Give weak women a heart of steel

Chapter 309 Always disappointed after hope

"Of course this is a surprise, how can this not be a surprise?"

"This is something I've always wanted to do - because this way, I can achieve what I've always wanted."

"Of course I want that!"

Xia Tingkui bit her lip and covered her chest.

The heartbeat that was originally as calm as a frozen lake is now beating as violently as a deer.

You can even hear the heartbeat clearly.

Feel the vibration of your heart in your chest.

"But why am I at a loss what to do?"

She opened her mouth, but was speechless.

Tsurumi Qianna looked at Xia Tingkui anxiously, watching her cover her chest, and she staggered a little.

——She didn't understand what kind of agreement Xia Tingfei had with Xia Tingkui.

However, she understood.

——If this agreement is broken, girls like Xia Tingkui will definitely die.

——She will die on her own initiative.

Tsurumi Qianna said: "Buchou, is this really okay? She - can..."

"I can't say such cruel things."

"Although we only got along for a short time, I became friends with her."

"But I can't say such a thing out loud."

"——It's like, it's like we become friends because we will die."

"It's like - she is completely worthless. It's just because she can think about things that I notice her."

"This kind of thing denies the meaning of her existence."

"--I can not do it."

"The only thing I can do is plead."

Tsurumi Qianna looked at Xia Tingfei, her eyes full of pleading.

She urgently hopes that Xia Tingfei can be like before, like before.

So firm, emitting light to dispel the darkness in the girl's heart.

Even if this light is not gentle, it is enough to illuminate the darkness.

She hoped so hard, it was like grasping the last straw.

"He must, must be able to do it."

She hoped so and believed so.

So steadfast, even to the point of ignorance.

But Xia Tingfei just smiled gently at her: "Perhaps this kind of thing is the best for her."

"This kind of thing is too irresponsible."

Tsurumi Qianna said this, and she looked at Xia Tingfei.

But then he said: "Sorry, Minister."

"I was looking forward to it without permission, and I was disappointed without permission."

"This is not your responsibility in the first place."

She even wanted to smile bitterly, but now she couldn't even smile bitterly.

She could only hold Xia Tingkui's arm tightly and beg.

No, don't do that.

Xia Tingkui's heart moved slightly. Her impression of Tsurumi Qianna was not too bad.

It can even be called a subtle friend.

"But after all, this kind of thing cannot be solved by friends."

She thought so, and finally spoke: "Thank you."

She said: "Thank you."

The flavor of this is really too complicated.

It was so complicated that Tsurumi Qianna could no longer distinguish it.

However, all she could do was hold Xia Tingkui's arm tightly.

Just such a small thing.

Xia Tingkui looked at the girl, she was really a little difficult to handle.

"Obviously, obviously I have made up my mind to remove all ties and traces."

"Obviously, obviously you have been so careful."

"However, I actually got to know other people and became friends again."

"I looked at the empty space outside the rooftop and saw the streets covered by thick white fog. They were like long lines that were vaguely obscured. Occasionally, I could see ant-like people and cars. There were even birds flying around. The white mist passed by."

"They kept shuttling through the white mist, with incomparable freedom and incomparable fearlessness."

"This is so enviable."

Xia Tingkui lowered her head and looked at the fallen leaves and garbage at her feet.

This is probably the fate of being in the fence.

She couldn't help but want to take a few steps, but Tsurumi Qianna's strength was so strong.

Even beyond her expectation.

This strength and heavy weight firmly bound her soul to the ground.

She was stunned for a moment, unable to react accordingly.

This kind of thing was beyond her expectation.

She didn't even have anything to say, she just felt dizzy.

With a sudden force, she tried to escape from the girl's hand.

But his vision went dark, and he fell to the ground with a thud.

"Xia Tingkui!"

Tsurumi Qianna shouted, lifting the girl's body vigorously.

She wanted to ask Xia Tingfei for help, but Xia Tingfei had already come to her side.

"let me see."

Xia Tingfei said in a deep voice as he pressed the girl's chest.

The heartbeat is still beating strongly and the breathing is very gentle.

Even though he was in good health, he still fainted.

"Let's go down."

He said this as he prepared to carry the girl on his back.

Tsurumi Qianna asked anxiously: "Buchou, there won't be any problems with her."

"I don't know either." Xia Tingfei gave the answer.

"How could this happen?" The girl's voice was very low.

She thought everything was hopeless.

"Because I'm not a doctor." Xia Tingfei said, "So, we still have to go back and let the female doctor do a little check-up."

In this way, Tsurumi Qianna breathed a sigh of relief.

"It's true." She couldn't help complaining: "Minister, you almost scared me to death."

"As long as the minister is here, there will be no problems."

The girl thought so and thought so.

Like a big mountain, you can always rely on him.

"Why don't you go to the hospital? The hospital should be closer to here." The girl asked this question.

"Because there are some things that cannot be discovered by others." Xia Tingfei glanced at Xia Tingkui: "She has secrets that cannot be known by others."

"That's it." Tsurumi Qianna understood.

Xia Tingfei was carrying Xia Tingkui on his back, and he could feel the girl's body becoming slightly heavier.

But at least it's still bearable.

"Her body, at least, is not as light and thin as before."

"It's not like before, like a feather, as if it will be blown away in the next moment, far away from the world." Thinking like this, he walked quickly,

Even Tsurumi Qianna almost couldn't keep up with his footsteps, but she didn't let Xia Tingfei slow down, but gritted her teeth and followed closely.

This kind of thing really made it difficult for her to go on.

But even so, she didn't say anything.

"If you can't help, then at least don't be a burden."

