Give weak women a heart of steel

Chapter 400 I am Qianyu, not Dai

"Ah——~"

The female doctor sat up from the sofa and covered her head. She had a headache.

Like a common lack of sleep.

The inside of his head felt like splintered wood, being split apart with a crunching sound.

Holding on to the armrest of the sofa, she wandered to the bathroom.

I washed my face and rinsed my mouth.

Her speech was fresh and she felt a little comfortable.

"It would be nice if it was a glass of ice wine."

Muttering like this, she walked to the bar.

He saw Qian Yu lying on the bar and crying.

The female doctor was not surprised: "Is that really the case?"

Walking behind the bar, she skillfully grabbed a handful of ice cubes from the ice machine below and stuffed them into the quilt.

He casually pulled out a bottle of whiskey from the wine cabinet and poured it in.

The slightly thick amber liquor looks great in the dim light.

She took a small sip, and the cold gas made her whole body tremble.

Letting out a long sigh of relief, the female doctor sat next to Qianyu.

She said: "Is it really not possible?"

Qian Yu raised her head and looked at the female doctor.

His eyes were dim and his lips were pursed tightly.

"Ah."

She answered and looked at the female doctor.

The female doctor scratched her hair and said, "That guy is still looking like a pervert. You must have encountered something bad when you were there."

Qianyu looked at the female doctor. She didn't know how the female doctor treated her.

She didn't know whether the female doctor liked Qian Yudai more, or whether she liked herself more.

But, she looked around.

There is no one left.

"I--"

Qianyu spoke slowly, telling everything he encountered.

My own grievances, my own confusion.

My own pain, my own regrets.

She said it all in one breath, like pouring beans.

Just as she spoke, she felt more and more aggrieved and painful.

Tears kept flowing down, feeling aggrieved like a little girl.

"Really, thank you for your hard work."

The female doctor held Qian Yu in her arms, comforting her like a mother or a sister.

The female doctor is the oldest among the group, in her thirties.

For young girls, it may be a big sister or a mother.

Female doctors often play this role in coffee shops. Girls who study well lack a normal family.

There is no way most people don’t understand what happiness looks like.

Such as maternal love, such as family affection.

The female doctor makes up for this very well, although she is usually very mischievous and speaks very youthful words like a high school girl.

Drinking and smoking.

But when the time comes, she is the kind of woman you can rely on.

Regardless, she displays a gentle gaze with astonishing professionalism.

She cares about you like a mother.

Give you silent support.

When being held by the female doctor, Qian Yu felt that she could not control her tear ducts.

Tears flowed freely, soaking a large area of ​​clothes.

"Oh my, it's hard to handle now." She looked at the tear stains on her white coat and looked a little sad.

"Feel sorry."

Qian Yu choked.

The female doctor smiled gently: "Don't say that. It's better to say that you cry out happily, which makes me feel more at ease. As long as you cry out about this kind of thing, you will feel much better." "

"The so-called sadness is just tears. As long as they are shed cleanly, your mood will be much better."

As she said this, Qian Yu nodded.

Qianyu asked: "Senior, what would you do if you encountered this kind of thing?"

"Ah - this kind of thing." The female doctor was a little embarrassed, but she still said, "We usually don't talk about this kind of thing. Even we can't accurately describe things like sub-personality and main personality. Clear it up. It’s not like in the TV series where you can clear it by shining it with a flashlight.”

"Moreover, this kind of thing depends on the will of people recognized by society."

"If the surrounding interpersonal relationships recognize the dominant personality, then the existence of the dominant personality is reasonable."

"If the people around you recognize the sub-personality, and the so-called bonds and relationships are accumulated by the sub-personality, then the existence of the sub-personality is reasonable."

"If you insist on asking me to give you any advice, I can only say that I am not good at such problems."

The female doctor comforted her: "The most important thing is - you, do you recognize yourself? Do you think you are a complete person? Or are you just an accessory?"

Qian Yu turned her head, looked into the distance and murmured: "Am I not an accessory born due to a coincidence of marriage? I am a thief, a despicable thief."

"Ah -" the female doctor scratched her head: "Sure enough, you will struggle with this kind of problem."

She complained with some dissatisfaction: "To be honest, I always think that if human beings completely abandoned art and philosophy, they would probably have a lot less troubles. But my teacher did say that if we really lost these things, we would have long ago I’m laid off, so it’s better to still exist.”

Qianyu looked at her doubtfully, wondering why the female doctor said these things.

"Actually, I just want to tell you." The female doctor looked at Qian Yu seriously: "Thought? Soul? Who knows how this kind of ghost thing exists. The birth of thoughts from human cells is a very wonderful thing in itself. . You said you were born by chance, but who among you is not born by chance? "

"So, rest assured. You are you, and Qianyu is just Qianyu. Even if there is a person named Qianyu Dai in his body, you are just sharing a house. There are so many people sharing the house, and nothing bad has happened. things.”

"So, feel at ease, Qianyu."

She patted Qian Yu on the shoulder and comforted her.

"Like an appendage or something like that, a thief or something like that. Stop talking about it. If you are serious, the soul is just an appendage of the body, and the body is the prison of the soul. After death, the body's organs will still be maintained for a period of time. With time, the hair will still grow. In this way, all souls are thieves, just stealing the right to use the body."

The female doctor talked casually.

And Qian Yu's face finally looked better.

In any case, she was comforted, and the internal friction in her heart gradually stopped.

Although she was still sad, she had returned to her calm demeanor.

Wiping away her tears, she said with some embarrassment: "Sorry, I made you laugh. I'll go clean it up."

With that said, he walked to his room.

Be prepared to cover up your red eye circles.

The female doctor looked at her back and couldn't help but feel a little lucky.

