It's a diary

Chapter 15 Trapped
In fact, I feel very sleepy, but I have forgotten a lot of things now. I am afraid that I will forget everything tomorrow, so I continue to talk nonsense despite my sleepiness.

I originally wanted to go to a university town because a teacher who had a profound influence on me graduated from a university in Qingzhou.

Although the possibility of studying at that school in the future is slim to none, I still want to take a look.No reason, I just want to see the school gate.

Now, I didn't make it.

It's not for any other reason, I just want to go shopping nearby.

I learned from the girl in the next class that the most interesting things in Qingzhou are the old residences and ruins in a certain square and old street.

Asked again and again, she couldn't tell what was fun.

I got up early this morning, and after finishing my nonsense, I stopped drinking water.

I couldn't sleep and didn't want to go out. The wind outside was already a bit cold.

I thought and thought and tried again and again, but I still couldn't fall asleep.Just went out again.

This time I got on the bus with ease.

Arrive at the station, get off.

Keep walking along that ordinary road.I saw many old-fashioned houses, some of which retained the appearance of the original building but only had interior decorations.Some have been completely renovated inside and out, leaving no trace of their original appearance.

There are also many alleys there. If it rains, it will be absolutely beautiful.

The owners of those houses seemed to love life and planted many flowers and plants.

What I see most is the sunflower.

This flower grows well and produces beautiful flowers, which bloom toward the sun.That’s why it’s called sunflower.

In Beiyu, my mother also tried to raise her, but she seemed to be dying the last time she went back.I don’t know if it’s because there’s not enough light, or there’s not enough water or nutrients.

As I write this, I think of the small succulent tree I keep on my desk.When I was in Beiyu, everything was fine.But when I left for half a month and went back, most of it withered.

I cried and playfully accused my sister of being cruel and not watering her for so long.

She didn't want to show weakness, saying that she liked it so much that she could just pack it and bring it to Qingzhou.

It’s not that I don’t want to.

……

I'll have to ask tomorrow.

She asked me to cut off willow branches and bring them back to her today.

There was no vandalism. I picked up a small and not very pretty willow branch from the ground and stuffed it into my pocket.Maybe I was so excited that I didn’t notice it. When I got back to school, I couldn’t find it.

I planned to give her two boxes of Oreos and then act stupid.Hope this can get over.

I walked very far today, wx step count is two w, first on the list. (I still can’t forget the [-] from my old class)
In that area, next to Qingjiang, there are the former residences of four or five great men, the ruins of broken walls in the Song Dynasty, and a bunch of parks that can't be mentioned.

Single-arch bridge, koi carp, fountain; chirping of birds, residual lotus, willow... There is a pavilion and there is wind.

In those places, there are really many, many old people playing chess and dancing.

I have to say that those aunts are just in good health, so I can't do those moves they asked me to do.

When I reached that section of the road, I was excited.I could feel tears filling my eyes and I wanted to cry.

This is also life.

It's dusk too.The twilight of life.

Dusk is worthy of liking and regretting.

Time takes us walking and walking, through the long river of time, and finally we will reach the place closest to the moon.

Dusk, dusk, after this dusk is over.We can become the moon that some people yearn for.Maybe even the stars.

I really like those antique things.

It seems that no matter what it is, as long as it goes through the baptism of time, it can become very lovable.

The whole street is very long, and I couldn't walk around it properly.There were four or five old residences, but in the end I barely looked at one.

Not even looking very carefully.

Oh, it's okay.

This is only the first month. As long as I am alive and healthy, I will definitely have a chance!
If you have the opportunity to travel, remember to check it out.It was quite fun, but I was a little tired from walking.

I came back this afternoon, paralyzed, and just now I was writing a letter again.

I prefer letters to journals.

As if that would be more sincere.

I'm sleepy, An'an.

(End of this chapter)