The girl thought so in her heart.

This was also her constant heartbeat.

Just like what she had done before, she sat quietly in the empty department room and watched.

That's the kind of girl she is.

When Xia Tingfei came downstairs, he met old man Sakuma again.

He said: "Chief Sakuma, can you let us use the car?"

Old man Sakuma glanced at the girl lying on Xia Tingfei's shoulder and nodded: "Are you going to the hospital? I'll take you there."

"No, just going back to the coffee shop."

Xia Tingfei just said this.

Old man Sakuma didn't ask why, because he had already adapted to Xia Tingfei's weird behavior.

Even so, he just nodded and said, "Okay, I'll see you off."

"To prevent you from crashing my car."

As he said this, he led the three of them to the parking place.

His car was not a Sheriff's Department car, but his personal car.

It's not a low-slung sedan, but a sturdier minivan.

"Are you afraid of being hit by a car like this?"

Xia Tingfei thought that he would put the girl in the last long position.

Barely enough for the girl to lay on.

Tsurumi Qianna sat in another seat.

Xia Tingfei sat in the passenger seat and fastened his seat belt.

Old man Sakuma started the car quickly. Perhaps because he understood the urgency, he drove very fast.

Even in such a dense fog, he was so fast.

This speed also broke up the awkward atmosphere of no one talking in the car.

But the girl still felt a little scared.

This speed is still too high.

She looked at the thick fog in front of her and felt that she would not be in a car like this next time.

His face was a little pale.

Soon, we arrived in front of the coffee shop.

The old man Sakuma Lai just parked the car beside the street: "Okay, let's stop here."

"Why don't Sheriff Sakuma go in and have a cup of coffee?"

Xia Tingfei said.

"I won't go." Old Man Sakuma said: "That's where Qujian Ai's lair is, but I don't want to go in."

In other words, it was his place of shame.

This was the place where he saw Qujian Ai for the first time, and it was also the place where he was most ashamed.

He definitely didn't want to go into a place like this.

I don't even want to look at it.

Every time, he felt a little painful.

Xia Tingfei didn't persuade, he just went behind and carried the girl on his back.

And Tsurumi Qianna was very polite: "Thank you."

Old man Sakuma was very surprised.

The person around Xia Tingfei actually has such a girl?

He could only smile gently as a reply to the girl's thanks.

Xia Tingfei carried Xia Tingkui upstairs, while Tsurumi Qianna followed behind step by step.

When he arrived at the front desk, Xia Tingfei asked, "Is the female doctor still here?"

"Female doctor?" The receptionist thought for a moment: "She is still here."

"The female doctor has always been here and has basically never gone out." The maid at the front desk said, "This week, she has only gone out twice."

"Thank you." Xia Tingfei walked upstairs quickly. He took a quick look and found the female doctor in the corner.

Probably talking to other girls.

Xia Tingfei waved to her, and the female doctor came over.

Two people stood in the corner, and the female doctor asked: "What's wrong?"

"This girl." Xia Tingfei shook the girl on his back: "Can you see what's wrong with her?"

"I'm just a psychiatrist." The female doctor said helplessly.

But Xia Tingfei's face didn't change: "But at least he's a doctor, right?"

"That's right, that's right. At least he's a doctor." The female doctor flipped her hair and glanced at the girl with light blond hair.

"If it were me in the past, I would definitely refuse."

In the past, it was probably when she eliminated other difficulties for Nishimiya Ruri.

"Take it to the private room." the female doctor said.

There are only one or two private rooms in the coffee shop.

Still in the corner.

Putting the girl on the sofa in the private room, the female doctor found a medical bag from another room.

I found some tools inside and began to examine the condition of the girl.

Tsurumi Qianna also stood by and watched nervously.

The female doctor examined it carefully and looked at the girl's pupils.

After checking for a while, she said helplessly: "Nothing happened."

"But she suddenly fainted." Tsurumi Qianna asked.

"It's just because of low blood sugar and too much emotion that I fainted."

The female doctor said this and looked at Xia Tingfei again: "Don't you always carry candies in your pocket every day? When you see her every day, just give him one."

"I understand." Xia Tingfei said, looking at the female doctor: "Now, there should be nothing wrong."

"It was fine at that time." The female doctor waved her hand: "If you are worried, just stay here for a while. She should wake up after a while."

Tsurumi Qianna also wanted to wait here, but the female doctor just walked to her side and whispered: "After a while, when she wakes up, she may want to have some personal words with Xia Tingfei. You Here, it’s just going to get in the way.”

"I know." The girl could only say helplessly and walked out of the room.

He also closed the door thoughtfully.

When standing outside the door, the female doctor asked: "So, what happened? Didn't you go to the Tiantai Shrine to visit? Could there be other problems?"

"It's just because the minister said that he would give up the agreement with Xia Tingkui." Tsurumi Qianna said so or the female doctor stopped asking other questions.

She doesn't like this kind of agreement.

——Because there is no way to do it, I hope to make an agreement in advance.

——Promise, just want to save something that may not happen until something happens.

——And the promises that can be realized are always in the minority.

The female doctor waved her hand and left. Tsurumi Qianna leaned against the wall and looked at the colorful patterns on the tiles.

At this time, Xia Tingkui inside the house also woke up.

She opened her eyes and looked at the patterns on the ceiling.

"Sure enough, I'm still disappointed."

She turned her head and looked at Xia Tingfei: "It seems that after I met you, I would always gain hope and then fall into deep disappointment and despair."

It's like accusation.

But Xia Tingfei just took out a candy from his pocket.

(End of this chapter)