Give weak women a heart of steel

Chapter 357 I want to light up your life
The girl's body is a bit slender, and you can easily feel her thin body when you rest on it.

It's probably because of my previous depressing life, even though it has gotten better recently and I have regained some health.

However, the hard study and life during this period of time made her lose weight again.

Xia Tingfei did not comfort or stop Nisigong Liuli from continuing to do this kind of thing.

He just said: "Can you still persist?"

"what?"

"It's a matter of learning."

"Study~." Nishimiya Liuli was a little stunned, but immediately laughed again: "This kind of thing is not difficult."

"The accumulated tears and cries shed in the world because of study are more than the ocean, and louder than the thunder on a rainy night." Xia Tingfei squinted his eyes and said, "So, there is no need to say such beautiful words."

"Really, I can't hide anything from you, senior." The girl lowered her head, her long pink hair hanging down: "It is indeed very painful, but I can persevere. Because I have already suffered more pain than that kind of thing. thing."

Xia Tingfei didn't discuss anything with the girl, but just kept silent with his mouth closed.

In the endless flow of people, in the noisy and lively holy land of love.

The two of them just stayed together very leisurely.

Although extremely ordinary and ordinary, Nishimiya Ruri felt that today was so beautiful.

Even decades later, she would definitely remember this summer afternoon.

She said: "Senior, you are worried, right?"

"Ah."

Xia Tingfei replied in short words.

"Let me guess what you are worried about." The girl said with interest. After seeing that Xia Tingfei had no objection, she said: "It's because of the Holy Land of Love, it's because of the Love Parasite." Let’s do it.”

Xia Tingfei didn't feel any surprise, he said: "Maybe, that's the case."

"Well." Nishimiya Ruri said, "Actually, there is no such thing as a love parasite."

"Huh?" Xia Tingfei opened his eyes in surprise. He looked at the girl's face without comment: "Why do you think so."

Nishimiya Ruri gave the answer straight away: "Because, senior you are very relaxed and leisurely."

She smiled as tenderly as a mother: "In the past, if something really happened. Senior, you would always have various plans and various ways to do it. Just like With a sharp awl, no matter what is in front of you, you will pierce it without mercy."

"However, now I am a little confused and at a loss. - Or it can be said that I am not so active, just like a pool of water, slowly flowing along the river that has been formed."

"Yeah." Xia Tingfei just responded softly.

"So, why?"

The girl asked, she asked why.

"I already knew that there is no such thing as a love parasite, because I didn't see any relevant words above the heads of those girls, nor did I see any missions."

"If there really is such a thing, then those girls will have a mission related to it."

"I can't understand why the girl who committed suicide imagined a disease that didn't exist at all."

"However, I can understand why she would happily end her life because of a disease she imagined."

"Probably it's because I have nothing to do." Xia Tingfei whispered, "Probably it's because I have no real sense of reality."

"Open your eyes~"

The girl said softly.

Xia Tingfei opened his eyes, and what came into view was the girl's pretty face.

Her face was as gentle as a mother's, full of maternal qualities.

"Touch and see."

The girl made a request like this.

Before Xia Tingfei could make a move, the girl grabbed his hand and covered it on her pretty cheek.

"There is a scorching temperature on this cheek. It almost makes your palms burn and your fingers scorch."

"But it's not the skin of her cheeks that is burning, it's her eyes and her breath."

"Her face was so close that I could feel her breath and smell the shampoo on her hair."

"I can even feel her heartbeat."

Xia Tingfei pursed her lips tightly.

"Do you feel it?" the girl asked.

"What did you feel?"

"My skin."

"It's so hot, I feel like I'm going to get burned." Xia Tingfei said this, but it made the girl angry.

She said: "Do you feel my existence? Do I exist in reality?"

"Yes, I feel it." Xia Tingfei said: "It's as hot as a furnace, and it exists in reality like lava."

"I want to help you, just like you helped me before." She said: "If it is possible, I would like to be your support."

"Then, rely on me a little, Fei." She said softly: "At least rely on me as much as you rely on Sister Hinyue."

"Or a little more." She smiled and said, "A little bit greedy."

"But there's nothing we can do about it," she said, "because Fei never tells us anything or what he's been doing lately."

"Trust us a little more." She said: "After your changes, we are already very strong. We are no longer the weak girls we used to be. We are very strong girls. Now, we are already I can help you."

Xia Tingfei looked at the girl's pretty face and brushed her hanging hair.

"it is good."

He said seriously.

Nishimiya Ruri looked very happy, she smiled: "This is really great, this is really great."

"So, on our first date today, let me listen to your troubles."

"I——" Xia Tingfei said, "I've been a little at a loss lately."

"Hmm~" The girl responded gently like a mother, and she was an extremely good listener: "Why?"

"Because, I seem to have involved too many people." Xia Tingfei said: "In the past, I always thought that I could save them. But now, I find that it seems to be wrong. It is simply wrong. It seems like they don’t have as obvious and serious problems now as they did before.”

"If it's evil, it can be considered good. But the heart is there, and their wounds are in their hearts."

"They seem to be like castles in the air, as if they are standing because of some illusory thing. The next moment, they seem to be crumbling. However, I am somewhat helpless."

Xia Tingfei confided. This was the first time he said this to a girl.

