Shengshichun

Chapter 328 I want to be upright this time (please vote)
"Because I understand that no matter how long we are together, even if we are tied together for a lifetime and never be separated, this marriage will not be what I want."

Pei Zhan looked at the moonlit sky, his voice not ambiguous at all.

Fu Zhen said: "But didn't you say at the beginning that you would be satisfied as long as we were together? Now you are not satisfied?"

She didn't have to bring up these old words to embarrass him, it was mainly because of his inconsistent attitude.

"Exactly." Pei Zhan looked at the crescent moon, "When I first saw you come back that day, I was so happy that I did not hesitate to use some means to make you willingly throw yourself into the trap. On the night of the wedding, I didn't sleep a wink all night, and I believed in you with all my heart. This life is mine.

"Even if you draw a clear line with me again and again, I don't take it seriously. I believe that as time goes by, you will always see the differences in me, and you will always find that I am no longer the awkward and dull child you saw back then. You Always treat me like a real man.

"However, in this marriage, you drew a line for yourself from the beginning. You never thought of changing your mind.

"I underestimated your character. When Xu Yin lured you with the sound of his flute, you were not disturbed at all. When he confided his feelings to you and mentioned so many memories of your past, you were not disturbed at all. disturb.

"Xu Yin bewitched Yongping, Princess Rong, and He Qunying and the prince. His sophistry skills are profound.

"Every time I can't help but worry that you will waver in front of him, you are always firmer than I expected.

"You let me see a deeper side of you - to be honest, this kind of you made me sink deeper, but on the other hand, I was even more desperate.

"No matter what situation you are in, you will always be yourself, and no one or thing can shake your decision. If you can throw away the past with Xu Yin resolutely, then for me who had no intention of accepting it in the first place, Naturally, you won't accept it, and you won't want to continue with this marriage that you consider to be a temporary solution.

"As you said, the love between children is the icing on the cake for you. The military exploits I have made may be amazing to many people, but they still cannot impress you, because that is not what you value at all. I Even if the whole world is flattened, if you don’t like me, you still don’t like me.”

This was the first time Fu Zhen heard Pei Zhan speak such a long speech and reveal such deep feelings.

Guilt welled up in her heart: "Actually, I have been quite happy in the Pei family these past few months."

After a pause, she added: "You don't have to be like this. How can Xu Yin compare with you? These are different situations and cannot be compared together."

She admitted that she had not considered the marriage in a long-term direction from the beginning.

But after hearing these words, she didn't know why her heart started to feel ups and downs, and she was not as sure as she was before.

"Of course it can be compared." Pei Zhan's eyes sparkled, "Let me ask you, if I don't agree to be separated, will you still live in the Pei family? Will you obey my wishes and continue to be husband and wife with me?"

Fu Zhen opened his eyes, picked up a fallen leaf on the steps, and tore it in his hands.

"will not."

It didn't matter where Fu Zhen lived, but there was no need for Pei Zhan to sacrifice his whole life for her.

"Then you feel a little different about me?" Pei Zhan turned her face over, "You and Xu Yin have had so many unforgettable memories. You know very well what it means to be moved. So have you ever been moved by me?" ?"

Fu Zhen had never faced such a straightforward question. Facing his straight gaze, she slowly lowered her face.

From the beginning to the end, she understood what she wanted to do for him. Even though she was endlessly grateful to him, she never confused her gratitude with her heartbeat.

Pei Zhan's gaze lingered on her face for a moment, then he looked back: "Your silence is the answer. Since you have never had the slightest affection for me, what will be the consequences of my insistence on keeping you?"

Fu Zhen opened his mouth silently.

Pei Zhan said slowly: "Originally, I thought that even if you didn't like me, being able to be with you for the rest of my life would be enough for me.

"But after listening to what you and Xu Yin said, I found that this is not the case.

"I want to win your heart more than staying with you. Naturally, I can find a way to achieve divorce, but in that case, it would be like holding you captive with a marriage certificate.

"When I first married you, I already used despicable means. If I tie you up selfishly again, I will look down on myself."

Having said this, he stood up slowly. He stood with his backlight under the steps, as tall as a steep mountain.

