It's a diary

Chapter 12 Hee Hee
My life is one of happiness, peace and quiet, but only a few bad things happen to me one after another.

Start every morning.

I seem to have a biological clock and always wake up 10 minutes earlier than the school broadcast.

After I woke up, I didn’t fold the quilt.I ran to the balcony and stood at the bathroom sink to take a look. When I saw myself in the mirror, I didn't look good. I could only show a standard, not too ugly smile.

Inferiority, I definitely have it.I don’t know to what extent.

Now I feel calm and don't think too much about anything.

When I was crazy before, I would become furious even when I saw myself in the mirror.They may even do crazy things.

For example, one time I deliberately broke a glass bottle filled with origami stars. When I woke up, I quietly cleaned up the mess and threw the broken glass shards into the trash can along with the origami stars.

During this period, my hand was pricked by glass shards.Nothing happened, I didn't even have any bleeding, it was just a bit of a bruise and a bit of pain.

I wash my hands very slowly.It’s not that I can’t speed it up, it’s that I have enough time left to allow me to ink.

I like to do everything slowly, slowly.

Eating is like that, writing is like that, reading is like that; I hate it, like it like it, and love it too.

When we were in Beiyu, my mother complained about my Moji more than once.

I didn't accept it and kept making all kinds of excuses.

But at that time, the reason why the ink could always last so long was because of the cold weather.

It's cold!I would rather skip breakfast and stay at home.As for why I still have to get up early, emmm, it’s so easy to stay in bed when it’s cold.

The school radio station is actually quite interesting, and I feel full of energy every day.

Speaking of radio stations, my sister is currently studying in a middle school in Beiyu that is considered to be the best, and she also entered the radio station.

Her studies have always been good, just like mine back then.

But it's different from me.

She has stayed with her parents since she was a child. She has many hobbies. She is cheerful and positive, confident, generous and brave, and has many close friends.

This is different from me.

I have an introverted personality, and I admit that I have avoided human interaction since I was a child.I never take the initiative to answer the teacher's questions, even if I know the answer early and have countless wonderful ideas in my mind.

Not to mention friends.

It seems that I am more suitable for being alone.

Although this is the case, I sometimes hear her riding bicycles with her classmates to do research and visit scenic spots.Still somewhat envious.

I just don't want her to be like me.

I hope her future is as bright as her character.

The process of falling from a height into an abyss and then climbing back to the ground was so painful.

She is the same age as my cousin, and even their birthdays are almost the same.These two positive and sunny little cuties are always happy to hold hands and cheer as long as they are together.

Whether eating, studying, or sleeping, we always stick together.

I often feel ignored and jealous.But when I watched them pointing at the sunset on the other side of the mountain and praising them repeatedly, I just felt:
It's great to be young, but the future is scary.

I love sunsets but am not in a rush to see them. ——Everyone will usher in their own dusk, and no one can escape it. It’s just a matter of time.

So what I saw more on the rooftop was the wind turbines on the mountains in the distance.

It just turned and turned, quietly.

I like to watch it turn. When it turns, it means there is wind.I like the wind. Although it will mess up my long hair, it can blow away the worries in my heart!
It started to rain lightly after school this morning, but since it wasn't too heavy, I just came back, took an umbrella, and went to eat.

It also rained in the afternoon, and this time it rained heavily. I had to wait for my roommate to come back and get an umbrella before picking me up.

Rainy days are not good news for a patient with a bone injury.

If I don't have to go to class, I think I like the rain.Although the body will feel uncomfortable, it is suitable for sleeping. I feel very sleepy, so I will be fine after falling asleep. I don’t have to worry about anything. I don’t have to think about anything.

I actually want to talk about my feelings after reading the books and more of my own thoughts.But no, I'm sleepy again. I've been noisy by the rain all day, and now I'm very tired.

But I have to tell you, no matter whether anyone sees it or not, I feel better only if I post it.

Somking No. [-], Xiao Z, and somking No. [-] were transferred to the same class.Moreover, the relationship between the two somking ladies seems to be good.

I don’t think so about No. [-], I just think she hasn’t learned to think particularly well. For number ②, everything is fine except for somking.

① The slogan is straightforward and extremely self-interested.He's not an idiot, he can even be said to be quite sober, but he's just a little bit arrogant.

There must be some conflicts between me and her.

The air conditioner was turned on at 16°C for four or five days, burning [-] yuan a day, and in the end there was no electricity bill.That day he questioned me three times and scolded me three times.The class group is yin and yang, scolding me.

I can still remember it very clearly.

At noon, for some reason, I went with the girl from the next class.

It was only after I got back that I learned from my roommate that the three people were here.

Z said he wanted to find me, but he didn’t explain what was going on.

Number ② left an umbrella and came to get it.

I think z is looking for me for this reason.

The key point is that No. [-] came in without permission.There are all kinds of comments, saying this is bad and that is bad. …

What exactly she said or what she wanted to do, I don't know.

After all, I'm not here.

All I can say is that it's downright disgusting.

Everything is disgusting.All are.

You said, I won't be punished.Tsk.

After being punished, I can only go back to Beiyu to sell fried noodles, hehe.

(I only know how to make fried noodles, but fried noodles are better)

(End of this chapter)