Nishimiya Ruri smiled: "Then, how about trusting them again?" She suggested: "You always feel this way and then that way, but it's always your imagination, isn't it?"

"How do you believe in the strength of these girls?" She said: "You once cast steel into their hearts. Isn't that enough?"

"Failures run through life. You help them, not by letting them succeed from now on. But by giving them the courage to start from scratch and start over."

Xia Tingfei remained silent. He didn't think what the girl said was wrong.

Come on, are you really relaxing like this?

He tried to ask himself, but even he couldn't get the answer.

So, he just talked about another thing: "Remember what I just said?"

"Do you feel disconnected from reality?"

"Yeah." Xia Tingfei said, "Because - after arriving at Dusui Village, life seems to have suddenly become ordinary."

"It's like copy-pasting pages of a diary that look different every day. But in fact, every page is the same diary. Now, I can't even remember what happened a few days ago."

"I seem to have lost the sense of reality in the life in front of me. It seems that everything in front of me is distorted. It's like the shadows are blurred, like an overexposed black and white photo that has lost its color."

“Mediocrity is frightening and frightening.”

As Xia Tingfei said this, he thought of Qu Jian Ai again.

——Is she like this too? Maybe that's it.

Unscrupulous cheating in a game is only enjoyable at that moment.

——But it will greatly reduce the players' nostalgia for this game and make them bored with this game.

Because everything is meaningless.

"What's wrong with ordinary life?" Nishimiya Ruri said: "The daily routine we take for granted may actually be a series of miracles."

"This is what I said."

"But isn't life like this?" the girl said, "After we are born, when we cry loudly in the hospital, we are preparing for death."

“All we are trying to do is change the scenery we can see along the way.”

“Everyone’s life is just a preparation for that moment in their memories that will remain fresh in their old age.”

The girl said: "Our life is very short, and we have no special abilities. We are not heroes, nor are we demons. We are just one of countless ordinary people, one of six billion on the planet, just a short period of time A few moments can illuminate our entire lives.”

"So, are you trying to comfort me?"

"No, I just want to tell Fei that you illuminated our lives." Nishimiya Ruri said: "I will never forget the brilliance of that moment. My life was illuminated at that moment."

"So, we also want to brighten your life." She said, "So, there is no need to worry. So, there is no need to be confused."

"Because we will work hard to shine. We will work hard to illuminate your daily life, using everything we have."

She smiled softly and extremely seriously.
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When the other girls came back, Xia Tingfei was already asleep on the bench.

The other girls were a little surprised and wanted to shout.

But he was watched by Nishinomiya Ruri.

Although it was an extremely calm look, it made people feel scared for no reason.

She was usually gentle and gentle, but her seriousness now moved the girls even more.

Nishimiya Yuko wanted to applaud her sister.

In Nishimiya Yuko's guess, the best her sister could do was to be one step closer than before.

But now, it was greatly beyond her expectation.

This is not a further step, it is clearly several steps forward.

The other girls were particularly envious of Nishimiya Ruri.

Originally, Nishimiya Ruri was just the first one to make the trip, but he didn't expect it to turn out like this.

Haishio Zaozhan felt a little regretful. She bit her lip and glanced at Hinazuki Kana.

Hinazuki Kana walked up to Nishimiya Ruri, and Nishimiya Yuko was a little worried.

She shouted: "Sister Kana——"

But Hinazuki Kana didn't look at her, but at Nishimiya Ruri.

Nishimiya Ruri looked at Hinazuki Kana and called out softly: "Kana-san."

Hinazuki Kana glanced at Xia Tingfei and said, "Well done."

Nishimiya Liuli listened with a happy smile on her face: "Sure enough, Sister Hinyue would say that."

"Yes." Hinazuki Kana's expression was a little complicated: "I have noticed this kind of thing before, but maybe it's because the distance is too close, so I can't tell this kind of thing. I'm even a little helpless. .”

"After all, although senior is like this now, he is still somewhat traditional." Nishimiya Ruri smiled softly: "That's why I can't say it out loud. However, senior still trusts you."

The girl said this and explained this.

"I know." Hinazuki Kana sat next to Nishimiya Ruri, and she knocked on her knees: "I know this kind of thing——"

She was speechless for a moment and didn't know what to say next.

After a moment of silence, she said: "So, I have no objection to him finding the dangerous Qujian Ai, because as long as he is happy enough, that's enough."

"But it's fine now."

"You have been of great help, Ruri." Hinazuki Kana said, "Sorry to trouble you."

"You're welcome, Sister Hinayuki." Nishimiya Ruri said: "Senior has illuminated us, so I also want to illuminate senior."

Hinazuki Kana didn't say anything, she just called a few girls over in silence.

"Sit here and take a rest. You must be very tired after walking around for so long."

The girls did not refute, although they knew that Hinazuki Kana had other reasons for saying this.

However, no one objected.

The girls were sitting on another bench, and Hai Tide Algae Chips quietly said to Ichinose Kiyuki next to her: "Can you tell anything?"

Ichinose Qingyue shook her head.

Hai Tide Algae had no choice but to look at Aoi, who glanced at the girl and said, "He - he is probably in a very relaxed and happy state."

Several girls were a little confused about this and wanted to ask.

However, Aoi didn't explain.

He just looked sideways at the sleeping Xia Tingfei.

(End of this chapter)