"So, tomorrow morning, let's sign the paperwork."

Fu Zhen couldn't help but stood up.

She stared at Pei Zhan, who was very close at hand, and held her breath.

The moonlight tonight is so gentle. It is clear that there is a handsome and domineering man in front of him, but the words he speaks at this moment have completely lost the usual harshness.

All the people she knew were disciples of generals, and even though many of them had read books, there had never been anyone as talented as Xu Yin.

In the northwest camp, Xu Yin's talent is indeed difficult to ignore.

Fu Zhen liked to listen to him talk about the contents of the books, and also liked the days when he galloped in the yellow sand and walked under the moon.

Most of the beautiful moments outside of the war were spent with Xu Yin.

She couldn't deny that she had a crush on Xu Yin, and she did know what it might be like when she fell in love with someone.

As for Pei Zhan - it's hard to say whether she is moved or not, because she has never thought about this issue.

There is no doubt that Pei Zhan's illustrious military exploits and his performance in fighting side by side with him these days to investigate and solve cases are enough to prove his excellence.

If Xu Yin is the best among scholars, then Pei Zhan is definitely the most eye-catching existence among the new generation of generals.

In addition to his talents, Pei Zhan also has the innate conditions that can arouse the love of girls. He is tall and heroic, his appearance combines the advantages of Pei Yu and Mrs. Pei, and his facial features are handsome and heroic.

The key is that he is so brave and upright.

Therefore, the young ladies who lined up to marry him did not necessarily come because of his family background and status as a general's wife.

However, Fu Zhen initially did not regard him as a peer at all. Later, as the case progressed, she was fully focused on business matters and had no time to think about these things.

At this time, he showed his heart so clearly that she didn't know what to say.

At the beginning, he tried so hard to get himself trapped, and he simply did whatever it took to achieve his goal. He also did not shy away from the "despicable" methods. Who would have thought that he would let go so easily now? "Are you serious?" she asked.

"Of course." Pei Zhan met her eyes calmly, "Although I, Pei Zhan, am not a good person, I can still do what I say.

"My means of marrying you were not bright enough at the beginning, but now, I want to let you go in a dignified manner and do an upright thing to prevent you from looking down on me."

Fu Zhen swallowed softly.

"It's getting late, let's go back to the room." Without waiting for her to respond, Pei Zhan turned his gaze to the night, "I'll have someone move the bedding out. All you have to do is wait for the paperwork tomorrow morning."

After saying these words, he turned around and crossed the threshold. The general's steps were so crisp, as if he was giving orders on the battlefield. In the courtyard with the gentle autumn breeze, soon there was only the sound of rustling leaves...

Although they didn't know why they had to move out of the main room again, Guo Song and the others moved the bedding very quickly after Pei Zhan gave the order.

When Fu Zhen stepped into the door, they were just coming out holding quilts and pillows.

Guo Song sent his brothers to go first, stopped and said, "The general has not been very good at speaking well since he was a child. He went to the northwest for training at a young age. If he says anything to make you unhappy, Madam, please don't do it." Take it to your heart!
"I have been following the general for many years. Madam, you are the only one who can make him worry about you so much that he doesn't even think about food or drink!"

Fu Zhen twitched his lips: "Really?"

"Can my subordinate still lie?"

Guo Song said and glanced outside, "The general is still waiting for me in the penthouse, I'll go there first!"

Fu Zhen watched him go, came to the empty couch, picked up a left behind fan and looked at it, then threw it back on the couch, walked into the Babu bed and lay down.

It was already very late at night, and there was one person missing in the room. It was as if everyone was missing, and no sound could be heard.

……

Pei Zhan stood in front of the window and could just see the entrance hall of the main room.

He didn't leave the window until all the lights on the opposite side went out, and fell on the bed with his clothes on.

Who can sleep peacefully at such a night?

Fu Zhen got out of bed at the usual time, and just after breakfast, Guo Song came over with a shocked face.

"Young lady!"

"What's wrong?" Fu Zhen sat on the couch holding a cup of tea and looked up at him calmly.

