It's a diary

Chapter 189 9.3
I'm back at school.

sleepy.

Although I went back these two days, I actually didn't get much sleep.

Then I ran back, one reason was because I really couldn't bear it, and the other reason was because there was a happy event at home.

Go back and help or something. (Although it doesn’t necessarily help anything)
I went to the station on Friday afternoon and arrived at the station.

After hanging out there for a while, I took a ride home.The wind was very strong that night, and Chamomochi's seven-leaf jasmine was delicious.

I bought milk tea and my favorite candies and potato chips.

I drank milk tea all the way, and stuffed candies and potato chips into my schoolbag, just enough to fill the entire schoolbag.

It was very windy that night. You didn't need to turn on the air conditioner in the car. You just needed to open the windows and it would be cool.

Even a little cold.

I held my head up and looked at the dark world outside the window. The wind was so loud that I could hear the "whooshing" sound of the wind even if I was wearing headphones.

Along the way, I thought of many things inadvertently.

I'm not very happy.

When I returned, it was already past nine o'clock.

Simply sit for a while and eat a bowl of cold porridge.I have been playing with my mobile phone since then.

There's no reason to be too high-minded, it's just that I've been too frustrated these past few days at school.All of a sudden, I wanted to indulge completely.

But.actually.I just thought, I haven't been able to do it yet.

I want to become a completely crazy lunatic who has no family and no love. ——Lying on the green grass, not eating or drinking like a dead thing.Wandering around in quiet alleys like an alcoholic drunk.Like a fish, hiding under the water and never coming out...

I always suddenly want nothing more.

The reason why this thought arises is because I clearly understand: nothing is mine.

In fact, this is not something that should be said on such a good day.

But I am indeed such a person.Always contradicting oneself, always contradicting one another.

Last night, I guess it was probably due to one of the above reasons.

I just played with my phone until late at night.It seems to be one point, maybe two points.

Yesterday morning, I woke up at around six o'clock. After that, I simply packed some things and returned to the village.It's true that I didn't help much, and I don't know all the relatives.

But they can remember me.

Everyone thinks that I am the same. I was small at first, but now I have grown so big.

Everyone keeps asking me if I remember them.

I mumbled through it.If you remember it this time, you will definitely not forget it next time.If you don't recognize me next time, feel free to hit me.

The reason I dare to say this is because I know they are reluctant to hit me, and the other reason is because the next time we meet is far away.

There were so many mosquitoes last night that I was woken up around three o'clock and couldn't sleep again.

So I simply got up and turned on the light to swat the mosquitoes. At first I was very interested, but later I found that I couldn't finish swatting them no matter how hard I tried.Just ignore it.

Drowsiness has been surrounding me.

I slept on the train, in a taxi, in a daze in the classroom, and also slept during recess...

Even now, I feel sleepy.

The school’s mobile phone management policy was finally implemented.

Whatever happens, it doesn't matter.The worst thing is to write less every day.

It doesn’t matter if I write less, it won’t be too strenuous for me to read it again someday in the future.

I develop a good habit during the holidays.

I am not that dependent on my mobile phone.I would rather go to bed earlier than playing with my phone.

Ah, I'm really sleepy.

The class I will take tomorrow morning is website construction.

Still, it's a bit difficult.

If I wasn't afraid of missing the class, I would have stayed one more night.

Ann.

(End of this chapter)