Give weak women a heart of steel

Chapter 407 I am Qian Yu
"It's really, really troublesome."

Qian Yudai sighed and held the letter in her hand, but did not open it.

Instead, she stuffed it into her pocket, put on the scarf and walked out of the cafe.

When I went downstairs, I met Ichinose Kiyosuki and Tsurumi China who were going upstairs.

The girls waved their hands a little happily: "Qianyu, do you still want to go out?"

"I'm Dai."

Qian Yudai said this, her eyes were decadent and gray.

To the surprise of several girls, it was then that they realized that the person in front of them was completely different from before.

The smiles on the girls' faces faded slightly and turned into gentle smiles.

It is also the most polite smile.

The pointed roof has a geometric beauty.

Qian Yudai raised her head and looked at the road around her, found a direction, and just walked.

I don’t know how much time has passed, but I just know that the sky is getting darker and darker.

The white smoke is extremely conspicuous in the cold season of winter. It is a cone-shaped breath.

The lighter clicked in his hand.

Little snowflakes drifted down from the roof and finally landed on her forehead.

This ruin looks like an abandoned church, or like a Western-style house built by wealthy people in the past.

Maybe even Qian Yudai didn't know what she was thinking.

The twinkling lights make the trees on both sides of the road really beautiful, and the white snow is also dyed in colorful colors.

But in retrospect, the ashtray was already in Xia Tingfei's hands.

She took out the letter from her pocket and walked slowly while reading it.

It was still snowing outside, and she walked slowly on the deserted streets.

Everything on her hair and shoulders was covered with snow.

Qian Yudai pointed to the cigarettes and lighters on the shelf, and the clerk skillfully gave them to Qian Yudai.

When I walked in, it was empty and messy.

She threw the cigarette butt carelessly on the ground, making a quick and irritating sizzle in the snow.

The broken head turned around and there was dust all over the floor.

After walking for a long time, she found a 24-hour convenience store.

Her long hair, as blue and flowing as the deep sea, also fell on her tearful mole.

The snow accumulated on it actually fell down, drenching Qian Yudai all over.

But she diverted the flame away from the fragile envelope and stuffed the envelope into her pocket.

Then send it off: "Welcome next time."

It was a long couch, and she was half-lying on it, with her neck resting on the wide armrests.

Burnt marks gradually appeared on the corners of the envelope.

Qian Yudai didn't pay attention, she just passed by a few girls and went downstairs.

Qian Yudai's eyes were dim, without much brilliance.

Looking around, she was leaning against the tree.

Cashmere knitted scarf, very warm.

She smoked cigarettes again like a path dependant, touching her pockets, trying to find her ashtray.

Breathing out a long breath.

A light blue flame emerged from the heavy lighter, gradually approaching the envelope.

But she turned a blind eye and just tightened the scarf around her neck.

The clerk inside was listless. When he saw someone coming in, he said feebly: "Welcome, what do you need?"

Perhaps because the movement was too big, the tree shook for a while.

No one knew what was going on in her mind.

She left here and wandered the streets covered in snow.

Looking up, you can see the pale moonlight and falling snowflakes outside.

Finally, she came to a ruins.

This makes it slightly easier to feel.

In the mottled moonlight, Qu Jianai sat on a luxurious red velvet sofa.

Qian Yudai ignored it. She just stood next to a trash can on the roadside and lit a cigarette skillfully.

It fell on her red lips.

If you just look at her peaceful sleeping face, anyone will think of her as a peerless sleeping beauty.

There are not even a few people who are attracted to her.

However, she opened her red evil eyes.

Those red eyes were not only dyed with the blood of many people.

So weird, so evil.

So out of place.

Almost dyeing the plain white moonlight into her color.

"Welcome back, Qian Yudai."

Qu Jianai held her chin with her palm and looked at Qian Yudai, she smiled.

It seemed that she had already expected it.

Qian Yudai looked at her: "Did you do something?"

"Me?" Qu Jianai was a little surprised: "You should have all the memories. You should know that I didn't do anything."

With that said, she stood up and walked to Qian Yudai.

She lifted Qian Yudai's chin with her slender fingers, and her enchanting red eyes stared at Qian Yudai in front of her: "Dai, I didn't know you were such a weak child. You actually put all the faults on yourself. Others are so weak. Do you still remember what I taught you?"

Qian Yudai turned her head and said casually: "I have forgotten that kind of thing a long time ago."

Looking at Qian Yudai like this, Qu Jianai smiled softly and returned to the red velvet sofa.

She gently picked up a snowflake and placed it in front of her eyes.

Looking at the snowflakes melting in front of her, she said: "Life is like a mountain. Everything rolls down from the top of the mountain. All you can do is carry these stones and walk up the mountain. If once If you give up, you will only be hit by these rocks and become a so-called loser."

"It's nothing to be a loser, but your blood is already all over the mountain road. Don't you think it's an extremely stupid thing to do when you fall to the bottom of the mountain?"

She looked at Qian Yudai with a smile: "What do you think? Do you think everything has changed for the better during the time you escaped?"

"Maybe it's gotten better." Qian Yudai said casually.

But Qujian Ai was not angry, she just said: "Congratulations to you, maybe you can live a free life in the future."

Qian Yudai glanced at the enchanting woman in front of her, with an enchanting smile on her face.

I can’t see clearly what the reason is or what it means.

Qian Yudai didn't think about it.

This enchanting woman, everything she does is to induce you to move forward according to the ending she wants.

She turned around and left.

I came here not just to find an answer.

Since you haven't found the answer, just leave.

When she returned to the streets, she wandered the streets here.

She had the contents of most of what Asaba did in her mind.

But there is no memory of when she was knitting a scarf.

Therefore, even Qianyu Dai didn't know what Qianyu wrote in the envelope.

