this kind of thing. Even if he became the person who ruined the atmosphere, he would not be ostracized.

But he was unwilling to spoil the atmosphere.

Naoko Ueno looked unhappy, but Xia Tingfei didn't care at all.

She could only sigh.

It wasn't until noon that the atmosphere finally relaxed a little.

The atmosphere in the classroom is getting better.

Everyone talks about the advantages and disadvantages of various universities.

In fact, several girls are discussing going to the same university.

"That's how good friends should be."

They said so.

It's probably because of panic, so I want to get together to relieve some of my panic about the future of life.

Xia Tingfei just looked at these classmates, they were all different.

It's like thousands of people are panicking about the future.

(End of this chapter)