Teacher - You are right. In such troubled times, it is really useful to talk about some random philosophy.

"It seems I'm late." Aoi stood at the entrance to the second floor and watched the scene.

"Ah, it turns out to be Aoi. Is it also because of Asaha's matter?"

The female doctor said hello and asked Aoi to sit next to her.

Aoi walked up and sat next to her, and then said in a calm tone: "Well, you also know Xia Ting's character. Since Hinyue is not at home, I always have to take care of her."

"Ha, I thought you were his sister." The female doctor laughed.

Aoi glanced at her and ignored the words.

The female doctor was not embarrassed and just asked: "What on earth has Qianyu experienced? Why does it seem like he collapsed today?"

Aoi told the female doctor everything.

The female doctor couldn't help but click her tongue as she listened.

No matter who experiences this kind of thing, they will always be a little devastated.

Because this has eroded people's most inherent dignity and self.

If the self is non-self, its very existence will be doubted.

"Fortunately, I didn't teach her any profound psychology just now." The female doctor was a little lucky. She looked at Aoi while drinking wine: "Would you like some wine? Or something else. Although I am not a bartender, at least I still know how to do it. A little bit of wine and coffee.”

"No need." Aoi shook her head and said, "Is there anything wrong with Qian Yu?"

"The mood is a little better, but the key lies in your Xia Ting." The female doctor said: "If she is stimulated again, the mood swings will be even more severe."

Aoi frowned, she didn't like the female doctor's words.

What is yours?
The relationship between her and Xia Tingfei was just between employment and friends, and there was no other relationship.

But she still pressed down and did not have an attack. She just said calmly: "Even I can't control this kind of thing. Xia Ting is Xia Ting. If she changes so easily, she won't be him."

"Ah, this kind of person is really troublesome." The female doctor took a helpless sip of wine: "Hinyue can't do anything?"

Just hearing the female doctor's words, Kui couldn't help laughing: "Do you think Hinyue will be against Xia Ting? It's better to say that she likes Xia Ting now."

The female doctor herself couldn't help laughing.

She also felt that her idea was very unreliable. Hinyue was a mature and smart girl, and her only shortcoming might be that she cared too much about Xia Ting.

The two were chatting.

After a while, Qian Yu came out.

She had dressed up a bit, although she still had red circles under her eyes.

But at least I'm not crying anymore.

Instead, Aoi could see something familiar in her eyes.

She said to Qianyu: "Are you relieved?"

Qian Yu said with a little embarrassment: "Well, I feel a little relieved."

Aoi looked at it, but she didn't believe it.

She was clearly crying so hard just now, but now she was speaking with relief.

However, there should be awareness and something different in her eyes.

Aoi stopped talking.

After a while, the other girls also finished their work for the day and returned to the cafe.

The girls gathered around the table and chatted.

Talking and laughing from time to time, looking harmonious and warm.

Even between Haishio Zaochan and Tsurumi Qianna, the conflict between them is not so sharp.

Even like good sisters.

As for Qian Yu, it was as if nothing had happened and she was activating the atmosphere.

Just, in the next few days.

She would go out every day and come back very late.

Even though the female doctor and others asked her questions, Qianyu didn't answer.

At the beginning, the female doctor was still a little worried, afraid that she would have any bad thoughts. I will entrust Xia Tingfei to find it.

Xia Tingfei often found her on the street.

After all, a woman who is well-dressed in summer is still easy to find.

She was on the street with no purpose.

Just hanging out.

Xia Tingfei followed her without appearing or persuading her.

Just watch silently and follow silently.

He would just tell the female doctor what happened during the day at night.

The female doctor would always invite Xia Tingfei for a drink.

After that, female doctors stopped paying attention to such things.

I just wait until Qian Yu comes back every day to feel at ease.

Asaha, on the other hand, kept walking on the street.

She wanted to find something.

——Looking for the evil spirit that you are afraid of and panic about.

She flipped her hair and smiled.

This is definitely a happy smile, like the brilliant sun in the sky.

When she came back to her senses, she saw the evil ghost with disheveled hair.

Qian Yudai's sister.

Qianyu looked at her and without waiting for her to speak, he just said: "I have been wanting to find you for a long time."

The devil looked at her with a mocking smile on his face: "This is the first time. In the past, you always avoided me."

Qian Yu shook her head. She looked at the evil ghost and said seriously: "I am Qian Yu, but I am not Qian Yu Dai. If there is any fault or mistake, you can go to Qian Yu Dai. Please don't look for me again in the future. ”

She looked seriously at Qian Yudai's sister with disheveled hair.

However, I felt uneasy in my heart.

There was a sarcastic smile on the evil ghost's face: "I thought you finally mustered up the courage, but who knew you were completely cowardly. Do you think such wrong words can cover up your mistakes?"

She suddenly strode forward, her arms round like bows and arrows.

If this slap hit Qianyu's face, she would definitely vomit blood.

But Qianyu gritted his teeth and grabbed her arm: "I am Qianyu! Not Qianyu Dai! Can you please tell the difference clearly?"

She was extremely angry, but the evil ghost was indeed even more angry than her.

She screamed crazily: "Dad, Mom! They were all killed by you! How could you escape so easily! Impossible! Absolutely impossible! I won't allow it, I will never allow it!"

With such a roar, she punched Qian Yu in the stomach again.

The corners of Qianyu's eyes twitched, and she shouted: "What does this have to do with me! I am Qianyu! Not Qianyu Dai! Get away!"

She struggled with the evil spirit.

They were rolling on the ground in embarrassment, grabbing each other's hair, and hitting each other with messy fists.

Qianyu's heartbeat was beating like a drum, and there was only one thought in her mind.

——I am Qianyu, just Qianyu!

Not Qian Yudai!
(End of this chapter)