Unknowingly, she arrived outside the hospital.

She looked at the hospital with indifferent eyes. The red lights illuminated the front of the hospital in red, which was particularly scary.

Looking up, she saw a person in the window of the ward.

She knew that person.

--elder sister.

Qian Yudai's heartbeat accelerated, and her lips even became dry. She licked her lips a little too much, then took out a cigarette and put it into her mouth.

However, her sister did not chase her out like a mad dog and yell at her like she did in the past.

Instead, he gave her the same indifferent look.

It's like a stranger.

In Qian Yudai's trance, her sister left the window and disappeared.

Qian Yudai stood for a long time before finally coming back to her senses.

Before her sister came down, she breathed a sigh of relief.

She left the hospital and wandered the streets like a ghost.

Wandering in Qingchuan.

She didn't want to go back to the coffee shop because Qian Yu's scent lingered everywhere.

However, there is nowhere to go.

So, I had no choice but to wander.

But she is already very familiar with this kind of life.

She didn't know how many days she had been like this.

Wrapped up in her coat, she walked with a layer of snowflakes on her face.

She just thought for a moment about her sister's reaction just now, and she reacted on her own.

Maybe, he just thought I was Qian Yu.

Did he actually enjoy the benefits of Qianyu's work?
This thought swirled in her mind, giving her mixed feelings.

She found a place and sat down regardless of the snow on top.

He took out the letter from his coat. There was still a little scorch in the corner outside.

But when I took out the stiff letter paper, nothing happened.

This is a very plain white piece of paper with fine small characters on it.

——Qian Yudai, the "mother I have never met."

It's you who brought me into this world, so maybe I should call you "Mother."

However, I prefer to call you "sister."

Sister Dai, thank you for allowing me to live as Qian Yu.

The world is gentle, but also too cruel.

Like fragile glass, every fragment makes people's hands full of blood.

Thank you for opening my eyes to the whole world.

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Qian Yudai looked at the babbling words on the envelope, like an envelope written by a younger sister to a sister she had never met.

Full of family warmth.

Full of beauty and warmth.

And that pure enthusiasm and kindness.

Qian Yudai looked at the back of the letter, and there was another line of writing somewhere.

——What I have done has been accomplished, the good things I believed in have been left behind, and I have experienced all the good things.

——So, I should go.

Qian Yudai pursed her lips tightly, and her throat felt sore.

Even if the cigarette is burning my fingers, I don't feel anything.

She looked at her envelope, and in her mind was Qian Yu's shouting behind the mountain peak, and her angry roar towards her sister in the hospital.

The dripping tears stained the envelope.

The writing on it is blurred.

She lowered her head, her hair hanging on it.

Sweeping the gentle handwriting.

"what----"

The mournful roar echoed through the deserted streets.
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Four girls, Ichinose Kiyosuki, Umichi Mozachi, and Tsurumi China and Aoi, were talking in the cafe.

"Qian Yudai is really back."

1 "Yes, we all heard it. She said she was Qianyu Dai, not Qianyu."

"In her eyes, there is sadness and darkness unique to Qian Yudai."

Several girls were chattering.

Of course they also welcome Qian Yudai.

Although Asaba Dai is very cold, she is still their companion and friend.

But - Asaha is also their friend and companion.

And Qian Yu and Qian Yu Dai are different people, completely different people!
They all have this understanding.

Between the two of them, this problem makes them painful and uneasy.

No matter who they abandon, several girls will be sad.

"Where is Qian Yu."

Hai Chao Zao Xian asked, she looked at everyone and pursed her lips.

Normally, Qian Yu has a good relationship with her. After all, Qian Yu is such a energetic girl.

Several girls knew the answer, but they all did not answer.

——After all, when a dual personality patient and one main personality comes back, the secondary personality disappears as a matter of course.

For the sub-personality, this situation is death!

"It's not necessarily because I can't see Asaba anymore." Tsurumi Qianna said: "Isn't it like this on TV? Even if the main personality comes back, the sub-personality just falls into a sleeping posture. Maybe sometimes You can still see Qian Yu.”

Everyone just smiled reluctantly.

No one thought of asking the female doctor.

——Or, it is simply conscious ignorance.

After all, there is still a possibility.

But after asking the female doctor, this was no longer possible.

Several people were silent again, no one knew what to do.

And Aoi said: "So, when Qianyu gave us scarves today, that's what he thought of, right?"

Only then did a few people remember what Qianyu said when he gave the scarf - it was originally intended to be a gift for entering college, but there was no chance.

Several girls felt a little lonely: "She started knitting scarves very early. So, her headaches and discomfort during this period are all related to this? Is it a sign of disappearance?"

"This kind of feeling that you are about to disappear all the time is really - so cruel!" Ichinose Qingyue covered her face.

She sobbed slightly.

She watched Qianyu change from a green barista to a skilled barista who could prepare all kinds of latte art.

Every bit is recalled from memory.

Several girls also thought of all the joys Qian Yu brought during this period.

It was the first time for the girls to experience this kind of thing, which was like parting between life and death.

All the emotions in the past burst out all at once.

Each of them had tears in their eyes and uncontrollable sadness.

"Ah, why are you crying?"

Qianyu walked up to the second floor and looked at this scene. She smiled and waved her hands: "Hey, crying during the Chinese New Year will bring misfortune."

Several girls were surprised and happy, but hesitantly asked: "Who are you?"

"I'm Qian Yu, and your scarves were given to you by me!"

Qianyu said this and walked over: "You don't recognize me at this time. I'm so sad."

She was smiling, and several girls couldn't help but laugh.

Aoi suddenly smelled a strong smell of cigarette smoke, as if she had just smoked it outside the door.

But she didn't say it.

(End of this chapter)