It's a diary

Chapter 150 4.24
It rained suddenly today. At that time, we happened to be sitting outside the promenade and just watched the rain all morning.

At that time, we all thought we would not be able to go back to the dormitory at noon. After all, the rain was so heavy, and none of us had an umbrella.

But fortunately, later on, when school was almost over, the rain stopped.

The fierce director was not here, and the admissions process was over.

Let me tell you, when he recruits students, it's like a fraud.He was gentle and soft-spoken during the admissions process, but when he arrived at school, he was teasing him every day and listening to him speak on stage every day.

The remaining teacher was very good and would let us go to dinner twenty minutes early every time.

I don't like rainy days very much.

I always feel bad on rainy days.

A corner of my phone's screen was shattered.

I can't tell you what the emotion is, but now I accept this fact.Nothing is as real as the physical discomfort. It hurts so much that I can't speak or sleep.

It seems like, now, I can't get enough sleep.

In a trance, I feel like I have returned to the days when I was lying on the hospital bed a few years ago. I fell asleep every day, day and night, without thinking about food or food.

The side effects of the medicine were so great that I slept for almost 24 of the 23 hours a day.

Many times, it’s just one meal a day.At other times, you may not eat anything for a whole day and cannot wake up at all.

Fortunately, he is a young man after all, so he recovers quickly.Within two months, I was back to normal.

But is it really the same?

I like cities near the sea because I grew up in such a city.

I don't like continuous rainy days. The humid climate makes me uncomfortable and reminds me again and again of the two months when I slept unconsciously.

Before coming to this city, I thought a lot. I even thought about whether to leave Beiyu, where to go, and what kind of person to become more than half a year in advance...

These questions will involve countless hesitations and uneasiness.

How to leave, how much courage it takes, how far is enough to go, what will life be like by myself, will the new teachers and new classmates be annoying, can I do it or not, what if the final result is sorry for me? I have been wandering all the way, so my hard work has been in vain...

All kinds of questions are lingering in my mind.

I cry all the time, when I'm sad, and when I'm happy.

Because when you are happy, there are always sad times.Because I was very sad and didn’t know which way to go, I stopped and cried.After crying enough, he stood up and walked forward.

over and over again.

Even breathing was difficult, even standing was uncomfortable.Maybe I should regret not losing my life, but I am glad that I did not lose my ability to work.

I came here, it's nice here, and I don't have too many regrets.Now I am worthy of my original choice.

However, if I had known the climate here, it would be like this.I thought the city I came to would not be like this.

Part of the reason why I chose it was because I thought it had a similar climate to Beiyu.Unexpectedly, the difference was huge.

I can go back in three days.

very soon.

Just wait a little longer.Summer is coming. Will this summer be as comfortable as the summer many years ago?
When this semester is coming to an end, I want to go back to the countryside with my classmates to try freshly picked lychees from the trees.

I remembered that in June last year, my cousin came to see me, and the two of us sat at a roadside barbecue stall to eat barbecue.It was just after four o'clock at that time, very early, and there was no one around. The boss found a stool and sat at the other end of the long table.

He is also from the north, not very tall and a bit fat.

He is easy to talk to and always likes to laugh, his eyes narrowing when he smiles.

We asked him a lot about his family, his hometown, and the long winter in the north...

He gave us lychees.The outer shells of those lychees have turned tan, no longer the dazzling pink color when they were just picked from the tree.

The lychee was given to him by the owner of the nearby fruit shop. In fact, the color of the watch case was nothing.

Lychees look like this. After you pick them, it doesn't take long for them to look like this.

I remember that the lychee is a chicken's mouth, small, the core is very small, and the flesh is very sweet.The case is dry and has little moisture, making it difficult to peel it off.

Summer is great.

The season for buying four or five pounds of fruit for ten yuan is coming.

I brewed a jar of lychee wine last summer, and I will finish it before next summer comes.

Brew another jar of new ones and wait patiently for next summer.

(End of this chapter)