It's a diary

Chapter 171 5.31
It’s the last day of May, and tomorrow is Children’s Day.

I don’t know why, but sometimes I don’t want time to fly by so fast. One day, one month, and one year pass in a hurry, and I will grow older by another year.

As he grows older, he seems to have reached the age where he should be on his own.

in a hurry.

It's like there are a group of people standing behind you, they are looking at you from a distance and laughing, and then there is an invisible hand pushing you forward.

After all, what counts as perfection and what counts as happiness.

Many times, I would start to have random thoughts for no reason.My thoughts are so messed up that I can't even explain them in detail.

Just thinking about it will make me feel weak and powerless, and I will be in a daze for a long time. Finally, I will throw the phone aside, cover my head with the quilt, and start to sleep.

So strange, so strange.

Everyone is weird, and so am I.

I said I didn't want to get married.They chased me and kept trying to enlighten me, saying, "You will get married in the end." "You are just young now. I thought the same when I was young. I was more playful than you. Wait until ten or twenty years from now." , you won’t think like this anymore.” “You just think like this now, but you won’t think like this in the future.”

I've heard a lot of words like this.

They mean no harm and it is just their own opinion.I listened carefully and did not argue too much.

Just say: "Maybe."

These words were spoken by passers-by and friends who had only met each other a few times, or whose relationship was not that deep.

I can’t help but feel lucky: no one who loves me deeply and for whom I am grateful said these words to me.

Fortunately, fortunately, if it were someone who was very important to me, then if he told me, I might be heartbroken to death.

Ten years, 20 years, 50 years...

Even if 100 years from now, the race will be exterminated and the world will be destroyed, that will all happen in the future.

My life is so short, I don't want to shoulder too much.

No matter what, time will still pass.It will not stop for a second because of the despicability of one person or the excellence of a group of people.

All is history.

"Because all of this, everything that shines, can only become a memory of the past."

These words were mentioned when I was chatting with A-Lin. I am very grateful to A-Lin and everyone who saw this line of words and were willing to listen to my non-stop chatter.

But when I say, "I feel like life is boring."

They will also say: "Life is meaningful, how can you have such an idea?" "Just think about it, you won't get married by then, so there will be no pressure at all." "No matter what, you still have to persevere. There will be many ups and downs in life. Wouldn’t it be nice to live quietly and happily alone for the rest of your life?”…

That’s why I say people are very contradictory.

very strange.

My sleep has gotten better recently, I don't know why.

I searched for a long time but never found a fan that I liked.After thinking about it, I finally went back to the store where I bought the fan last time and bought a fan.

I really like the folding fan with a square head. I haven’t seen anything like this in any other store.

What I bought this time was a fan with a blank surface. I will ask my friends to help me with the questions when I have the opportunity in the future.

There will always be opportunities.

(End of this chapter)