It's a diary

Chapter 23 10.4
It has been so long, and it is still difficult for a fool to recall what happened and tell it.

That afternoon, I hurried back to Beiyu after a long and dusty journey.When I got home, I fell on the bed completely exhausted, very tired.

I can't even get into the car.When I was little, I would vomit every time I sat in the car. This led to me not being able to eat before riding in the car for a long, long time.

Although this rarely happens now, I still feel dizzy and dizzy.This is really very uncomfortable.

About 3 minutes after I got home, my grandpa called.

He asked me in a low voice if I got home safely, and comforted me, telling me not to worry. It was just a scary rumor going around. It was okay, and I would definitely be able to go to school.

When I heard this, I felt really relieved.

But when my mother came back, this peace of mind almost disappeared.

I can completely understand everything she has done for her family, but I don't understand why she sometimes vents her anger on everyone in a weird way.

Understand?
can.I can understand it.

So why was I born?
I still don’t understand it, and it’s not because I suffered any inhuman treatment, nor is it because I hate the world so much.I just don’t understand, I don’t understand this issue.

No matter how you think about it, it's just fine if it doesn't exist, and it doesn't make much difference.

The next day, that's it.

A senior sister of mine came to ask me when I would return to Qingzhou.She said that she was going back that afternoon and suggested that I go back quickly because I was afraid that due to the epidemic, I would have to be quarantined and would not be able to attend classes.

When I heard this, I immediately panicked. I took my keys and ran to the hospital to do nucleic acid testing.

It was around twelve o'clock at noon and the sun was very hot.

Although it is already October, the temperature in Beiyu has not cooled down much.Going around and around, lining up in the sun.

It's been a long, long time.After arriving, there was nothing interesting to see on the phone. I could only silently hope that the people in front of me would walk faster, faster...

By the last ten meters or so, I couldn't even stand still. It was difficult to breathe, my heartbeat was racing, and I couldn't open my eyes. I squatted down and wrapped my arms around myself.

"very dizzy……"

It took me a long time to recover.

I walked slowly to drive my car. At that time, I still didn’t understand why I couldn’t see clearly.

I thought it might be hypoglycemia.Not sure either.

While driving, gradually, gradually, I could not see anything clearly.

I parked the car on the side of the road and wandered towards a candy stall on the side of the road.

No matter what happens, you must drink this cup of sugar water.I had to wait in line for more than two minutes to do a nucleic acid test, and I was so exposed to the sun, even on an empty stomach.I desperately want to drink water.

After drinking that glass of sugar water, the world in front of me slowly became clearer.At that time I was sure that it was just due to low blood sugar.

I knew before that I had low blood pressure and suspected that I had hypoglycemia, but I never had it tested.

This time, I can be sure without testing.

The aunt asked me what was wrong, had something happened?

I shook my head, "It's nothing. I didn't eat to do nucleic acid testing, and I was too dizzy after being in the sun for a few hours. Just take it slow."

"Where do you do nucleic acid testing?" she asked.

I pointed to the hospital not far behind: "Well! I heard that it was done very quickly, but there were only three doctors and a bunch of people. The queue went around more than ten times." Well, I have been there and I know that the team inside is just going around and around, like the inside of a conch. There are few doctors because they have been transferred to other places to do nucleic acid tests. Now they are checking everywhere."

yes.There were a few more cases all of a sudden. How could we not investigate?

She asked me why I was in such a hurry to do nucleic acid.I said it was because I was studying in Qingzhou.

She immediately became happy and asked me where I was from in Qingzhou.

This is a misunderstanding.

"I'm not from Qingzhou, I'm from Beiyu. I just went to Qingzhou to study."

A trace of disappointment flashed in her eyes, "I'm from Qingzhou, too."

I suddenly realized that she thought she had met a fellow villager.Unfortunately, I am not.

I especially want to ask her why she chose to leave Qingzhou and come to Beiyu.Now that I think about it, Qingzhou is not just an urban area, not to mention that the countryside in Qingzhou is very remote.

For the poor, hometown is not the most important, but having the opportunity to make money is.

Nor am I making any presumptuous assertions.

I just remembered that Qingzhou is very big and has many mountains.I also heard from my parents that many of their villages are in the mountains, unlike the flatlands here on Beiyu.Just mention it too much.

We have many mountains here.

Walked through this one, and that one; climbed this mountain, and that mountain... The Hundred Thousand Mountains are not just for fun.

Never thought there was anything wrong with that.Beiyu has slightly more flat land, but our village is on the flat land at the foot of the mountain.

We drink mountain spring water from the mountains, rely on water from rivers and streams to irrigate farmland, and we live close to the mountains.We farm two springs a year, and in autumn we watch migratory birds fly overhead in the blue sky. Our winter here is not bleak either.Because the trees here are evergreen all year round and will not lose their leaves like the vegetation in the north until only a bare trunk is left.

This is pretty good.

……

I returned home and fell asleep again. I was so tired that I didn't want to care about anything, and I didn't have the ability to care about it.

Eat when you wake up, that's all.

Maybe it's not that life can only be lived like this, but that to live, you just need to live like this.

At this time, she asked me to drink two more bowls of soup.

It seemed that she was not the same person she was last night.

I don't understand.

I don't like to think about this, my head will hurt if I think about it even a little bit.

I don’t think anything of her, she’s pretty good, she’s just a good person.If there is a problem, then it is me who has the problem.

Tsk, don't accuse me.

The mind is fragile!
The soup is quite delicious. I really like soup.I can’t explain why, but I really think the soup tastes good.

Who can not love Laohuo Soup?

(End of this chapter)