Guo Song was holding a piece of paper in his hand. His hands that usually carried a spear weighing dozens of kilograms calmly were trembling like chaff at this moment: "Young madam, the general has made a huge mistake. Please give him a beating." Pause, or ban him from returning to the house for half a year, or even drive him out. Why do you do this after ten years of cultivation and a hundred years of cultivation?

Fu Zhen took the paper in his hand and read it. Sure enough, it was clearly written in black and white and "Li Shu". She said: "He didn't make a mistake, it's just that I didn't want to let it go. The doctor said I couldn't have a child, and I didn't want to take a concubine for him." , we can’t let him lose his incense, right?”

Before last night, she had never wavered from her original idea of ​​how this marriage should be handled in the end.

No matter how much Pei Zhan looked like a grown man before this, the image in Fu Zhen's mind was still the childish look of him crying over a bunch of candied haws.

You see, he actually came up with such a method in order to kidnap her and get married. Isn't this another proof of his naivety?
So for a long time, Fu Zhen always laughed off his various teasing behaviors.

But today - today when everything she wished for went so smoothly, today when she got what she wanted without any effort, she couldn't laugh.

Not only could I not laugh, but even the light document in my hand seemed to have turned into a red-hot stone, heavy and hot to the touch!

"Are you telling the truth?" Guo Song screamed again, "But the general said that it was him who was at fault. He said that he had committed an unforgivable mistake. He had changed his mind and fell in love with someone else. He said that he was sorry. You! What you said is different from what he said!"

Fu Zhen raised his head and scolded: "Don't talk nonsense. When did he change his mind? The reason is clearly my fault! Don't believe him."

How could she not know that Pei Zhan was using his own reputation to excuse her?
Does he want to be the bad guy?
This guy really thinks beautifully.

"I'm afraid it's too late," Guo Song spread his hands. "The general has already gone to see the master and his wife. He might have confessed to them by now."

"What?" Fu Zhen stood up immediately, "He said that right now?"

She was clearly the one who was determined to divorce, so why was he more anxious than she was? At least wait until she signs the paperwork before going, right?
"Yes! He just sent his subordinates over, and he went to the master and his wife."

Fu Zhen gritted his teeth, grabbed the document and walked out!
……

In the main room, Pei Yu and Mrs. Pei had just received the news that Pei Mu was about to return to the house. The couple were chatting after dinner when Pei Zhan came.

The couple immediately put down their tea and raced against time to reflect on whether they had done anything to offend him recently. Who would have thought that he would say he wanted to break up with Fuzhen as soon as he walked in!
Pei Yu's hands were unsteady, and the tea cup turned over and half a cup of tea came out: "What did you say?!"

Pei Zhan looked at them without changing his expression and without a beating heart: "You heard me right. I have asked Guo Song to give the He Li Shu to her, and she should have signed it by now.

"Next, the house will move her dowry, which will cause a lot of disturbance, so please stay away from me and your mother.

"In addition, although my marriage was arranged by me, just like when I got married, some of the regulations must not be sloppy. As for my mother-in-law, I would also like to ask you and your mother to come and have a visit and talk things over——"

"Asshole!" Before Pei Zhan finished speaking, Pei Yu slapped the table and jumped up, then pointed at him and said: "You have worshiped heaven and earth, and nothing has happened. How dare you break up with me?!"

Mrs. Pei also stood up: "What are you talking about? I have told you the ugly things a long time ago. Our family only believes in a pair of people for life. If you dare to do anything to me, you will do it." I'm getting out of the house!"

Pei Zhan was silent for a moment and said slowly: "She and I have reached a consensus. She thinks so too. It's useless for you to object."

"You unworthy man!"

Pei Yu rushed over without saying a word: "I'll give you three points and you'll go crazy! How many wives here are smart and brave, how many of them can there be in the world? You can't even find her with a lantern. You were determined to get married in the first place, Now you can't do anything but say it, how can I let you do whatever you want?
"I'll break your legs first!"

Fu Zhenkan arrived at the door, saw this and stepped up to block them: "General, stop it!"

Pei Yu lowered his head, looked back at his wife, and then looked at her again: "What did you call me?"