The reincarnation of the heavens begins with the path to immortality

Chapter 219 Mentality

In the world of Zhetian, all great emperors from ancient times have been lonely. This is not only because of their long lifespan and loneliness without relatives and friends, but also because of the coldness of being at a high place. Countless people are trembling in front of you, walking on thin ice, and are in awe like gods. This kind of Not being able to live like normal people is also very lonely. The emperor stands too high and sees too far. No one can understand what an emperor is thinking!
Therefore, since ancient times, a deity, an ancient emperor, after his relatives and friends naturally pass away, and he is the only one left in the end, he will slowly become autistic and devote all his energy to seclusion and ascetic cultivation. , to chase the illusory fairy!
Now, Shen Pingkang is suffering from such loneliness. For a practitioner, three to four hundred years is neither long nor short. But for Shen Pingkang, three to four hundred years is already a long time. After three or four hundred years of mortal life, Shen Pingkang's mentality changed again. He found that he had a different feeling facing the vast universe and the world of practitioners!

Perhaps, he was just a mortal once. Even if he traveled through time and became the Immortal Lord, he only looked at this world with the eyes of a mortal. He felt that this world was vast, desolate and dead, and he felt its sadness. I also feel that the world of practitioners is really cruel. It is simply the most primitive jungle society. The strong kill the weak without any reason. This is a truly upright and cannibalistic world!
But now, more than 300 years have passed, and Shen Pingkang looks at the world, the universe, and the world of cultivation with the eyes of an emperor again, and he feels that his previous ideas seem ridiculous!

Because no matter how dilapidated, barren and dead this piece of heaven, earth and universe is, in fact it has always been there for tens of millions of years. Compared with it, the ancient emperors and emperors are just passers-by. During these millions of years Since then, how many ancient emperors have been born, and how many are alive today?But this piece of heaven and earth and universe is still there!
This is like his former motherland. That land produced many talented and heroic emperors. But in the end, that land is still there, but those emperors have turned into dust!

The same goes for this piece of heaven, earth, and universe. For millions of years, this piece of heaven, earth, and universe has still existed, but most of the ancient emperors and emperors who were once invincible in the world have turned to dust and disappeared without a trace!
Perhaps, he was really too wishful thinking in the past and was moved by himself. He said that he wanted to prosper the entire desolate and dead universe, and even wanted to prosper this universe to the original ancient immortal period. But in fact, in this universe Among them, an ancient Heavenly Emperor is so insignificant. In just a few tens of thousands of years, an Ancient Heavenly Emperor has died and turned into ashes. And what do these tens of thousands of years mean to this world?
People, sometimes they always value themselves too much, thinking that they are the center of the entire universe and the savior. But in fact, you may be just a speck of dust in the vicissitudes of life, even an ancient emperor!
At this time, Shen Pingkang left the Immortal Mountain, left the Beidou Ancient Star, and came to the outside world. His face was expressionless, but his heart was very heavy, because an ancient emperor of the same level as him was about to become a Taoist. This ancient emperor was in In the ancient times, there must have been people like him who were invincible in the world and became emperors. But now they are quietly waiting for death in the immortal source. The high-spirited and majestic people who once dominated the world have become dust. He The transformation path has been turned into flying ashes and disappeared!

Thinking of this, Shen Pingkang felt a little depressed for some reason. He was thinking that maybe one day, like this ancient emperor, he would turn into ashes and disappear!

He looked at the stars in the universe, which was desolate and dead, but his heart suddenly lost the compassion for this world. Instead, he felt that he was as small and humble as dust. No matter how powerful he was, he could catch The stars hold the moon, but at the time of death, it is all in vain!

Suddenly, he couldn't help but whisper to himself: "What is life? What is the meaning of my life?"

The old supreme master of the Immortal Mountain who had lived for 200 million years didn't know about this problem, nor did Shen Pingkang, who had lived for 400 years. He was confused for a moment, staying in this vast universe, and he was at will. Floating, like a drop of water wandering in the sea, dancing with the entire universe!

He drifted, drifted, and after an unknown amount of time, he felt the vastness of the starry sky, the cold and dead silence of the starry sky, and his own insignificance. Finally, he took a deep breath and suddenly shook his head uncontrollably. He laughed.

Because he suddenly felt that he was ridiculous!

In a previous life, there was a saying that when humans think, God laughs. Isn’t that the same now?He is thinking about the meaning of life and the meaning of his life. Isn't it also a very ridiculous thing?

yes!What a ridiculous thing!Maybe you live just to see the flowers, the sea, and the world, maybe you live to realize some lofty ideals, or maybe you just live to live. What should you do with this?

In his previous life, when he was diagnosed with terminal brain cancer, he was just thinking that he didn't want to die and wanted to live. Then have you ever thought about why he wanted to live?Has he ever thought about the meaning of his life?I never thought about it, it was just a survival instinct, I just wanted to live!

So, why did he suddenly feel so confused about the meaning of his life after three or four hundred years in the world of Zhetian?Was it the words of the old Supreme Being in the Immortal Mountain that touched him so much, or was it that after living for three or four hundred years, he felt tired and tired of living, and began to think wildly and become obsessed?
It's like those modern rich people who have had enough of everything and want to do something exciting?He has had enough life, so he likes to think about some meaningless questions and embarrass himself?
In fact, there is no meaning in living. You can do whatever you want, especially since he is already a great emperor, and there are no more restraints. Such a free and easy life is the real life. It is so embarrassing. If you have to ask yourself the meaning of life, why bother?
Thinking like this, Shen Pingkang chuckled, looked at the vast universe, and said to himself: "But I got distracted. I asked myself why I am alive and what is the meaning of living, just like why does this universe exist? What is the meaning of existence!”

"This is how this world and the universe exists. The meaning of its existence is not for anything! Just like this is how I live, and the meaning of my life is not for anything! Existence is existence, and living is just living!"

Suddenly, his mind widened. Even the so-called coldness and loneliness at high places all these years disappeared in an instant. He laughed, stepped into the starry sky of the universe, and disappeared!
(End of this chapter)